Making Fun of People,

I am so ehsighted. I just made a video parody of some girl that I find
über annoying. I will upload it soon. But I don't want to post up the
video because I want to remain anonymous in all ways possible. So if you
happen to find my video don't mention my name or anything.

Call me, DUTCHESS!

BWAHAHA!

Yes yes.

~DT

Driving,

I can feel it, I can almost taste it.

And so, everyday I am closer and closer to getting my own car and
driving. Now to completely persuade mumsy on good days.

Driving my own car here I come!

I will be driving this summer.
I'm making sure of it.

~DT

Alex's Cup,

Alex made me a cup and gave it to me today! I think it's BEAUTIFUL! But
he says otherwise.

What a feisty little grasshopper that will surpass his teacher-master in
ceramics.

My little artíste baby boo!

Thank you!<3

~DT

A Day with Alex,

We ate Pho and walked half way home until Alex started to complain and
wanted to take the ride my mumsy offered us. (Weeeee neeeeeded the
excerciseee babbbbbbbeeee) So we stopped in front of T. Express and I
tried looking into the window to see if i would know anybody in there.
But Alex pulled me away from the window because he said I looked like a
freak. T_T;; It's all good though. Right? Right.

Trinity and Chi Uyen were sleeping downstairs so we got to go upstairs
to watch a movie. Alex was the first boy to go upstairs. ZOMG. Alex saw
my room and it was all messy at the time since 3 people were sleeping on
my bed last night. Trinity, Chi Uyen, & I. What a messy room, how
EMBARRASSING!

The movie rental place didn't have Harold & Maude or The Princess Bride.
We watched "So Close" instead. A "sexy" asian assasin/spy movie.

My mum let us sit in a room alone together which is either acting all
fishy and had secret cameras installed in the green room upstairs where
we were or she trusts me now! HURRRRAH! I'm hoping it being the second
reason.

The movie ended and I followed Alex everywhere being a stalkerazzi and
camcording Alex's every move and action. *stalk stalk* Must videocamera
MORE MEMORIES TOGETHER! *brings camera everywhere* Today was not the
last day you will be seeing it! ^__^

We then watched the Simpsons, King of the Hill & American Dad
afterwards. We played with my little niecey Trinity! Trinity calls Alex
"Uncle"! I THOUGHT THAT WAS SO ADORABLE. *-*

Trinity is in love with Alex. *cry* MYLOVERKTHX. *tugtugAlex*

Daddy, Chi Uyen, Trinity, Alex, & I ate at Mirada for dinner. I made
Alex take a picture of us with his new sidekick. MYSPACELOL! We turned
out looking like an ultra chinky couple. But it's okay. Right? Right.

Oh! I also realized that my joking tone sounds like a serious tone. No
wonder I get these often occuring awkward silences with people.... >_>
Oh well! Atleast now Alex knows of it~ ^^

The day ended splendidly! I feel that each and everytime we spend with
each other we get a lot closer! It makes me so very happy.

We will have more days like this! Actually make that, all days we're
together it would be like this! *happy*

ALEX HUBBY: Everyday we spend like this together
ALEX HUBBY: makes me feel like I've made a huge jump with you.

*__* Now, that's sexy.

I also was supposed to tell you "why" today but I forgot to at the end
of the day. But don't worry! I will tell you first thing in the
morning.

I Love You!

~DT

Steffi's Birthday,

I had such a great day today. I haven't hung out with my chicas in such
an extremely long time. It's crazy. Like seriously, I haven't hungout
with them since probably like July or beginning of August or something.
I was losing my touch to them. I DON'T WANT TO BE REPLACED. GrawrRawr...
But yeah, it felt so great to finally get to hang out with them and
doing the most craziest things.

I also made 4 new friends! Jackie and Hannah, Hannah, and Arrow! Yayy~

We ate at Maggiano's. Then we went back to Steffi's house to hangout and
think of something to do. We had this talk with Arrow's mum and Steffi's
mum. And wow, parents and older people really underestimate the youth.
They think Steffi is "not so smart" but seriously, I think Steffi is
really smart, street smart. Being academically smart isn't everything, I
mean sure it's good but it's not like if you arnt excelling academically
doesn't mean you wouldn't succeed in life. But then, that only attains
to certain people. Some people really ARE stupid. But Steffi isn't. I
see something in her. ^^
Then Cherry thought of playing basketball. We then played basketball.
Our team which consisted of Me, Manami, Jackie, Hannah, and Arrow. The
other team was Steffi, Ngoc, Cherry, Christina, and Hannah.

And I didn't know we had it in us but WOOOOOT OUR TEAM WON! Thanks to
Arrow. Freaking future Player Heartbreaker Atletic Genius. I swear, he's
going to be a successful kiddo. FREAKING AND HE'S ONLY 6 YEARS OLD! A
little prodigy I say.

Score = 18 vs 8

18 being us of course. WOOOOOT. TEAMWORK!!!

Manami, Jackie, & I were playing BAREFOOT on GRAVELY ASPHALT. We are
just too hardcore guys.

Afterwards Steffi poured water on Ngoc which started a whole water
fight and running around. IT WAS HILARIOUS! I got my back wet from the
hose because I was being a Benedict Arnold and helping Steffi while
everyone was gaining up on her. Welll actualllly I was NEUTRAL THE WHOLE
TIME! So I'm NOT a Benedict Arnold. HURRRAH! But yes, we alllll got wet
except HANNAH! HAHAHHA! She was safe and warm INside while screaming at
everyone to spray water at each other. ROFL! Woww, smartsmart girl.

Then we played Spoons. FUNNNNNNNNNEST GAME EVER. I was the second to
lose though because SOME PEOPLE had to PUSH ALL THE SPOOONS INTO THE
OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE TABLE. T___T I was totally on a roll though. The
last 3 people to not get tainted with a letter. In the end Cherry one. I
swear, EVERYBODY IS VICIOUS. SCREAMING LIKE MURDER AND EVERYTHING! But
it was FUNNNNNNNNN!!!

Afterwards everyone left and Ngoc, Steffi, Hannah, and I were the only
ones. They tried to karaoke to all these old songs and I wanted pull a
Van Gogh and CUT MY EARS OUT. ROFL<3 it's allll gooood though! Because
atleast we're alll having fun! In this one song I started to roll around
like a freak and tried singing to some unknown song and Steffi
surprisingly liked it. HURRAH! I have a fan.
LOLnotreallyBUTi'lljustkeeepthinkingthat. ^____^

It was a bit over 10 and I called my mumsy up to pick me up~ What an
extremely great day to refresh myself with allll the chicas!

Happppy Early Birthday Steffi!

Officially turning 1 year older in 3 more days!

~DT

A DOOOOOGIE FOR ALEX,

n____n
( O - O )
(______)
U U

Such a cute thingy. It would be a shame if I deleted the text and it
gets lost forever. SO I SHALL SAVE IT HERE! (^__^)

~DT

Spirit,

STALLION OF THE CIMARRON.

I haven't seen this film in awhile since about 2 years ago or so?
'Tis one of my most FAVORITE MOVIES.
I was watching it this afternoon and I cried a grand amount.
It was so beautiful. Beautifully drawn, edited, and directed.

The music. IS PURE BEAUTY. It moves me so...
Beautiful. Beautiful. BEAUTIFUL.

Han Zimmer's scores were EXCEPTIONALLY CRAFTED.
Bryan Adam's vocals were FANTASTICAL.

I would have to say that the soundtrack is one of the VERY VERY VERY FEW OSTs in which I enjoy every SINGLE song. So far, I think it's the only soundtrack where I love every single song.

The music, the story... ;__; It all moves me to tears.
Moving music and a very inspiring story.
I FELT SO EMOTIONAL THE WHOLE TIME!!

In other news,

I think I am going to postpone my plans for getting a job this year. I'll wait till next summer! I want to participate in clubs and other activities this year. Because that is a once in a life time thing! I never get to have these kinds of free time after high school! ^__^

I also for awhile today felt like taking "self-portraits" of myself. Boy did I take quite a few! But that's okay! It is very fun to review all of my pictures one or two years later from now. I change SO MUCH each year! It's crazy! Good changes of course! My pimples have also been going away too! HURRAH! That's right, go away from me! SHOO SHOO! FOREVER AND EVER! I always prevail.



~DT

Another Episode,

Of House M.D. has inspired me, yet again.

Two words. One Meaning.

Private Investigator.

~DT

Love Me; Hate the Game,

I have been feeling extremely narcissistic nowadays. Such a GREAT FEELING! Although I would probably get on some peoples nerves... Oh well!
I DON'T CARE.

Like I always say,

"DEAL WITH IT OR LEAVE IT."

Oh and also, I AM NOT BEING MEAN OR A JERK.
You haven't seeeeeeen nothinggggg if you dare say so.
Toughen up kiddies.

I'm a freaking sunflower compared to the real world.

Chomp. Chomp. Chomp.

I have this thing inside me that drives me insane every time I sense that someone is challenging me. I only accept sensible challenges though. Not nonsensical challenges that I know I wouldn't be able to win. For example, swimming. No. I don't take up challenges for things beyond my ability. Although I could always practice but I usually don't really feel like it. But if I ever wanted to, goodness gracious would I be obsessive about it.

I feel that this girl in one of my classes is subtly challenging. Giving me this nasty smirk of hers. I WILL WIPE THAT LITTLE SMIRK OFF OF YOU LITTLE GIRL. WIPE IT OFF CLEAN. I think I am quite nasty in my competitive state. Nasty mentally that is, I rarely show it out physically. It's too nasty for society to take! TOO NASTY! But that's okay.

If I sense anybody challenging me. It doesn't even have to be told verbally. If I just SENSE you challenging me. Oh ho ho ho. You are getting yourself into something. Or nothing at all! Depends on who you are.

If I really wanted to or care enough,

I WILL PREVAIL.

I ALWAYS DO.

But if I find it silly and not worth my time.
I'm not going to try. :D
I rarely find any challenges worthwhile.

Maybe that's why (insert most people's opinions of me here)
..........ROLLINGONFLOORLAUGHING.

It's okie though because I could care less of what people think of me.
Yes, yes, everyone, you caught me.
I am an ultra weak naive little girl. :DDDDD

I LIKE THIS IMAGE I PROJECT OF MYSELF PUBLICLY!
That's right. I love that image.

Oh and also, which reminds me. My opinions about physical fights.

1. I find it absolutely embarassing.
2. It's embarassing.
3. It's funny watching the person who tries to hit the most.

No offense or anything but I find being in a fight is extremely embarassing.
I am not embarassed of myself though. I am embarassed towards the OTHER person. Because seriously, from the omnimiscent point of view. It's ridiculously hilarious. Especially cat fights, a.k.a. girl vs. girl fights.

They are hilarious.

I wouldn't hurt anybody unless I really really really absolutely have to.
I wouldn't hit in a furious flurry frenzy of punches and scratches and kicks though.
Because that's embarrassing. EEEGH. I CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW EMBARRASSING IT IS. OH MY GOD. It's like the only thing I would ever be so deathly embarrassed of. And when I say this, I mean for BOTH SIDES. I feel embarrassed for myself for getting myself into such a situation and I would feel embarrassed for the person. Mostly for the other person. Because seriously, why do we need to solve things through violence.

EM-BAR-RAS-SING to the MAX.

So like that why you peoples probably just see me standing there with some person hitting me. I guess what I am afraid of is that if I start I might go kind of umm... overboard. If that is even possible for such a small and tiny person like me.

But seriously peoples. Seriously.

Also, what I hate most is watching fights. =_=; It is EXTREMLY EMBARRASSING. I dunno. I just can't stand watching people fight, especially people who I am aquainted with. Those are the worst. I do not want to watch you kiddies fighting. IT'S JUST SO EMBARRASSING. Eeeeeeeeeeeek. I guess it's just a weird umm pet peeve(?) I guess I could say of mine. Please friends, don't get yourselves into physical fights. Especially in front of me. I would scold the both of you!

Although I don't mind mental fights a.k.a. arguing. Although they also get extremely redundant and boring and tiring. They're fun and hilariously amusing at times too!
Just don't touch me. That's icky. No touching please.

Hrmm...

Well, I shall end this little rant!

Have a great day everyone~

~DT

Network Timeout,

I am quite angered that my internet keeps on showing me the "Network
Timeout" page everytime I try to upload something or go to certain
websites like blogger etc. How annoying. I hope it will work again
tomorrow.

In other news, I am feeling great.
I have found a solution after some pondering. No more freak awkward
situations! It's all in the head.

DESTROY ANYTHING THAT OBSTRUCTS MY PATH.

Woah there, sounding kind of maniacal eh? Well, yes. I wrote a really
long post but decided not to post it. It was freaking crazy to the max.

I have also developed a theory on a certain touchy subject these past few
weeks. I will not discuss of it here since certain individuals might
find it offensive. So I will post it on somewhere private or write it
down somewhere so I won't forget. Although I probably most likely won't
forget since it's kind of huge. But yes, I find it very intriguing.

I'm watch The Matrix right now. It's interesting and weird. With their
interesting messages and all.

I see this certain message EVERYWHERE.

Interesting...

~DT

Applications,

WOOO! CONGRATULATE ME EVERYONE!
After 4 months of procrastination. I HAVE FINALLY TURNED IN MY
APPLICATION @ (insert store name). I SHALL GET THE JOB AND WORK VERY
HARD. BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WILL BE ABLE TO BALANCE MY HOMEWORK ALSO!
I'll finish all of my homework early before work. I will finish my
homwork 2 DAYS EARLY. Or RIGHT when I get my homework I will start it.

No more procrastination!

PROCRASTINATION IS GONE AND OUT OF MY SYSTEM. ^_____^ FOREVER!!

*glows in satisfaction and glory*

YES YES YES! THIS YEAR HAS BEEN GOING SO FANTASTIC.

It will get even MORE WONDERFUL!
It will just keep getting better and better.

For real.

~DT

Chair,

As I was sitting on my sister's chair, waiting for my homework to print out. I kept on leaning back on the chair having a habit of doing so on my own chair. But unfortunately her chair wasn't as flexible as my chair and then

I fell backwards on my sister's chair.

My knees really hurt afterward because it hit the desk before I completely tumbled over.

Wow-eeeee. I think I need to fall of my board so I'd get used to falling.

THEN I WILL NO LONGER BE AFRAID!

~DT

Meditating,

I tried out meditating for the first time last night.

All I have to say is, WOW.
My head felt very strange and empty afterward.
10 minutes felt like 2 minutes. Time flew by fast.

I tried to sleep afterward but it was a bit hard because my head felt very light and empty, but once a thought finally came up to me. It was absolutely focused onto that thought. I feel that my mind was so clear and I could think a lot more clearly after that quick session of meditation.

A certain thought and decision came up to me and then I started to cry uncontrollably for a straight 30 minutes. It was the weirdest feeling ever. I am not sure why I was crying so much but I did. I think I should meditate before every time I make an important decision. Everything will be much more clearer and easier for me.

It feels nice to find some inner peace and quiet. A very nice feeling.

~DT

My Fix,

I got these yesterday.
I was so happy!

A Drifblim Pokemon cellphone strap & Oral Fixation Mints.

OF Mints are sexy to the max.
Just look at their SEXY & SLEEK Design & Logo.
I bought "ANTIOXMINTS" & "7 DEADLY CINNAMON".
Delicious and it doesn't have sugar OR artificial sugar in them.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THESE BABIES.
I was spazzing to the extreme when I saw them. Lykesrsly.
Beautiful. I foresee a popular future for these minty babies.



Oh and also, I finally got around to paint my nails this afternoon.
Pink nails on both hands and black stripes on my left hand.
I am thinking of painting white stripes on my right hand.
Now to find my white nail polish...


Oh and also! I got this bracelet made by Thu~ It's so pretty!

I would take things made with thought by the ones I love instead of any expensive designer label item any freaking day.

It really is the thought that counts. Genuine thoughts.
I'd rather not receive expensive designer materialistic things from people.
Except from maybe my parents. Since I don't have a flowing income.
All my $$$ comes from my parents! >_> <_<

I NEED TO TURN IN MY JOB APPLICATION SOON. DARN IT.

~DT

Nakata Yasutaku,

One of my idols.
I would have to say, one of the best techno producers. (in my eyes)
Really really good stuff.

Nakata's music and group "Capsule" always brightens up my mood and makes me feel extremely good in a snap. It has never failed to do so.

It's amazing how music can affect mood and emotions so greatly and significantly.

I really appreciate music.



~DT

Alex's Hugs,

I would just like to say,

I really like Alex's hugs.
They feel very nice to the max.

~DT

Connections,

I have noticed a pattern these past years.
For some strange but good reasons, I only find myself being closely associated with "high" people of the future. I don't mean "high" as in literal height but more as in a way of social position. It's really interesting really.

I could care less what people look like, I have judged a person by their looks so many times in the past and I have learned a lot from them. I do not judge a person by their looks anymore.

I may not be very observant or attentive in the aesthetic physique of people.
But I am very observant of other's actions, motives, and reactions.

I do not usually call people out on things.
I only do so when I find it very necessary. But sometimes, in times I find it very necessary, I just can't bring myself to say anything because I don't like causing awkward tensions or embarrassing the individual.

I am 98% of the time extremely sensitive towards other's feelings.
The other 2% I could care less, I am NUMB to your emotional turmoils. But then, that 2% of the time only comes out when I am extremely irked of the other individual.

So all in all, don't piss me off or else I will embarrass you with all my pent up recollected information I have gathered and observed against you.

I am not sure why I am writing of this, but I just had flashbacks of certain individuals. I absolutely hate having to keep on pondering things over and over again.

I have been criticized at how high and mighty I seem to portray myself in my posts.
Well you are absolutely correct. I do not find myself feeling inferior towards anybody, mentally wise that is. I may sound arrogant but I could careless of what you think.

If you think I sound so arrogant all you have to do is carefully navigate your mouse towards that little red square with an "X" placed nicely in the middle of it. It's called an "exit button". You can use it with much ease. You usually use that button when you no longer want to see the information that is portrayed on a certain page.

Anyway, judge me all you want. Call me an arrogant bratty bitch for all I care.
I don't need anyone's approval. The only approval I ever need is my own approval.

I don't need to prove anyone anything. Why should I be obligated to do such things? I am my own person, why would I need to PROVE anyone anything? As long as I know what is what in my head, I am fine and will live life onwards without holding such obligations.

I just find it such a bother and stress to have such unnecessary obligations. Don't you?

Well, I shall now stop with this little rant.

I have said enough. I have spoken a bit too much. ^^;

Everyone, please have a fantastic day!

~DT

五、

月。

~DT

Hello,

I am tying up my bangs for these next few days so my pimples will go away~ Go away pimples! You will all be gone in 2 days. You will probably be gone by tomorrow! And you won't come back because I will be taking very good care of my skin and health! *stroke stroke* Oh wait, I'm not suppose to be stroking my face, THAT WOULD INFECT IT EVEN MORE! *wash wash* You pimples will all be gone very VERY SOON.

I am just a busy busy bee these days! My teachers have been assigning lots of homework!

I am also catching up on reading "The Scarlet Letter". I need to buy the spark note book for this novel! I found out the sole reason on why I read and do not remember what I have read! It's because the article I am supposedly reading is not interesting enough to catch my attention. So I am reading every single word but my mind is off floating on something WAY DIFFERENT. I think yesterday while I was trying to read The Scarlet Letter I was thinking about nail polish and clothes.

I mean like, WHAT EXACTLY DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING ABOUT A SINFUL PURITAN LADY WITH HER IMPISH DEVIL LIKE CHILD THAT WAS THE PRODUCT OF HER MISGUIDED ACTIONS?!?!!

Well in other news,

I have noticed a remarkable improvement in my self confidence this school year! I haven't really noticed till Kevin and Alice pointed it out. Kevin was the first to make a comment about it. I was no longer the quiet lonely girl that sat alone in the library. YAY! Then a few days ago Alice said that I was really outgoing! And she never thought I would ever act how I act in Spanish class. +++Spanish is the most hilarious class ever, I sit in the FUNNIEST CORNER. Our corner is the loudest and the most talkative.

Oh, and today, finally from all the jerking, fighting, and pulling controversies of the bar at the side of my desk, it finally broke off. If SOME people didn't have to keep on pestering and bothering me and kicking my desk all the time it WOULDN'T HAVE FALLEN OFF. I guess it was also my fault because I kept on bending it back and forth and having the strongest urge to bend it alllll the way back. (I used to break these kinds of things while I was a kid, and no one would ever trust me with anything. MY FAMILY STILL DOESN'T TRUST ME WITH ANYTHING. Kind of. I HAVE PROVEN THEM WRONG A COUPLE OF TIMES THESE PAST FEW YEARS! >__>)

Anyway, as I twisted around on my desk and lightly tapped the bar with my elbow, it abruptly fell off. And then everyone started to laugh hysterically. LOLOLOL @__@; The end product looked like those bars carried by those cliche thieves and robbers in the movies. The ones where they carry around to crank open doors, chains, or other protective shield against these types of people.

I drew a quick sketch of the bar that I am trying to describe for you! Feel special everyone!!

Yep, well anyway continuing on about my self esteem and confidence. May I say SKY-ROCKETED?! Hecka yes. *victory dances* I'll be maddddd ultraaaa confident by the end of this year. For sure. AND IT WILL CONTINUE TO GROW FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. OKAYTHANKSYOUVERYMUCH.

I am ultra happy to the max yo. & will be staying ultra happy to the max through thick and thin and every SINGLE LITTLE OR BIG thing!! YES YES YES!!!!!!

THERE IS A POSITIVE IN EVERY SITUATION. IF YOU CAN'T FIND IT. YOU AREN'T TRYING OR LOOKING HARD ENOUGH. Or you are just too stubborn to find or believe there is one because you are too pessssssimmisticcccccccccccccc! Pessssimistsss don't go anywhere in life yo!! And that gives me the right to laugh at you, because........ 'TIS A FREE COUNTRY HECK YES!

*anothervictorydanceformoi*

Watch this successful girl thrive in society and everything she aspires to do.
WATCH ME. WATCH ME NOW. LOOK LOOK LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!
*seeking attention* Oh wait, I don't need to seek attention because people give me enough attention. *narcisstic* Oh and also, high self esteem DT = narcisstic DT. I AM GIVING MYSELF THE CREDIT I DESERVE MMK. BECAUSE I LOVE MYSELF.

You have to love yourself before you can even love anybody else.
If you don't know how to love yourself, how would you be able to learn to love somebody else?

Give all of yourselves some love. You all deserve it!

~DT

Colorgenics

Wow, this is extremely correct.
It's so STRANGE! Like right down on the dot correct.

I found this through Silvia's blog which Silvia got from Jennifer!

I recommend everyone to take the time and do this!
Tell me what you all got for your results!

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

~DT

Update,

I haven't updated in awhile. I have lost my streak of blogging daily.

Hrmm....

Well, all is great and I love life.

It treats me very well!

I must do my homework more early and stop procrastinating.

I shall do my homework earlier from now on!!

Oh and on a side note,
I made omelette rice, a.k.a. omurice.
That dish I kept on seeing in "Zettai Kareshii" back in June!!
And I would have to say, I am very proud of my work, it actually tastes good.
Although it looked strange because my mother was trying to help me flip the egg ontop of the rice and did it backwards. I TOLD HER I COULD DO IT MYSELF. But no....
Gosh...Let me have some independence please!
Oh well though, it was all goooooood!
I ate the whole thing.

I am going to exercise daily now.

I WILL BECOME SMEXY AND FIT!! YES YES INDEED!

~DT

Hakuna Matata,

"Hakuna Matata what a wonderful phrase.
Ain't no passing craze.
It means no worries for the rest of your days.
It's our problem-free philosophy.
Hakuna Matata."

In the Swahili language meaning,

"No worries"

or

"Here There Are No Concerns"

Now that's what I am talking about it.
POSITIVE MESSAGES!

I absolutely love Disney Classics.

Although "The Lion King" is practically exactly the same as "Hamlet" by Shakespeare!

IT'S STILL WONDERFULLY AMAZA-ZING.

~DT

Singing Voices,

I have realized that after watching a couple videos of people singing in Polish and French, I realized that I have an attraction towards soft high but still powerful singing voices.
I WISH I COULD SING LIKE THAT!! It is absolutely amazing!!

Like this Polish cover of "Once Upon Another Dream".



Her voice is so beautiful, calm, and ELEGANT. It kind of touches me.
I don't know how to explain it. The voice hrmm.. "moves" me I guess?

I want to sing like that............ LIKE A LOT.

Also, Jasmine's and Aladdin's voice in the Francais version of Aladdin is AMAZING.
Iago's voice is just plain annoying. I want to PUNCH IT IN THE FACE!
Gosh the French language sounds so beautiful. It makes me melt!



I reviewed my singing today and wow. =__=
I really need to practice.
I SHALL TAKE VOCAL LESSONS.
Or something of the sort.

But I think it's my breathing that affects my singing.
I tend to hold my breathe while singing and I do not know if that is correct or not.
But it doesn't sound so good. I shall PRACTICE AND IMPROVE!!

Very soon.

~DT

A Strange Man,

I was eating at a vegetarian/vegan restaurant and as I walked towards the lavatory, I saw a strange man wearing a hat jotting down notes. As I walked passed he looked up and started to scribble some notes into his little notebook. I watched as he observed every person passing by. I am guessing he is observing everybody everywhere he went and took notes. The first thing that popped up when I saw the man was his hat with a band around the hat with the colors of green, yellow, and red I believe. I am not sure if I had gotten the order of the colors correctly. But it reminds me of Germany's Flag. I think the mans a foreigner. A artist perhaps? I think he might be a well-known artist in some certain art community. A mix of 40's & 50's(?) swing kid / Skinny Lanky Italian model. He looks kind of familiar... it's very strange. Like deja vu or something. MAYBE I SAW HIM IN A MAGAZINE.

These kinds of peoples are intriguing though. Eccentric peoples. Yes, I said peopleS. I am still very curious about those notes in that notebook!! But it is kind of.....umm.... you know watching and observing everyone around you.

Hrmmm....

~DT

Motion Sensor Activity,

*Warning : Very Narcisistic Post*

So we had to do this motion sensor activity in Phsyics. And we had to walk away from the sensore and stop and walk towards the censor and stop

My teacher Mr. J saw my graph and said the lines were really smooth and good because most of the other graphs have all these random squiggles in their lines and what not.

And said it was like "model walking smooth lines! It's amazing."

WOOOOOOT. I can walk smoothly like a model. Oh em gee. Best compliment to totally boost up my self esteem evAr. I always thought I was a bit clumsy but I guess notttttt! I can actually walk smoooooOOooOthly at times.

*___* I wish I was a model, then I would get FREE DESIGNER CLOTHES. And it's easy money! Kind of. Although the model community is competitive and intimidating. With all their skinny anorexic looking bodies. And clear complexion. Oh dear.

I SHALL BE SUPER TALL AND SUPER PRETTY AND HAVE A SUPER SMEXY BODY.

*sneaks into model industry*

Oh the wishful thinking~ ^^;

MAYBE IT WON'T BE SO WISHFUL IN THE FUTURE AND BECOME REALITY THINKING. ZOMG. YAY!

*manifest the mind; manifest the mind*

*law of attraction; law of attraction*

See how one random person can totally influence or inspire you to do something? Iono, maybe it's just me and how I am easy to be inspired. But hey, it works! And I love it.
~DT

Early Grey Mornings,

I am going to buy a really comfortable lawn type cushion chair and bring it out at 3AM or 4AM and just sleep outside and watch the sun rise.

Waking up to a chill grey morning with little birds chirping. The sun slyly peeking out from the clouds.

Peace.

I am going to go camping out in the good old wild some time soon perhaps.

~DT

100% Happy,

Exactly what the fob like sentences say.

Everyone stay happy and positive!

It's the way to go!

If you can't then, FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT.

It really does work.

My facial expression in the bigger picture is hilarious.
Me: "WAH? I 2 cool 4 u.
*lifts eyebrows*
*smirk like grin weird mouth thing Idon'tknowwhattocallit*

100% HAPPY GIRL!

SEXY!!

--
I haven't blogged in a while..... Well, it seems like FOREVER since I last posted. But it's only been a day almost 2 days. I shall blog more since I really should be doing my english and history homework. Next post I shall talk about my goals, fresh&easy, violence, and whatever comes to my mind at the time.

OH! And I am suppose to make a piano video tutorial on Fur Elise for Alex!
I will try and get it uploaded by tomorrow. ^__^

~DT

Singing,

Myself to sleep.

"A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes" - Daniel Bedingfield

I absolutely love Disney songs.

Messages of Hope, Happiness, and Success.

Now That's Mega Ultra Sexy.

Positivity = Mega Ultra Sexiness

--

The caffeine from the coke I drank from about 2 hours ago is keeping me up.

I'll be asleep in 10 minutes though.

And wake up extremely refreshed, happy, and positive. And my extremely good and positive mood will last all day long.

I am extremely excited and happy for life.

YES! YES! YES! GO ME!
~DT

Smiling,

Random smiles from strangers always lifts up my mood and makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside. This post is inspired by this post "The Art of Smiling".

I have always had the urge to post about smiling, but I never got around to it because I kept on putting it off. I think it was inspired by a random lady that smiled at me. It made my not so good day, good! It's a nice little gift you can give to anybody. And plus, good vibes and moods are contagious!

After reading this article, it really does motivate me to smile at everybody more often.

Oh! And I quote that was quoted in that article.

It's absolutely true.

“Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word,
a listening ear, and honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring,
all of which have the potential to turn a life around.”
– Leo F. Buscaglia

Smile often now, everyone! o(^___^)o

~DT

Academics,

I am for some really good reason that is unknown to me, extremely academically motivated this year. And it shall grow MORE AND MORE!!

(It's the mind manifestation theory thingy working, I swear!)

Thanks to Kevin for informing me about the SAT's. I should've studied for it in the summer and during my free time my sophmore year, but nooooo I was slacking off. >_> *hides* Don't kill me! But don't worry, I will study extra hard for it!

And oh, I learned about photoreading! Gimme those files for it whenever you are free yo! *O* I'm excited to learn of the ways of photoreading! I would totally ace Physics once I attain photoreading skills!

I shall work extra hard!!

OOOH! It's so exciting!!!! UWAHHH!! I CAN'T WAIT TO LOOK AT MY STRAIGHT A REPORT CARDS THIS YEAR AND NEXT YEAR AND ALL OF THESE YEARS IN COLLEGE AND THEN TOTALLY ACE IN MY FUTURE CAREERS!!!

Yes, success & success.
It's the only option for me!

*---*

*basks in the warm embrace of success*

Drama Queen (That Girl),

"There was a girl I knew
Who always wanted to
Be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believed that she was gonna live her dreams
That what went down was gonna come around
For all the doubters, non-believers, the cynical that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot tough everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me

Armed with an attitude she knows how to use
She's gonna get there any way she can
Now she knows what she wants
No one is gonna stop her
Nothing's ever gonna hold her down
For all the doubters, non-believers, cynical that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll know that you were wrong (who would've known)

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot tough everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me

Life is a work of art - you gotta paint it colorful
Can make it anything you want
Don't have to stick to any rules
You don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you do
You just gotta have no doubt
Just believe in yourself

Doubters, non-believers, once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot tough everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot tough everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody"

This song reminds me of certain people. Including,

MÓI! *narcisstic*

O(^___^)o

Oh, yes.

Watch me! Watch me!

~DT

Made In Your Mom,

WOW! WOW!

While we were brainstorming for the perfect name.

Alice: MADE IN CHINA!
DT: We aren't even CHINESE!
DT: MADE IN ASIA!!
Alice: We weren't even born in Asia!
GH: MADE IN YOUR MOM!
DT: O_____________________O OMGGGGGGGGGGGG I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D EVER SAY SUCH A THING!!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOLOOLLOLROOFLFLFLFLDFJSDKFLDS


LOL I kept on adding pink to everything.

Alice & GH: *in unison* WHAT IS UP WITH THE PINK!?!!?!!
Me: *stares*

So we decided on picking on a 1 syllable word.

DT: SHEEP!
Alice: GEL!!!
DT: GH!!!
Alice: PICK GH!
GH: ......uhhhh ERECT!

DT: LOLOLOL WTFFFFFFFFF!!!!?!?!?!?!? ERECTING SHEEP GEL?!?!
ERECTING SHEEP GEL!?!!?!!?!

DT&Alice: NO GH!! NOT ERECTING. WTFF!!?!
GH: Uhhh......POOP!
DT: NO WTF.
GH: LAWN!
DT: WAHHH??


Alice: Ok Ok let's get something that rhymes with Gel.
GH: Sell??
DT: SELL!?
GH: SMELL!!!!!

DT: SMELL SHEEP GEL!!?!
Alice: SMELL SHEEP GEL?
GH: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ROFLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are pure geniuses.

~DT

100th Post,

Wow!

This is my 100th post. It's been barely a month!
Hurrah for me~
I don't think I would ever stop blogging.

Blogging makes me feel all tingly.
I have many posts because every time I have a thought of something.
I would type it down and post it.

So basically, this blog is a public view of what goes on throughout my head.

I would absolutely love reading all of these posts a year from now.

I get to laugh at my immaturity.
And see myself growing and maturing.

Seeing myself talk about learning new things and everything.

Reading back on all the recorded memories and moments.

Good Stuff.

~DT

R-E-S-P-E-C-T,

I have been think about that while I was washing up.

I do not get enough of it.
I barely get any in the first place.

Which really ticks me off quite a bit.

I am going to open my eyes and open my mouth and voice my opinions from now on.

No more bottling things up for the sake of other people. They obviously don't care about my feelings. Why should I care about their's?

Give me the respect I deserve.

"Where'd all the good people go?"

I need some happy music.

I looked over my CD collection and wow. I listened to only depressing music. Ugh. I cannot stand depressing music now. The lyrics and music claws at my ears unmercifully.

I think I will listen to my Naruto CD. The opening and ending of the first 3 seasons, I believe.

Good and positive music.
About perseverance and being a hero.

It makes me nostalgic.
It's been like what?
4-5 years since I bought this CD?
The good 'ole days.

I don't even watch the show anymore...
I stopped 3 years ago.
I grew out of it. But I heard that the Shippuden era is really good. And that the story might be ending soon. Wow, finally, it's been going on for OVER 7 years(?).

Now I shall sing along to these songs.

~DT

Responsibility,

I am totally responsible this year.

Like extra extra responsible.

I am doing all my homework and cleaning after myself around the house!

Feels so good!

I am a good girl!
A very very good girl! ^___^

I am very satisfied with myself and new formed habits!!

Hurrah for self-improvement!

SUCCESS! SUCCESS!
MORE MORE SUCCESS!

*_____*

*happy happy*

I am going to be super successful.

Positive attitudes everyone!

V(^__^)b

~DT

Happy Early 18th Birthday,

Tutu!!!

Thu will be turning 18 in 2 days and we had an early celebration~

Anna came along too! Tuyen couldn't come because it was a Friday.... ><;

We didn't get to go to Disneyland but it's alllll gooooood!

We still had a LOT of fun!

We ate at the BC and then went to PLT and took purikura ~

I was so not ready in the pictures! Horrrible! But it's still allll gooood!

Afterwards we came over to Anna's house and hungout over there for about half and hour or so~ I love Koreansss! SO CUTEE AND POLITE! Anna's parents are so happy and cheeerful too!

We had long discussions about really interesting stuff. I mean like REALLY INTERESTING STUFF!

Anna also said that Thu and I were similiar like sisters! Anna's umma also asked if Thu and I were sisters. LOL. Wowww~ But yes.

Oh! And Anna finally got to see my OTHER side. And boy was she confused and surprised!

She always thought I was an innocent little girl. Thu was cracking up at that comment.

I love and hope that project that innocent and naive image.

The reactions of the people who finally see it is absolutely PRICELESS.

WHEEEE! Fun fun day today!!

Happy Early 18th Birthday TutuBabie!

Blossoming into a young pretty woman!! O(^__^)O

My Tutu little girl is growing up so fast!! *sniffles*

I have to watch out for those scary "rose" catchers out there for you. SCARY CREEPINESS FO SHO.

CHEERS FOR TURNING LEGAL! YAY!! For buying lottery tickets and cigarettes LEGALLY just for the hell of it!

Of course not smoking them.

RIGHT?! RIGHT??!! Right-oh!

~DT

New Aquaintances,

I made so many new aquaintances this week!

About.....5? That I can remember!

I made 4 today! Like woah!

In choronological order,
Casey, Jimmy, Poncho, Julia, & a strange little brown haired afro blue eyed kiddo.

The little cutie asian girl Poncho came up to me and hugged me. Awww~! So random and cute!

Hrmm.. I am sure I made more.... I think. Hmm... But yes!! I am proud of myself. Chilbia's goal is to become friends with everyone at her school! I was inspired by her super cool awesome goal and decided to make a goal for myself of making 100 new friends.

I have a feeling that I am going to get 1 close friend by the end of this year, and another one by the end of the school year.

Yes yes! Oh! And YAY! Alex's little sister Catherine isn't as creeped out by me anymore! SHE DOESN'T HATE ME! *____*

Uwahhh and Alex was so mean and forceful to me today... Why Alex? WHYY?

T~~T

*crycry*

And oh! On a good note.
LikeTOTALLYWOAHWOAHWOAH!
I CAN CARRY ALEX PIGGY BACKSTYLE!!

I never knew.... it was possible...

COOOLIO. I FEEL STRONG!!

*flex flex flex*

HAHAHA! Alice also piggybacked me and was like spinning around and I got dizzy and she was running and then I grabbed onto the cart thingy and then we both fell onto the cart flatbed thingy. It hurt but atleast we didn't fall onto the ground. @_@;
~DT

Wow guys,

Today.

I have nothing to say or write about.

STRANGE!!

Nothing really happenin'.

Except, I might go to the themepark known as the "Happiest Place On Earth" tomorrow!
And ride on one ride and go home!

WOOOO HOOOO!

Oh! I also signed up at this afterschool tutoring place.
It's supposedly very "good".
So far, the owner of the place seems like a very nice and understanding woman.
Although she "knows" that I will need help in SAT style English. Critical thinking and analyzing and essay writing and etcetera.

DO I LOOK LIKE SOME PERSON THAT DOES NOT SPEAK ENGLISH WELL?!
Well, I guess I kind of do. I also type grammatically incorrect online too.

So.....

I guess so.

Yay! I better improve on my essay writing skills. I need help on that for sure.

And this time, I am not going to be afraid of asking the teachers to help me! I have finally realized that I am paying the teachers to put up with all of my questions and problems. SO HA! Expect me bombarding you teachers with many questions. MUHAHAHA! I am not afraid anymore! I. AM. NOT. AFRAID!!

Exciting.

I was also browsing around on Youtube and watching videos with Alice on the telephono.
And I found this one account that belonged to this one girl.
And boy does she SUCKS AT SINGING!
IT'S FUNNY AND KIND OF MAKES ME FEEL AND THINK BETTER ABOUT MYSELF.
I also despise the song she was singing. Oh my good heavens. It was horrible.
I hate the song and I hate the singing.

I sound like a jerk but,

I DON'T GIVE A FLYING CARE!

I do and say whatever I want!

Oh! I have also observed myself and realized.
That my social skills, confidence, and self esteem has definitely improved.
By like a lot. IT SHALL CONTINUE GROWING MORE AND MORE AND MORE!

I lovelovelovelovelove it.

--

And also, I found this random Hitler video synced to the song "I Want to Break Free" : Queen !

It's strange. Very........strange. Little Nazi drummer boy. Wow. Wow.....
Strange and interesting footage that I have never seen of before.
Hitler looks like a short giddy little man.
Giddy for a man who killed a bunch of people.
Genocidalwtf. Is Genocidal even a word? Well, you know what I mean. Genocide.
Horrible. Terrible. Sad.

I also recommend the book "Night" by Elie Wiesel.
I was very moved by this story. I cried.
It's true, keeping silent about evil deeds is also prospering towards the evil deeds??
Errr.... Something of the sort. I forgot.

Just don't be silent and stand up when you see any wrong doings.
Being silent about it is just as bad. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!



Wow, it looks like I actually have something to say today.

*rant rant ramble ramble*

HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE!

~DT

I am inspired,

This year has really been a breakthrough for me.

Right now, I am feeling extremely inspired.

I want to be pretty!!

Beauty comes with many responsibilities and hardwork!

And I will do them all.

PRETTINESS HERE I COME!

- Eating Healthy
- Staying Healthy
- Excercise
- Take better care of myself
- No more dying my hair
- Don't ever wear make up unless it is an extra special occasion
- No more staying up late

I'm going to be successful!!

~DT

The Hunt for Alex's SuperSecretSuperdySecret,

I found your super secret superdy secret in about 2 minutes, but you say 4 minutes.

So I am just going to say, under 4 minutes. ^__^

It's like that one song, I got to save the world and all I have is 4 minutes.

4 minutes.

But anyway~

Alex Dearie Dearest,

I am like a meteor, orbiting around you in the most obsessive of manners.


Talk about Creepy McCreepertons.

PISH POSH!

I Love You Baby!

A.V.N.<3

♥DT

If anything ever happens to me,

Music would wake me up.

IF anything ever happens.

I'm just saying.

^__^

~DT

Black Sesame Seeds with Brown Rice and Salt,

A cure?

I am going to think of it more as a placebo.

I love how placebos work.

It's all in your head.

Till I see REAL & PHYSICAL DIFFERENCES.

~DT

Off Onto Another Journey of Finding Myself,

I thought I had it down.

But I guess not!

Now, off to frolicking onto the trail of self discovery.

Tralalalala Tralalalala!

I will find my inner self!

Have you found what you want to ultimately achieve before it's too late?

Think about it.

~DT

Extra Positivity,

I'm feeling this.

I feel so good, giddy, and positive!

I feel like I can accomplish anything I put my mind to! It feels nice, oh so very nice. I wonder what sparked this?

Well, I went to B&N to buy "The Scarlet Letter" and I went to the self help section. (Yes, I absolutely adore that section. It has lots of interesting books in it actually.)
To find some confidence/self esteem boosting book. I found two good ones! I was debating on which one to get, they both seemed really entertaining... In the end, I chose the sarcastic funny one!

Did I ever mention that I love sarcastic and funny things/people.

They're very entertaining, I have to say.

Anyway, the book I got was, "How to be a complete and utter FAILURE in LIFE, WORK, & EVERYTHING" by Steve McDermott.

I read some of it and wow, I like the style of it. EXCELLENTÉ! It will keep me entertained and not bored and sleepy. Lyke Srsly.

I'll probably report back with a review of the book once I finish it. Well, I'd only post a review if it was REALLY good.
--
A random thought, I always wondered who is behind the dramatic narrator voice in those dramatic movie trailers.

IT'S SO COOL.
--
Which also reminds me, I want to try out for voice acting. I would absolutely ace at that. Totally. 100%. Pho Sho Fizzle Dee Doo.
--
Which ALSO REMINDS ME, I think
And also,
Family Guy & American Dad has the best jokes ever. But most people don't really get them...
--
I think that I have my college major down. Psychology? Perhaps. My minds still open. And of course, I will also have other things on the side of course. THIS IS EXCITING!!!
--
In other good news,

Gas prices are decreasing guys!
Perhaps our currency value is increasing? Or was it supposedly because of some new rule for not overpricing? (Heard that from my mother.) It's currently in the late $3.00's.

~DT

School School,

This school year is going to be extremely easy and very fast.

I am going to ace everything and be extra productive.

THIS IS EXCITING!
I am in an extremely happy and giddy mood. I finished my Algebra II homework early!

Now, I am sitting in class waiting for our next lesson to start.

GO ME!!!

~DT

Can you let me know,

"Baby, can we get up together
I ain't like them tricks, I do true better
Don't waste no more time
Baby, let's, go (Can you let me know)
Baby, I'm down to do whatever
I don't really care, it doesn't matter
Let's not waste no time
Baby, let's, go"

This song is stuck in my head. On loop.
Over and over and over.

I LOVE IT! It's so catchy.

~DT

Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs,

I was looking for this all day long yesterday. And I finally found it this morning. Thanks to a person on Yahoo Answers. Yes, I use that as a last resort when I have totally given up on trying to find it. It really does help.
--
I would've made love/belonging second then safety third.

Definitely an interesting way of classifying and rank the basic and general needs of humans.
Although the needs are always changing based on the person's personality and the society they are placed in.
So I guess this pyramid cannot be very definite, it would always be changing.

It's still really interesting though.
The whole generalization and gist of it all.

~DT

11:11,

I haven't caught one in a long long while. Until today, (technically yesterday) when Alex prompted me of the time.

I made a wish.
It came true.

I never knew that wishing on 11:11 would work, but I always do it anyway. Might as well wish since there is no harm in doing so. ^^

Thank you Alex.
I really needed that.
It was the sweetest thing I had ever heard from you.
I really hope for it to turn out the way you anticipate it to turn out.

I'm also anticipating for the same.

I Love You.

"C'est la vie, as they say L.O.V.E evidently"

♥DT