100th Post,

Wow!

This is my 100th post. It's been barely a month!
Hurrah for me~
I don't think I would ever stop blogging.

Blogging makes me feel all tingly.
I have many posts because every time I have a thought of something.
I would type it down and post it.

So basically, this blog is a public view of what goes on throughout my head.

I would absolutely love reading all of these posts a year from now.

I get to laugh at my immaturity.
And see myself growing and maturing.

Seeing myself talk about learning new things and everything.

Reading back on all the recorded memories and moments.

Good Stuff.

~DT

I'm disappointed,

Really, really disappointed.

*Warning: Emo Post*

Dear Blog Of Mine That I Spontaneously and Obsessively Write Everything That is on My Mind,

As I was taking a shower about an hour ago I thought to myself,
I think it's that time of year again.
The time where everyone just kind of distances themselves away from me or I start distancing myself away from them. Except this time, I think people are distancing themselves away from me...

And whats really different this time, is that I actually care.

Last year around this time, I was pissed off at the world, all the way up 'till about middle March when I met Alex. I got a lot better from then on.

But now, I am sad again.
I think I am getting redundant and boring.
(It's like how Cherry had that feeling a few days ago, I think.)
Except I think mine is much worse.

Sigh... I wish I wasn't so boring.
I don't want to become a lonely and boring person.

I do not like this distancing thing.
I do not like having to wonder if these certain peoples are starting to lose interest in me.
I do not like having the feeling that certain peoples are starting to lose interest in me.
It really saddens me and puts me down.

What the hell am I doing wrong?
The only thing I could think of, is being the boring self I am.
Maybe I am a killjoy.
But then again, I am only caring about their safety.
So I can't really help myself.

I hope things will get better.

I think I'm losing you.
And I do not know what to do about it.

Or am I over thinking?

Either way, it isn't a nice feeling at all.

Breathe In : Frou Frou

"This isn't happening, stop this now. And where was I? I have to be somewhere. Now where did I put it? And I'm high enough from all the waiting, To ride a wave on your inhaling. And I'm high enough from all the waiting, To ride a wave on your inhaling. 'Cause I love you no? Can't help but love you, you know."

~DT