I Feel,

Happy.

I am Happy. :)

~DT

Unkempt, Dirty, & Lazy,

Just for you, Alex. <3

I look like a chubby baby.
YAY FOR CRUDDY CAMERA QUALITIES! :D

~DT

More Sick,

A few hours ago around 7 I vomitted again. Oh dear. Oh dear me. The only
person that wakeup when I first did was my daddy. I'm surprised my
mumsy didn't wake up. She always does!

I'm feeling really dehydrated. I want some pedialyte + 7up. My loves
when I am sick.

Well! My tooth feels super fine. It no longer feels uncomfortable.

God, I have been having really bad dreams. They anger me. Thank goodness
they are just nightmares!

I'm probably going to stay in bed all day. Sigh..

Oh & mumsy says its not a stomach flu. But a COLD(?!) What the heck....

I want to take a shower.

~DT

Upset Stomach,

I kept on waking up in the middle of the night to use the restroom. At
the same time my stomach felt very upset and uncomfortable. I wanted to
puke. But I was too afraid to puke. So I went back to my room and sat on
my bed, I eventually fell asleep. I had a dream I was in fucking awful
cult. It was some weird suicide cults where everyone dies together. I
don't even know why the fuck I was in there. But I couldn't get out of
it. There were people who tried to get me out but I think they failed I
am not sure and I don't remember the details. But God was I getting
panicky. For some reason inside my dream I was pretty calm but the me
watching everything from 3rd person was freaking out. I never died
though. I never got to the end of the dream. That's good, because I
would never ever take my life away by choice. Ever.

I have much to live for.
I have much to experience.
I have much to accomplish.

Anyway,

I woke up and I went to the restroom again. And it repeated several
times with me going to the restroom and back to my room. Then later this
time, I sat next to the toilet seat bent over, in a position ready to
vomit. I felt like vomiting but it didn't come out. So I just sat back
onto the tiled bathroom floor waiting.

I waited for awhile, but nothing came up. I was mad. Because I wanted it
out. It always feels good for everything to come out when it is upset.

I went back to my bed and I was really tired so I tried to go to sleep
again. I laid down with my stomach side facing down. A few minutes
later, I was running to the restroom ready to vomit.

The release felt extremely good. But at some points it was very
suffocating. It was all worth it though. My tummy is feeling much
better.

I hope I haven't caught the stomach flu.
Not that it mattered since I had my teeth extracted and I can't really
go out anywhere because of my very limited diet.

I will look at this all, very positively and take it as a bright sign
for me to finish my book report. I still have about 200 pages left.
Sigh. I'll finish the book by today.

I don't think I can sleep anymore. It's 5:03 and I splashed my face with
refreshing cool water. I am absolutely wide awake. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

Feel better tummy of mine.

I hope everyone is having a great winter holiday.

~DT

Instant Flan,

I finally made some good instant flan! Delicious.

--

BlahBlahBlahBlah.

Nuh uh. Don't even go there.

~DT

I be getting,

Weird feelings these days.

And now I shall break into song.

"AND I KNOW YOU KNOW, EVERYTHING"

Whattheheck? KNOW WHAT?! WHAT DO YOU KNOW?!

That line always stuck to me. I never knew why.

Where the hell is my Taking Back Sunday cd?! WHERE ARE ALL MY CDS BACK
FROM MY STEREOTYPICAL WANNABE GOTH/EMO DAYS?! They must have been
lost... it's been about...4 years. The good 'ole music nowadays.

I hate these feelings I get nowadays. It frustrates me.
I don't even know. I don't even know what to think or do.

Actually, I shall do nothing!

Absolutely,

nothing.

Nike rule, just do it.

Do nothing.

La La La. I will be having good days soon.

!@#$

~DT

Teeth Extraction,

I just got my 12th baby out.

The dentist was pretty & really nice. She kept on asking if I was okay
everytime I made a noise or whimper.

Do you know what's ironic? The anesthesia shot hurt more than the
actually teeth extraction. Well, yeah because the anesthesia numbed my
tooth but yeah.

This was extremely short compared to my last extraction. Last time I
remembered that I could feel them actually pulling out my teeth and that
I think I was squeezing some random nearby assistant's finger. O__O;
Wah.

I have to clamp onto these gauze pads for the next few days. I hope it
heals very soon.

~DT

Fried Milk,

I AM GOING TO MAKE SOME. HOPEFULLY SOME TIME BEFORE WINTER BREAK ENDS.

It looks so good....... *-*

*drools*

~DT

My Skin,

BURNS!

It feels all stingy and extremely sensitive.
*nuzzlesfaceslowlyontopillow* Owwwwiee..

I really do need to finish reading my book report book. EEPS! It's due
like, after break! I shall start reading it after I finish this post.

Alex ran away from me to keep away from my squeezing his "great idea"
out of him! T_T;

I will get it out of you some other day.

I can't sleep! Why you go away?!

Uwah ~~

TaTa for now! *waves*

~DT

!,

<3!

~DT

I don't know,

I don't.

-DT

INSPIRATION,

So one youtube channel led to another youtube channel which led to another so on and so forth.

& I just saw so far, 3 OF THE MOST WELL DIRECTED AND EDITED AMATEUR MUSIC VIDEOS EVER. I am not finished watching all of their videos yet but yes, so far, damn. I was freaking awe-strucked. All of the videos had a little story in it, with great meaning. I mean, the angles and everything I was freaking in love with the angles that they shot at. It wasn't some cruddy half-assed angles. THEY WERE GOOD SHOTS. Okay, so yeah. I have a thing for camera angles. If a video is shot at crappy angles, the whole video is crappy. No matter how pretty, or expensive or proffessional the quality of the video is. IF THEY HAVE CRAPPY ANGLES. IT'S CRAPPY. Unless it was an extremely funny video.

Funny things makes up for everything. I'm serious.

EVERYONE LOVES A GOOD LAUGH!

Anyways, the angles bring excitement and beauty to it all. The different points of views and everything.
It's just, wow. WOW. Yes, yes, yes. I seem to babbling on and on about angles.

Goodness gracious. I am so taking the film/video ROP class next year. I COULD'VE gotten it this year but I had a SPANISH 4th period and that class was only available 4th period. I could've switched out of the class but no.. I just HAD to stay in it because I had a lot of friends in it. But eh, I only mostly stayed in because Ngoc was in it. But then, SHE HAD TO MOVE OUT OF THAT CLASS because stupid people changed her scedule. GRR. But yeah, now I am stuck in Spanish 3. Ick. I want to drop out of that class next semester.

I also want to take a business ROP class too. I also want to take photography AND psychology as my electives. Grr... TOO MANY CLASSES I WANT TO TAKE!!!!! *____* I don't know what to choose though. AHHHHHHHHHHH.

Oh well, I'm pretty sure I am going to have a full 6th period scedule next year. BUT I DON'T MIND. What am I going to do at home EVEN IF I leave early? Well.. I could always go out and stuff. BUT, I'd rather stay inside school and take my electives. YAY I'M SUCH A SCHOOL GEEK! It's only for the super fun awesome electives though. JUST FOR THOSE.

OH! Back to my rant about film/video. I made a music video back in September for a whole day. I think it was on labor day. Or something. I thought it was pretty good. The only thing I hated about it and the sole reason why I don't want to put it out on the interwebz is because I AM in it. Ugh. GAHHH. I looked so horrible in it. Oh! And since I was extremely lazy I reused shots and clips like a lot because I didn't feel like shooting a whole lot of clips and editing and editing and editing it all. But I learned that for a good music video, IT CANNOT BE REPETIVE and you SHOULDN'T REUSE THE CLIPS unless, the scene depicts of a flash back or a quick super fast montage of clips.

~DT

SOMETHING IMPORTANT,

BEBE! I forgot to tell you.

You have to give me $0.01 for the jacket.
Don't ask me! Trust me, don't ask.
I just need that penny from you!
You owe me a penny for it!

Okay? It's really important!

Please and Thank You Bebe~<3

~DT

Christmas Party,

Over at my auntie's house today! Not many people came till like night
time. Alex came today too!

You're part of my family!!

You so cute baby boo! Having this page up all ready to refresh and
everything! I hope you like my present to you~ Oh! I forgot to give you
something. T~T; Darn. I will give it to you as soon as possible! Remind
me k?

I hope the jacket is warm for you! I don't want my bebe to be cold and
freezing. I want you nice and warm~

Oh! && I hope you wear the "undergarments".

They won't ride up on you like how boxers do!

Wear them~! Wear them~!

Please?

Well! I hope you had a happy Christmas day today!

OhOh! It feels so nice to sleep next to you~ So warm and comfortable!
*snuggles* <3

~DT

Christmas Present,

BRIBERY FOR HINTS?!

Tsk Tsk Alex!

You try to get me to tell you what I got through bribing me?

THAT WILL NEVER WORK!
I SHALL NOT SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATION!
NEVER!!

(d ^__^)b

Chu jus has to waiteth around 10 moar hours. <3

~DT

MERRY CHRISTMAS,

EVERYONE!

I JUST OPENED MY PRESENT FROM ALEX!

& IT IS THE MOST ADORABLE LITTLE THING EVER. OMG.

*HUGGLESPANDA*

It is suppose to be panda bank! I believe. I SHALL FIND IT A PLUG FOR
THE BOTTOM AND THEN I PUT MONEY IN IT. MONEY THAT WILL NEVER EVER COME
BACK OUT. THE ONLY WAY FOR THE MONEY TO COME BACK OUT IS IF I SQUEEZE MY
FINGERS UP INTO IT'S HOLE OR I BREAK IT. I DON'T WANT TO DO ANY OF IT!
IT WILL HURT PANDA BEAR.

CAM ON ANH ALEX ~ <3

LOOK I KISSING THE PANDA!
If only you were here with me right now also.

(~ ^ 3^)~

~DT

Christmas Eve,

Wow, it's Christmas Eve and I'm freaking pissed off and sick to my
stomach. AGH. HAPPY HOLIDAYS MY FEET. SZHMDJAWHUWHWQEGJUWWWWIWHWWIWW

In other news, rumor has it that Lotte is going to invest $5 billion on
30 department stores in VietNam. Yay, clothes. VietNam's economy is
slowly catching up and bettering themselves. Bettering. (?!?!) Is that
even a word?!

Blah. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.

AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHDHFHGKSJW.

Screw this shit. I'm fucking grumpy.

~DT

First Subscriber,

YAY ME! I HAVE 1 SUBSCRIBER.

Well technically 3.

But the other 2 are dead accounts.

I WILL SLOWLY REACH FAME!!!

*cackles evily*

~DT

First Vietnamese to be Elected Congressman,

Wow. I am so proud. HURRAH!



~DT

Success,

I truly do enjoy helping a person in the time of need or crisis. I never
expect anything back. Them feeling better and happy is all I need to
satisfy me. But damn, when I am rewarded, it's something of great
value.

Alliance.

I have gained yet another high and powerful ally today.

Good for me. By the time I am an adult, I will be rolling with them
peeps of power. I don't want to sound conceited or anything but I
connect with them more.

You just gotta network with the right people. Yeah know?

Sure, I will listen to everyone no matter who or what they are. But I
never really connect with all of them. They are the ones who usually
connect with me. But it's a one sided thing. I don't mind. I am glad to
be of their assistance. I don't like it when people are sad. But yes.

I don't want to sound narcisstic or conceited or stuck up or anything
but, I don't roll with losers. No, I don't mean by losers as in the
people that society stereotypically defines and labels as losers. Those
people will be the people who fucking dominate society in the coming
nature.

Anyway, I am usually not close with anybody who arn't going to amount to
anything in the future. They ALL will amount to something of
significance. I can just feel it. If you are a close friend of mine or
at least most of you, you know that you are quite something because I
don't get close with quitters or lazy bums. I don't want them to infect
me with their bad energy.

Damn energy vampires. You could all go to hell and spread your
negativity and crap there. Even though doing so won't do you any good.
But hey! It's your choice.

It's funny when people I know stumble onto this blog. Gets kind of
awkward too. Because I talk about them all the time. I just don't use
names. I just rant rant rant. And it feels so good to do so. I'd hate
for anyone from school to read my stuff. They shall see my real self.
NEVER!

I will forever remain the goodie two shoe little girl that everyone
loves. RIGHT?! Right.

I GOOOOOOOD GIRL!

I like dancing to womanizer in the bathroom after a nice refreshing
shower.

I can't wait for morning. I'm going to hop on the computer and play for
a bit. Watch some you tube videos. Then probably get some exercise or
something. Shii might come over. Yes?

Fun fun. I shall be improving myself this winter break. I get to
practice on some skills I have been waiting to acquire!

Knowledge. Knowledge. Knowledge.

It's great to have a lot of skills during a time like this. Ima be
extremely flexible and ambiguous in the future. It opens up many doors
towards even more opportunity.

Success. Success. Success.

~DT

Ick,

Blah. Blah. Blah. Blah. Blah.

I don't even know what to say.

~DT

Human Sexuality,

So as I was walking to my Art Class I saw Mr. J and he was holding this
book up as a bird crap cover. I was like "....*points* WHAT THE HECK?!?!
HUMAN SEXUALITY?!" Then he told me that they had a whole bunch of these
books that they don't use for the health class curriculum so he took it
and used it as a bird cover. I asked if I could have it because it
looked interesting. And now YAY!

For those who can't read upside down, it says;

Human Sexuality

Health

Heckayes! Then after Mr. J gave it to me he told me to "Read with
Caution."

I'm sure I know all the stuff in this book, unless it has some Karma
Sutra stuff in it. I haven't fully read the Karma Sutra yet but yeah..
ANYWAY! I am pretty sure this book wouldn't have material like that in
it. IT'S A SCHOOL TEXTBOOK!!

Yes, yes. ONWARDS TO READING FRESHMEN HEALTH CLASS MATERIAL!

~DT

Timeshares,

Note to self: BUY A WHOLE LOT OF TIMESHARES IN SECLUDED PLACE.

~DT

Clashing Socks,

Today is Alex's and I's 8th month together.

I wore extremely clashing socks with my outfit today.

I made Alex food. I woke up early to reheat the food in the stove and
the rice in the rice cooker.

ALEX! If you don't like my food I made for you,
You found a lover who can't cook!

It's okay though, I'm still learning.

~DT

Alex's Beanie,

I ASKED ALEX IF I COULD STEAL HIS BEANIE!
&& Alex told me I don't ask for consent if I wanted to steal something.
So then, I was like okay!

I STEAL YOUR BEANIE! (Note: The absence of a question mark!) :D

I keep it forever and ever as a permanent physical memento. <3

I being serious.

~DT

Foreign Object,

So like in the middle of a passing quick kiss while going to our 6th
periods Alex slipped THIS into my mouth.

Sly sly little boy.<3

It's so sweet though. TOO sweet.
But oh well, it's from YOU! So ish okiee!

~DT

Birthday Mistake,

Erm. WOOPS!

I MEAN,

16 hours; 5 minutes.

Till Shii's birthday!

~DT

Pasta,

I am in an extreme mood for pasta.

Delicious pasta.

I think I shall go eat some pasta tomorrow morning! *excited*

Oh! &

Happy early Birthday Shii!
You turn 14 in 4 hours and 7 minutes!

~DT

Fall Rally Bus Ride,

yesterday.

On the way home on the bus ride from Fall Rally, Natalie took 2 pictures of me and Alex kissing in the backseat. BWAHAHA. I felt sorry for Jennifer and her friend Diane because they were sitting in the seat right in front of us.

I look really strange in the picture.

BUT OH WELL.

:D

~DT

Interests,

My current interests right now are:

-Acupressure
-Pressure points
-Palm reading

I want to buy the book, "The Juice Lady's Guide to Juicing for Health"
by Cherie Calbom. I was reading parts of it while I was browsing Barns
and Nobles one time. It was interesting.

~DT

Stupid Internet Connection,

WHAT.

THE.

FLUX?!?!

MY INTERNET IS BEING A STUPID LITTLE B-TARD.

AUJWHNSQWA|WJWJW

WHY WON'T THE FRANK SINATRA VIDEOS LOAD ON YOUTUBE. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT
THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL.

DAMN IT TO HELL. *tantrum*

SCREW THIS.

IM MOVING.

......TO ANOTHER CPU.

~DT

Fall Rally,

Bumpy bumpy extreme bus ride.
No good for the playing or role-playing baby boo!
Next time, baby. Next time.

I found it extremely hilarious when we were waiting outside of the bus
because it was empty and then you like leaned on the door and it moved.
BWAHAHA! That made giggle. Then we got to take refuge inside the bus!
You baby so so sweet. Keep me warm when I extremely cold. <3

My legs are so so sore from the long long work though. I need to rest
them for like ever now~

I had fun today! Except for the part before we got into the bus for
refuge. T_T;

But you made it up! ^__^

YAY!

Oh and oh my goodness.

It feels like a HAND. A HAND I SAY!!!

"Oooh. It's so soft and squishy! What is it?"
"_ _ _ _ _ _ _ . *stares*"
"Umm.... Oh........ ;;>_> <_<;;"

I felt so aggressive and passionate today. Meowrrrr.
I NO FORCE MYSELF UPON YOU! NO NEVER.

"EAT THE GUMMY BEAR. EAT IT!!"
"NOOO. IT WENT UP YOUR NOSE!!"
"NO IT DIDN'T!!!! EAT IT!!!!!!! *traps*"
"STOP FORCING YOURSELF UPON ME!!"

Good times bebe boo. Good times!!! (^_^)

&& NO SUCH THING AS LOVE PIMPLES. T____T
NEVERRRRRRRR!!

~DT

IQ Test Score,

Well, I just took a free IQ test.
YAY for my score, although I am pretty sure it is not 100% accurate.
But, THAT'S OKAY! It's still interesting.

For another IQ test I scored a 115.
According to their rankings. I was right on the borderline of "above average" & "high intelligence". Darn. So close. I wanted 124 so I could join their little "High IQ Society".

I did the same test over a year ago and I scored a 104. Oh wow. I have definitely improved.

~DT

Alex's Fried Rice,

My precious baby made me fried rice to eat at lunch for school. ISN'T HE
JUST SWEET & ADORABLE?! *huggles*

My manlyy cooker loverrrr. <3

Alex fed me a bit in the morning with his fingers. It was still yummy
even if he made it yesterday. LOLOL! A bit dry but ITS OKAY! ^__^
&&hegotstofeedmeitatlunch.

Yumyum!

I put the box safely inside my pursey. WAHAHAHA! The rice is sweating in
t3h box!! But khong co sao! ^^ I still like it.

Alex said it was a box was originally a sushi box that California rolls
in it. Bwahahaha! Seeeey boi!

~DT

Note to Self,

6:27AM.

~DT

Mr. Stryker,

So like during 6th period of Art class Mr. Stryker came over to me after
he checked my pyramid and cone shape drawings. He was all:

"Are you dating Alex?"
"Alex? Yes!!"
"Ohh *nods* How long have you guys been dating?"
"8 months!! Oh wait, it's 8 months next Friday! *grins*"
"Wow! *nodnod* You guys are practically married!"
":DD *laughs* BWAHAHA!! *turns to ngoc*You hear that Ngoc? WE'RE
PRACTICALLY MARRIED!! *stares* FOREVERRRR. *maniacal laughter* I'm sooo
going to tell Alex what Stryker said!!!"

~DT

Alex's Personalized Cafeteria Chair,

~DT

People watching,

I like to watch people. But it gets kind of awkward when they notice you
watching them. Yes? Today as I was sitting in the car, I turned to my
right and I saw a middle aged man or older driving a Lincoln looking
extremely stressed out, frustrated, and sad. It looked like he did
something he had regretted or he found out very depressing news. One
hand on the wheel the other hand with his fingers on his brow rubbing
it. It kind of felt like I was watching a movie.

Sometimes, I really want to get into people's head and peer into the
minds and lives. Other people's lives and experiences really do intrigue
me.

Everything seems like a movie.

~DT

Flashbacks,

Oh God.

Well, I'm trying to sleep. But I keep on having flashbacks.
It's pissing me off more and more. And I don't want to think about these
kinds of things or feel these kinds of emotions right before I sleep. It
isn't a good feeling at all.

AGHDWESIWSEYWJWSODHDZ.

Taunting me. Provoking me.

I really don't know what to do.

Everyday before I sleep (unless I am extremely sleepy) I review about
everything. It makes me so mad that I always think of the best things
AFTER it happens. It's a crazy angry buzzing feeling.

Well, in other news, I finished all my homework early today. Nice.

I need to finish my homework, earlier and earlier. Starting tomorrow. I
will finish my homework before 5PM or maximum 6PM. No computer
distractions.

I really need to really start working to gain $$$.

I need $$$.

Oh and also, it's almost Jennifer's birthday. Yay.
Can't wait yo. Haven't seen you in a long time.

Christmas songs non-stop. Yay. Let it snow.

I'm. Dreaming. Of a. White. Christmas.

Damn it. I need to let it out.
A few days ago. A switch inside me clicked on a bit.
It's been slowly clicking towards being fully on.
It's almost there.

It's scary.

I really don't know what to do.

Stay happy, kiddo. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy
thoughts. Happy thoughts.

I seriously despise myself every time this happens. I mean like, wow.
Slow reaction.

You have to,

Act fast. Act now. As advertised.

Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.

~DT

Pretty,

As I walked into my garage and I passed the mirror I just had to look at
myself and wow.

I was like,

"Is it me? Or do I look even prettier today?"

Then I asked my mumsy and she said,

"It's because you're really happy today."

And I was like hrmm.. *thinks to self*

YES! I REALLY AM REALLY HAPPY TODAY! ^____^

Because of my SweetSweetPreciousAlexBuns! <3

I Love You!

~DT

High Heels,

So we were being lectured about the center force of things and then
Kitrell told us an example about high heels.

K: High heels when wore, makes your body bend over a bit so you would
have to stand up straight.
DT: Wait, so like high heels were invented for posture?
K:Well, umm... How should we put this? *turns to Mr. Johnston*
K: It umm... accentuates certain parts of the women's body.
DT: ........OH. HAHAHAHAHAH. OMG. WOW.
J:Oh! Oh! I know! *raises hands* It was invented so that the women can't
run away from us!
DT:OHMYGOD. ASQWJKWHHAHAHAHA

Wow. Seriously. Times like these, make me actually love my duration in
Physics. HURRAH FOR ASKING QUESTIONS!

Sometimes, I ask too many questions and my classmates are like "Ughhhh,
not again." But seriously, I DON'T CARE. NOBODY CAN STOP ME FROM
SATISFYING MY CRAVING FOR KNOWLEDGE.

Okay, not nobody. But most people. Like, 99% of the people.

~DT

Comic Books,

So my mum made me bike all the way from west. to hb so I could retard
the bikes to Ngoc's house. Wow, it was about like a 4 hour ride in
total. Including all of the distractions. Noah's Bagel, Popeye's, Comics
Unlimited, & Trader Joe's.

Comics Unlimited had a sale for .59 cents for a comic. 10 comics for 5
dollars. I was in heaven. So I bought 10 comics and Ngoc bought 4. And
we each bought a "Wacky Pack" sticker pack. Well, Ngoc bought it for me
because I didn't have an extra dollar. ^^; But yes, it was amazing. I
wanted a "The Spirit" comic. But I couldn't find one. The employees in
the store were very friendly. I'm going to come back some time soon
again.

Then we biked biked biked biked biked. I was biking on semi-flat tires
with 8 extra lbs. Wow. My legs are killing me.

I need a hobby to be obsessed with other than computer and psychology.

Some kind of material hobby.

In other news,

My social skill are definitely improving. Although today or was it
yesterday? Well anyway, either way, I realized that I never approve of
my current self. I need to be better. Better than the rest. Number 1.
You know? Yeah. I will get there. To that mind set. It's getting there.
Almost there.

I'm coming.

~DT

Ionized Water,

Tastes very strange.

VERY STRANGE.

Like it really does taste like nothing now.

STRANGE!! STRANGE I SAY! STRANGE!!!

But it's okay, I'm going to get over it.

~DT

Alex's Cooking,

From last Sunday~

Yum. Yum. Yum.

I feel hungry now.

~DT

Give me,

YOUR SUPER ULTRA SEXY VOICE AGAIN ALEX!

AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!!

It turns me on ~ ~ ~

~DT

Conversation,

I had a very fulfilling conversation today.
I want to learn more about you.
Discover more things.

I have a long ways to go.
But I will get there.

100%

~DT

Goodwill Store,

Is like one of the coolest store I've ever been too.

I found a USED-BOOKS SECTION. IT WAS SO AMAZING. AND THEN I TURNED A CORNER AND I SAW RECORD VYNLS!!!!

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS.

I WAS LIKE IN HEAVEN OR SOMETHING. I bought 4 records. $1.99 EACH OH DANG! I was mostly into finding big-band records. But I found some gooooood stuffff.

-Glen Miller
-Cheaptrick
-The Big Band Sound of the 30's (Variety)
-This Is The Big Band Era

GOOD STUFF.

Now, to buy a turntable.

~DT

Makes sense,

I go ooh, you go ahh.
Together, we are amazed.
At how amazing we are.

~DT

Mobile Blogging,

Something is wrong with my mobile blogging. MY POSTS AREN'T SHOWING UP.
Good thing I checked out my page today, or else I wouldn't have known that my posts from last night didn't show up. So I had to painstakingly copy and paste all of my previous unseen blogs and IM them to myself and sign on AIM on my computer and transfer through there little chunk by little chunk. ^^; Well LOL it was painstakingly but it was somewhat a bit tedious.

But nonetheless, YAY! They are here now.

~DT

I forgot to mention,

Sleeping on Alex's chest is so comfy.

I had the most strangest experience ever.

I was like half-asleep or something. But I had like A MINI DREAM. My
mother was like telling me something and I think I was in the car with
her. O.O;

But anyway, AVNCHEST <3 ILoveIt.

I can sleep on you for like 24/7. Such a wonderful safe cozy feeling.

~DT

My house,

Today! I walk walk walk towards Alex's house and we met up right before
I entered his neighborhood. Alex was wearing a bright red keyclub shirt!
I could spot him from farrrr awayyyyy!

Then we walked to my house on a new route! Alex says the street of PLT's
is dangerous and he doesn't want to walk through there because of all
the crazy asians who want "bonus points". SCARY! @_@

Then we got to my housey all safe and sound~

We tried playing "I SPY" but it's too hard. ALEX KEPT ON FINDING ITEMS
BEFORE WE GOT TO THEM! WHERE WAS THE SCREW?! THE SCREWWWWWW??? We never
found it... or the third baseball glove... Itsohard. T___T

Then we had according to Alex "2hourcouchrollingsession". Was it really
2 hours? Hrmmmmmz... Around there I guess. But SHUSH! I was dominate for
once today. BWAHAHA. So tire though. But it's okay! Just for Alex
Honeysuckle. ^___^

Then then ALEX MADE FOOD FOR US. DELICIOUS FOOD. I shall post up the
picture. I videocamera'd him tooo! He made eggs + chinese sausage +
rice.

Ohmygoodness. Yum. *_* I crave for it again. YOU MUST MAKE FOR ME AGAIN
OKAY BABY? Youjustgotsto.

OhOh! And mumsy said that Alex's rice was like perfect texture and was
good. WOWOWOW.

Then then we watched like a whole bunch of episodes of Family Guy &
Malcolm in the Middle & American Dad & House.

Afterwards Alex wanted to watch a movie and he picked out "Jaws". I
wasn't paying to the movie at all except for the part in the end where
the Jamaican guy got attacked by the shark. LOLOL. Silly people. While
watching Jaws Alex challenged me to a CHESS DUEL. & he wasn't even
really paying attention to it and he won. T__T But DON'T WORRY. SOMEDAY
I WILL SURPASS YOU IN CHESS! *shakes fist*

Soon it was 21:00 and time for Alex to go home~

Before Alex go out of car I asked for a hug and I give him kissy.

I will see chuuu in 1 more day~ ^__^ I had a wonderful time with you
today despite me being on my youknowwhat and having that random foot
muscle spasm in the middle our chess match.

&& I FINALLY KNOW WHAT "CHECK MATE" MEANS. HURRAH!

<3

~DT

CREEPER FACE,

NGOC LOOKS LIKE A CREEPER STALKER FREAK!!!!!!

@MNG

~DT

Black Friday,

@ SC Plaza with Ngoc!

I am not in a shopping mood today.
So I'm not going to buy anything.

I'm inside Intermix right now.
My mouth is open because I think I was talking to someone while taking
the picture. Either that or I was yawning or something.

~DT

Monopoly,

Start: DT, Ngoc, Xiu, Gia Hoa, Chau, David, Dennis

1+ hours later:

Tagged Teams-

DT & Ngoc vs. Xiu & Gia Hoa & Chau vs. David & Dennis

Less than 1 hour later:

DT & Ngoc vs. David & Dennis

2 hours later:

DT & Ngoc

David and Dennis declared bankruptcy in the very end.

This is the first time I have finished a game of Monopoly in my life.

4 hours of Monopoly, baby.

Most intense game ever.

~DT

Happiness,

"Happiness is a choice."

"Happiness resides not in possessions and not in gold, the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul." -Democritus

"Happiness comes from spiritual wealth, not material wealth...Happiness comes from giving, not getting. If we try hard to bring happiness to others, we cannot stop it from coming to us also. To get joy, we must give it, and to keep joy, we must scatter it." - John Templeton

"Happiness is enhanced by others but does not depend on others." - Anonymous

"Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy."
- Robert Anthony

"The world of happiness is different from the world of those who are not."

- Ludwig Wittgenstein

~DT

I had a dream,

And I saw her.

Weirdest shit ever.

I know how it all begins.

"Oh yeah, I'll show you."
"Oh? I see how it is. I'll show you what's up."

Back and forth, back and forth. Competition.
How immature.

Sometimes.. I wonder....

Hm. Yeah.

It doesn't matter because,

I always come out being:

So all of you losers can just,

lick my plates. Clean.

~DT

Art,

I was just messing around in adobe fireworks and photoshop and messing around with animation today because of boredom. I needed to find some reference pictures I searched and photobucket and I got pissed off because of RUBBISH quality pictures.

So I went to my trusty 'ole deviantart and started to searched up pictures.
Then I got distracted and one thing led to another.

Oh dear.

Now I loss my splurge moment with my .gif project. *abandons*
BUT NO! I must finish IT! MY MASTERPIECE THAT I SPENT OVER AN HOUR WORKING ON BECAUSE I KEPT ON MESSING UP AND FORGETING ABOUT THE LAYERS.

Anyway, I REALLY want a DSLR.

Like, now; please.

After I work off some invoices for my mum and get some money for Christmas shopping.

I AM SAVING UP FOR A DSLR.

I'll just get a cheap one so I could try out and practice.

Then when I get a bit more mature in the "DSLR world" I'll save up for the $1000+ ones.

For now,

Nikon's D40 or Canon 's Rebel XT 350D

But I shall do more research.

~DT

Waiting at the dentist,

For my mumsy to come!
I was bored so I took a picture of myself. Yay!

There is some strange Chinese drama on television right now.

But yes, hurrah! My mum picked me up!

I have to go to an oral surgeon to get one of my teeth pulled out soon.
Ugh. Not again. Last time I did, my whole mouth kept on bleeding. And
once I woke up and like I ran to the sink and spat out a whole pint that
was accumulating from my few hours of sleep. Well...not a pint, but it
was a handful of it. Sick sick. And it felt strange eating because I was
missing a tooth and the tooth that was pulled out was the one where I
use to chew on food. Eck!

But oh well, gotta pay up the price for beauty.

~DT

Doggy,

On Monday (yesterday) I was walking around my dentist's plaza and I saw
a cute little white puffy puppy in the parking lot with no collars or
anything. So me, gh, & xiu picked up the puppy and it smelllled so good!
Like it just got a nice and fresh bath! I found out the doggy was a boy
because I happened to be looking up while gh was standing up and holding
the puppy. LOL! It's a boy! Then later when gh put it down on her lap he
wandered over to me! ^^ ANIMALS LIKE ME MORE THAN HER! BWAHAHAHAA!

Then we found out the doggy's owner was some owner of the yogurt store
in the plaza. What an irresponsible woman. Letting a dog wander around a
parking lot like that. BERRY COULD HAVE GOTTEN RAN OVER BY A CAR. Tsk
tsk. Oh, I forgot to mention that the doggie's name was "Berry" or
"Barry" however you smell it. ^^;

CUTIE DOGGY!

~DT

T-mobile Customer Service,

I finally have an extremely good encounter with T-Mobile Customer's
Sidekick Department! This post shall be my review and rant of the
service.

My previous accounts were extremely bad because they were being rude and
mean. But this time the man was very friendly and patient. One thing
kind of awkward was that I didn't realize it till the very end that the
man was calling me Patricia. I didn't want to correct him or anything
because that would've been awkward and plus, I was use to people calling
me by the wrong name but Patricia is noooo where near my name. I don't
even remember telling him my name but it's all good! No worries. There
were many silences the whole time because I needed to turn my phone on
and off and insert my sim card and everything. Then after I had to log
into my t-mobile account I kind of forgot my password so then I had to
go onto my.tmobile account and log on. While the whole wait for me to
log onto my t-mobile it was taking a while so then the man started
trying to make conversation since the period of silence was extremely
long. He asked what I did over summer and I said nothing really but I
went traveling last summer to Korea and Japan. Then he said he wanted to
go to Japan and he was saving up money. He said he wished he knew some
Japanese because all he knew was hi, goodbye, thank you, and excuse me
and if he knew how to ask directions he'd be set! I told him that he
could just use hand gestures and like the Japanese probably knew SOME
english since it is a great tourist attraction. It was pretty funny.
Then I got my sidekick login password and I was done! Then I gave the
phone to Chi Uyen because the man asked if she wanted to authorize me
for changes of my account and everything.

If I had to grade the service I would have to say an +A. No wonder
T-mobile's Customer Service won awards for it's great service. Although
my last too encounters weren't so award winning. This one made up for
it. It's nice to know there are still polite people that do customer
service. But I do understand the previous grumpy and mean people who
because they have a boring job of being drones and answering the same
questions over and over all day, everyday. Crazy.

Another experience to boost my self-confidence! I think I am now slowly
becoming capable of calling and talking to people for their service and
assistance.

Did I ever rant about how I used to be afraid to ask store employees for
help? And how I used to be afraid of asking my teachers question? Yes, I
have overcame those problems. Now to completely overcome my problem of
talking to people over at customer service via telephone. I've conquered
like 90% of it, I'm sure I'll nail it soon.

The thing that got me going and motivated me to call T-mobile was that I
was so sick of my sidekick slide and so desperate and wanting non
interrupted and blacked out screen conversations with Alex. So YAY! All
because of you baby boo.<3

Something else I need to nail is voicing my opinion in public. I always
have so many things to say and many things to express but I am always
too much of a coward to do so. But it's okay, I'm making it my goal to
overcome that by the end of this school year, MAX.

I am so proud of myself.
I should give myself a pat on the back.

Smile & Love.

~DT

LX,

WOW, 3 days of my request for an LX and I finally got it today! Thanks
to Thu and other people.

I was expecting it to come after awhile but damnnn. It came today, super
fast.

The condition of it is like brand new with a screen protector also. Love
it!

Anyone else want an LX for $150? LOL!

~DT

Chuuuuu,

I swear my body is abnormally strange.

But it's okie!

AlexBaby goooood boy!

&your new hair is super ultra sexy.

Mm Mm Mmmm delicious!

~DT

Free College Education,

Well, to my good fortune I was wandering around youtube and errthang and I was bored so I looked up the word "FAQ" because I find it interesting to listen or read about random people that I don't know on t3h int3rnets.

Some of the things I found that was interesting was a german rock band by the name of "BeigeGT" and their song named "FAQ"(I believe I can't really understand German). LOLanyway, good music but not so good vocals. But it's still all good.

ANYWAY, then I went back to my browsing and I saw this video called "Tinkernut FAQ" and I was like uhhhwtfreakthisseemsinteresting*click*. The preview picture of the video was of a semi-balding man in his computer room or work room or studio or something. But yeah, I watched the video it was interesting then I saw something that caught my eye in "More From: gigafide" video box window thing and the thing that caught my eye was "Get a Free College Education" and I was like:

*record scratch* SAY WUTTTTTTTTTT?!!?!!@@!#@!$%$#@! *abrupt braking*

This seems pretty legit. *CLICKCLICKCLICKCLICK*

I watched and wow WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. Well you don't get like a FULL ON HERE YOU GO BACHELOR'S DEGREE DIPLOMA BLAHBLAH AND EVERYTHANG. But you DO get to read AND WATCH at no charge or fee, yes I said WATCH. You can watch the class lectures/sessions from a WHOLE LOAD OF UNIVERSITIES. I'm totally browsing around Yale's site right now.

But yes, I would really like to share this video out to those who are lucky enough to stumble upon this post and is ACTUALLY interested and motivated in learning.
LAWSOFATTRACTIONYES.

Thanks to gigafide for making such a useful video tutorial.

How to Get a Free College Education


~DT

Alex Called,

Tonighhhhhhhhhht!

Just now.

& I am obsessed enough to blog about it!

Baby boo, you sound sho cute on the phone. I just want to
JDERFKQWASLWAHWA you! *__*

So like my phone is being gay and I was disabled on AIM so then AlexBby
came to the rescue and called me. *-*

Me likey.

Then all of a sudden the phones got disconnected and SOMEONE hung up.
But it wasn't me! T__T I swear! Unless I accidentally pressed a button.

Then sweetpea called back again and I wanted to trap him and keep him on
the phone foreverz even if we don't talk much but then he got sleepy.
^^;

This is an extreme record!

First Call: 8 minutes; 50 seconds

Second Call: 48 minutes; 39 seconds

DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME JUST BECAUSE I LOOK BACK AT MY CALL LOGS LIKE AN
OBSESSED CREEPER.

I Love You, Precious!<3

~DT

Picture,

Today was a cold day. I am glad my mother made me wear a scarf. Without
it, my cold would've probably worsen! Thank goodness!

Note: I love the brightly lit bathrooms in vegetarian/vegan restaurants.
It's beautiful lighting for taking pictures! Except for the fact that I
have an extremely low quality camera phone. Darn you sidekicks with your
1.3 megapixels and non-existant focus features.

~DT

Aesthetic Hero,

Since: July '08

~DT

7th Months,

with my Alex Sugar Baby!!

^___^

It just increases everyday baby boo~ <3

&& you went home afterschool super early today... T____T

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!

~DT

A Call,

From Alex after school!

Alex was super loopy on the phone. Whyyy can't you show me your loooopy
side in real lifeeeeeee?

I'll use the laws of attraction to attract your loooopy side.

Socuteeee. I've never seen such a sideeeee.

NAO SHOW ME.

&&

THEPHONECALLDIDNTLAST1HOUR

only15minutes

GIMME YOUR SEXY VOICE.

Oh and in other news. I finished all my math work so I sat

&

シャシンノチュヲDRAWED!!!

~DT

Teacher's Impressions,

Of me is:

"Awww she small innocent shy litttle asian girl!"

And their reactions when they see otherwise is HA-HA-HILARIOUSSSS! For
example today after lunch when I was walking Alex to his biology
class(awwisuchagooooodgirlfriend) we were departing and Alex was patting
my bottom and Mr.J happened to passed by at the time too and was all
"O-O" Woahwoahwoah this is inappropriate! I know this girl and I will
tell her father and he won't be too happy about this! Something
something something." (Something like that I don't remember because I
thought it was the most hilarious scene ever)

&& Alex being the little rebel he was, just continued tapping with the
adorable little smile of his.

Then Alex and I had to depart because I was about to be late to art if I
stayed any longer.

Me: I'm going to follow you! *follows Mr. J*
Mr.J: Yes, it is much safer. *walks briskly* So, who is this new
character?
Me: Who?? New character??
Mr.J: Yes! The boy back there.
Me: Ohhhhh! He's my boyfriend!
Mr.J: Ohhh! At first I thought it was a friend!
Me: EWW! NO! I'd NEVER let a guy friend touch me like that!! O___O;
Mr.J: I thought so!
Me: T_T I AINT NO HOE!
Mr.J: No! No! I didn't mean it like that! I just had to separate you
happy couple!

BWAHAHAHAA. Then we started talking about the anime club. O_O

TskTsk Alex! You making all the teachers lose their innocent good girl
impression of me!

Like the very first time I ever got busted by administrors was because
of PDA! I never imagined my first time getting into trouble to PDA.
Goodness Gracious!

IM A GOOD GIRL. I SWEAR!

Everything everyone saw was an illusional. HAHA! You delusional peoples.
I don't know what you all are talking about. ^^;

Ich bin güt mensch!

~DT

Trapped in the Closet,

Well, I just totally did not waste almost about an hour of my life watching R. Kelly's "Trapped in the Closet".

And I would have to say, WOW. IT'S THE BEST SONG/SOAP DRAMA/URBAN OPERA/WHATEVER EVER.

Best song to sing to too.

I also stumbled up this hilarious MADtv skit. ONE OF THE BEST PARODIES EVER.



~DT

Alex's Tummy,

You will be all better tomorrow. *rubrub*

I wished for it, it has to happen.

~DT

Catalina,

I was too lazy to blog about this, but I shall do it for Alex since he
wants to read about it! ^^; Just for you baby~

Well on Monday, Ngoc, Thu (cousin), Manami, Christina & I went to
Catalina. We had to wake up really early to go over to the hangers in
LB. Everyone was up and I was the only one in bed because I didn't want
to wake up. IT WAS TOOOO EARLY. So then I think they beat me up or
something to get me out of bed. I forgot. But I finally got out. I just
wore sweat pants a shirt and brought 2 jackets with me. I was extremely
horribly dressed that day but WHO CARES! I dressed for comfort k guys.
Then we went over to Denny's to eat breakfast and then went over to
Lee's Sandwhiches to buy out lunch to eat over @ Catalina. COMMUNIST
BREAD ZOMG. Then we got over to the hangers and Ngoc, Manami, &
Christina went on the first flight. So Thu & I hung out over at the
hangers for like an hour. It was pretty fun though! We danced and sang
and I plucked Thu's _____. A man passed us and was like

Man: *walks by* "...." "How are you doing?"
Thu & I: LOLOLOLOL

I bet he thought we were like weird freaks or something. Buttttt iz all
good. WE DO WHATEVER WE WANT.

Anyway, finally Chu Dan came back and it was our turn to fly to
Catalina. THE CLOUDS WERE SO SO SO SO SO PRETTY UP FRONT. I tooook some
pictures of it. But it was so much better in real life yo.

When we got to the Catalina Airport it was pretty gray and chilly. I
thought the Airport was one of the most beautiful sight ever. I loved
it. Everyone else said it looked like a ghost town because it looked
kind of run down. But I thought it was a beautiful and nice touch to
everything!

Then, we had to take a minibus thingy over to Avalon. I had small chats
with the elderly woman who drove the minibus. I am not sure but it took
about 30+ minutes to get to Avalon.

When we arrived I thought it felt so surreal. Like we were in a totally
different country. I felt like I was in the setting of the movie "Mamma
Mía". I was like, wooooooooooow amazing beautiful.

We wandered around for a bit and the first place we stopped at was the
beach. We picked up rocks and tried to skip them! I skipped a rock 2
times and they both skipped twice on the water! Yayyy!!! *feels
accomplished* Then we went over to Brown's Bikes and we wanted to rent
some bikes but we found out we had to have a 18+ guardian to sign the
release form to rent the bikes. Grrrrrrrr.

So then we wandered around some more and decided to sit and eat lunch.
We only had about less than 3 hours on the island because we couldn't
fly after it gets dark which was at 5PM. So we had to leave Avalon @ 2PM
since the bus ride was almost an hour and we needed 2 hours for 2 rounds
of flights.

Anyway, Ngoc and Thu were being mean bitches towards the seagulls by
teasing them with food. LOL. Tsk Tsk. Poor poor seagulls.

We just wandered around for a bit and then a man came over and asked if
we needed any help. I asked him where the Casino was and then he pointed
out where it was. I KNEW IT. But no... Christina said it was a
"courthouse" or whatever.

So we walked towards it and it was closed till 1:45 when a tour would
start.

We walked past the casino and saw a stand for kayaking. Ngoc pretended
to be 18 and then we got to rent the kayaks.

Someday, I am going to kayak in the ocean and just sit back and relax in
the middle of it all and think about my life.

The ocean is extremely calming and quiet. I loved it so much. I am
definately going to come back to Catalina. I hope it will be as empty as
it was on Monday. It's better when it's nice and quiet and not as
crowded and full of tourists.

We only got to kayak for barely 30 minutes because we were about to be
late for the bus. So we went back to shore and everyone else changed and
then we ran back to where the bus was suppose to be.

Afterwards,
-waited at airport
-scared of my freaking life because of Thu's piloting skill
-Just kidding, I have faith in you Thu.
-Hung out in the hangers waiting for others to fly back
-Attempted to drive Chu Dan's car
-Got freaked out from trying to reverse and stopped trying to drive
-Went to Islands to eat dinner
-Christina's an evil bitch
-Went to Barnes and Nobles
-Bought 2 minibooks; Coffee with: Marilyn Monroe & Mozart
-Went home

I had a fun day today. I need to come back to Catalina. It's a good
place to go, relax & think.

~DT

Sunkissed,

: iLo

You got a nice sounding name like an old holiday
And if you share with me the old times
I'm sure that we could lie awake

There's a thousand year heatwave
Smoke in my head
And if the sun could kiss a new day
I'm sure that we would stay in bed

Don't stop breathing if you're caught down a well
There's a hole in the sky and you're stuck in a shell
But the ground that you're standing on belongs to you
Like a bubble or a bird, all things go up and down

Don't forget to look up at the sky
At the stars and the trees and the moon and the night
Don't forget that tomorrow is a brand new day
Like a bubble or a bird all things go up and...

Don't stop breathing if you're caught down a well
There's a hole in the sky and you're stuck in a shell
But the ground that you're standing on belongs to you
Like a bubble or a bird, all things go up and down
All things go up and down...

(Hurrah for beautifully written optimistic realistic songs!)

~DT

Alex's House,

So today I walked for 1 hour to go visit
Alex!(Iamsuchadedicatedsuperawesomegirlfriend*nodsnods*)
To enter, I used my super awesome fence climbing skills to climb
over.*cough* *shiftyeyes* Since Alex didn't have keys to the huge
fence. Then he gave me a tour of his undone housey! So bigggg.... &&& I
got to see his FAMILY PICTURE!! It was of Alex, his daddy, his mommy,
and baby Catherine! ALEX LOOKS SO CUTE! THEN THEN! I saw a 7 year old
picture of Alex and HE'S SO ADORABLE!!!! UWAHHHH! *-* Oh and also! There
are many bathrooms inside his housey. Like 5!! Lykewoahmangz I only gots
3. Then then afterwards Alex shows me the back of his house and I saw
his bunnnies and doggies! And his potato plant! Grooww growww potatoes
groww!!! Then I saw the back house of Alex's and and Alex said the door
was probably locked and said I could peek in if it wasn't locked so I
opened it and guess what? IT WASN'T LOCKED! But then Alex was like
"NOOOO" *coverseyes* YOU CAN'T SEE IT! MY UNDERWEAR IS SCATTERED
EVERYWHERE!!" *still covering eyes* Kekekeke even with the eye covering
I could seee through your handddd babbby boooo! ^___^ Then we went to
the back and tried to find mama bunny and then I took a peek at the
window and saw Alex's bed!! Alex tried to do "surprise" on me, but
NEVER!!! Then oh yeah! Alex tried to lure me into the suspicious dark
pantry for me to "read" this certain box that had Vietnamese in it! But
I got lured in anyway! >_> Then Alex tried to lock me in there but it
wasn't that dark. So it's alllll gooood! ^^ Then afterwards I had to
climb up the fence but I couldn't go down so I be da damsel in distress
and Alex catched me and bringed me downn! *___* Then we took a stroll a
bit around his house neighborhood place and like supposedly the man that
lives across from Alex would tatttle on him so we can't do PDA. T___T So
we strollllled around for a bitttt. Then I had to go~ Alex's facial
expression was so cute I almost cried. ;____; So then we had to depart
and I walked backwards so I can watch as Alex's figure slowly become
smaller and smaller the farther I walk away~

ALEX LOOOKED SOOO CUTE IN HIS LITTLE WHITE TANKTOP AND JEANS~~

My cutiiiieeeee babbby booooo!! <3

*hugglehugglehuggle*

~DT

A Lovely Discussion,

I had with you today.

I am looking forward to more honest and deep discussions with you in the
future.

You should really open up to me more often. It makes me feel good and
brings me a few steps closer to you.

Lovely. Lovely. Good. Good.

~DT

LOVE HANDLESSSS,

GETTTING RID OF THEM!

~DT

Feeling Lucky,

While I was inside the gas station purchasing $20 of gasoline on station
#3 for Thu. So I ran back out to Thu and told her that I felt lucky
today and suggest that we should buy a lottery ticket.

We bought a Super Lotto Plus 5 ticket.

Now I wait for Novermber 5th to come to see if my feeling is correct.

Nice day today.

~DT

English Prep Class,

Today was extremely interesting.
We talked about interesting and somewhat controversial things. Subject
this week was "Online Dating". I had a thought about it at first but
then after our discussion I was absolutely confused.

I am not confused with my opinions about online relationships, but I was
confused with online identity and real life identity.
It gets really confusing and everything but yeah. Sure guys, it sounds
pretty simple and concrete and everything but once you really go into
it's depth it's confusing. Well atleast, to me it is confusing. I am not
really in the mood to really go into depth with it but maybe later if I
really feel like it.

Well anyway, in my english prep class Andrew (I think that's the
teacher's name?) but yeah, anyway, he made us free write nonstop,
literally nonstop about online dating for 10 minutes. It sounded really
easy but boy, was I wrong. I was confused in the begining a bit. But I
got the ball rolling (kinda) after the second half minute. My hand
started to get writer's cramp from all of the non stop writing it was
crazy. And I was afraid to stop writing because if I did Andrew would
add 5 more minutes to our free writing time. I was pretty surprised of
what I wrote especially in the beginning I was like huh??! Was that
really what I was thinking about subconciously? Or is it just how I
start out with everything. Well here's what I said "I think internet
dating is interesting but strange" or atleast some thing of the sort. I
don't mean interesting as in I would do that, but I mean as in like I
find the actual subject of it interesting. Well anyway, when we wrote
our freewrites we have to write exactly what we were thinking of. As in
no stopping whatsoever. so like if we find that we are stopping and
think "I don't know what to write." We have to literally put that down
on our paper.

I will type up my freewrite later on and post it for anyone who's
curious.

But as a warning I am not a very good writer and I realized that I say
"like" a lot. Like a lot. Like that. And like blah blah blah. And like
yeah. Yeah.... I said "like" so many times that it's crazy. A friend of
mine noticed that also, back when I was blogging like 3-4 years ago.
Because back when I first started to blog, I would rant non stop. So I
guess that was the same as freewriting. Because I actually put "I don't
know what to say." "I'm bored." Etcetera etcetera.

But yes, I guess I will post up a clipping of one of my past posts from
my old blogging site. Hilarious stuff. I sounded like an immature and
annoying little girl. ++ I would usually rant or blog when I was angry.
Hahaha. Crazy crazy stuff.

I am pretty sure my blogging nowadays has definately matured and evolved
from it's primative furious immaturity.

Anyways, todays class was extremely interesting. It made me think about
lots of things and has shone light on things that I never really noticed
or touched. I also found a good method to find good points to write my
essays.

I'm really liking this class. It improves not only my writing abiltiess
but also enlightens my mind about personal things and I learn about
economics too! All of this in a very entertaining and un-boring way.
Hurrah!

But seriously, I think I am the only one who talks in the class these
past 2 weeks because the other talkative people are absent. It was only
my sister and this other kid and they are BOTH quiet. =__= I'm telling
them to speak up and talk more and my sister actually attempts to talk
but the other kid does otherwise. Makes me mad and irritates me because
I want to hear about others opinions and get a good discussion going on
and NOT be the only one having to answer the teacher's questions. Sigh
sigh sigh.

Other than that, what good day today.

Learning new things! Hurrah!

~DT

Jawa,

JAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWA!

Short cute little humanoid natives of Tatooine. Reminds me of youngest sibling!

What a dark little spectacle she is!

~DT

Beach & Alex's Kitty,

I went to the beach with Alex for his friend Sam's bonfire party this past Saturday; 25th!

I saw Alex's compassionate side that day! I was in awe. *-*

& shock.

Here are some pictures! I wish I got to record and take more pictures of everything that happened.

I WILL NEXT TIME WE ARE TOGETHER!

( I forgot if this was mine or Alex's attempt drawing on the sand. But I remember Alex DESTROYING MY ATTEMPT. So this is probably his.)

(Alex just finished with his masterpiece.)

(Alex's finished masterpiece slightly washed away by the mischievous waves. Thanks to my masterful photography skills, that this photo looks so beautiful! :D )

(First shot at the beach after the sand drawings! I like this picture because I don't look so retarded. Alex doesn't like it because his eyes are closed. IT'S OKAY BABY!)

(CAN YOU NOT TELL HOW I AM SUCH A WONDERFUL INFLUENCE TOWARDS ALEX!?!?! ASIANFOBPEACESIGNSFTW!!! I look like a creepy molester in this picture. BUT THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE I REALLY AM NOT A CREEPY MOLESTER. )

(My feet are much more beautiful. We are walking in the sand, so I decided to take a picture of our feet! Alex thought I was weird for doing so. BUT IT'S OKAY!)

(Our shadows also caught my interest so I took a picture of it. It's so AWESOME-O RIGHT?! Right. We look like giants! I AM FINALLY TALL!)

(I took this picture of Alex with the camera flash on while we were waiting for my mum to come and pick us up! Alex looks like thang whiteeee boyyyyyyyyyyy! MY LITTLE WHITE AZN BOYFRAND!!<3)

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Alex made made me a kitty! I love to rub my face on the shiny and smooth surface.

Thank you SugarHoneyBabyAlexBuns!

♥ DT

Future Career,

That I would pursue would be in the entertainment industry.

I don't really feel comfortable talking to people about it because a lot of people discourage it since it is an "unstable" career. But I don't need all of that negative crap. I KNOW that I am going to make it in this industry. No, if you people are wondering if I am going to strive to be an actress or singer etc. I am more of the behind the scenes extremely important person. Yes, that probably sounds arrogant and narcissistic but it's completely true. I LOVE controlling the pieces and elements of the production etc. The editors and producers are HUGE parts of the whole product be it film or music etc. Without those people the movie would just be of people standing in a blank background talking with crap quality and everything. You know? Like those extremely novice N00b13 McN00b N00b home videos that people make. Boring. Boring. Boring. Well atleast most of them. They are boring aesthetically. Some have some nice gut to it but the skin, ehhhh not appealing. It needs to be MORE APPEALING AND PLEASANT to ALL 5 human senses. Well, I don't really kow about taste and touch senses but you get what I mean. Perhaps it will effect somehow on your taste of certain things while you are watching and eating something? Or......... yeah. You get it.

But yes, I am extremely 100% confident.

I really do commend the people who actually pursue the careers that they WANT to pursue. And not the ones that give financial and materialistic stability and security.

Those people in my eyes, are the real successful people.

But you know what? Hey, if you want to go into some stable career go for it. It's your life.

There is no right or wrong answer.

Just how we are raised and the people we meet.

I grew up in a family of hardworkers who have financially stable careers and everything. I was raised to start seriously thinking about what kind of career I wanted to pursue starting my year in 5th/6th grade. I was really into the "business" category and I still am. But the passion does not equal to as much as my current one. Well anyway, after observing my parents and their jobs. It makes me not want to turn to such careers, because of all the stress and hate for their job. I mean the pros of it is the income you get but with money and no time for leisure what"s the point? Other than paying the bills. But hey, as what Schwab says "People buy things that that they don't need and that they don't have the money for."

It's nice to have materialistic goods but it's all for the show. If you really think about it, you buy expensive designer things to show off and bring attention. And I will have to admit, I like buying expensive things to show off. But I have learned that I don't need all of that.

As long as I am enjoying myself and living a life full of happiness and content it's all good. (Wow, do I sound like a hippie)

I want a job that I love and life that I will be extremely content and happy of.
Not a shitty hell hole of a job that I dread to come to every day and a life full of hate, worries and stress.

There WILL be obstacles into getting the things you want but it will all be worth it in the end.

In the end,both paths you'd have to work hard. (Unless you want to be a bum slumming away in the streets.)

But which path do you want to choose?

May the force be with you. (MMK. SORRY GUYS. I just really had to put that in somewhere. STAR WARS FTW)

Oh and f.y.i. I am going to get a bachelor's degree in "Business" as my premise because if you think about it, everything is built upon a business. Afterwards I'd enroll in a certain vocational school. And gain knowledge about certain things and then out I come into society!

Successful & Happy 100%!

You will all see.

~DT

Mmm Mmm Mmm,

For some strange reason.

I am feeling extremely giddy and aroused. I feel like I'm going to
freaking bounce off the walls or something.

I swear the chicken I ate at lunch was injected with some strange
hormones.

Eeeeek.

Too bad I'm in art class. I have to pent and bottle up all of my
energy.

NOOOOOOOOOO!

I MUST RELEASE THIS ENERGY.

NOWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Please.

~DT

And I wonder,

If you know.
What it means?
To find your dreams.

~DT

A Nice Swim,

At dusk with my blood/coach.

I feel healthy & was given good advice for swimming also!

Thank you.

I feel good.

~DT

Butterfly Effect,

All causes and all effects,
Don't call it shit.
Necessary to acknowledge it.

Some call it love and some call it sex. (opposites)
Call it what you want,
But with one touch and you're gone.
So call in sick,
Human politics.

From whispered hushes and distant crushes,
Mental fits.
Breaking pencil tips and ink and brushes.
Simple rushes.
God makes man and this is the devil's finishing touches.

From dukes to duchesses,
And kings and queens.
From dust to dust this is the sinful theme.
The scene for crack fiends and gun packing teens high on,
Vaccines, magazines, and saccharine.

From dukes to duchesses,
And kings and queens.
From dust to dust this is the sinful theme.
THe scene for crack fiends and gun packing teens high on,
Vaccines, magazines, and saccharine.

Lovescream.

:Epik High

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The theory that the smallest things contribute to things much grander and complex than itself.

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Every insignificant event is linked to the bigger and more profound event.

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One petty and small decision changes everything.

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I have always believed in this so called "theory", but I never knew there was a specific word for it till today. That is why I always say that I never regret any little or big thing I have done in the past no matter how bad it was because it has made it's contributions of how I came to be, this current day.

& I absolutely LOVE how I am today.

No regrets and everything.

~DT

Sungha Jung,

Check this 11 year old Korean talent out.

A little fountain of inspiration, the kiddo is.

10 years old in this video.

11 years old in this video.

Amazing, yeah?

Makes me really want to pick up the guitar again. I want to learn how to do fingerstyle guitar picking. I think that is what it's called? SOMEONE TEACH ME SOMETIME!

Or I'll just learn it by myself.

The only thing that is stopping me would be the pain I get from playing with steel strings acoustics. Goodness gracious MY FINGERS get like spliced and sliced every time I play for too long. I should get nylon strung classic instead... But then it doesn't sound as nice and crisp!

Oh well.

NO PAIN, NO GAIN!

Peace.

~DT

Sixth Month w/ Alex,

- went to movie rental store with Alex
- every bird Alex meet will pooopie on him!
- got pinched for saying that
- came home
- watched CJ7
- enjoyed watching Alex ROFLMFAO'ing at the bathroom scene
- Alex tried to see what I looked like when I cry
- watched 10,000BC
- spoon
- played with Creamie with Alex
- recorded Alex playing with Creamie
- went to eat at Kappo Honda
- recorded Alex while waiting at KH
- Alex doesn't like japanese food
- went home
- took peace sign pictures with Alex
- watched part of the simpsons and king of the hill
- chi Uyen and Francis took Alex and I to there house to see
- like a snakey
- dropped Alex home

Happy Sixth Month Baby!

I really needed today.
We have a very long ways to go~

Like what you said,

"FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!"

I Love You!

~DT

Waiting,

For a good song to come up.

I woke up to my head throbbing for a brief moment. Then my necks starts
aching.

I can't sleep.

If I wake up on my left side, I am going to slap myself, once gaining
concious of it.

~DT

6th Months,

Happy 6th Months Alex. It's been half a year. Funny how time flies by so
fast right?

Cheers for more months and years to come.

I Love You, Alex.<3

~DT

The Scarlet Letter Essay,

AFTER 2 LONG TORTOROUS HOURS, I AM DONE WITH IT. I can now continue on
with my life, care-free and stress-free and drug-free. (Just kidding
about the last part!)

MUHAHAHA! TAKE THAT SCARLET LETTER ESSAY. YOU CAN NO LONGER FLOAT AROUND
MY HEAD DURING ALL OF MY WAKING HOURS, TAUNTING ME TO NO END!

YOU CAN NO LONGER DO THAT! HA! HA!

I have conquered you.

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I think this would be like the first time I ever finished my essay
early. In my previous schooling years I would always write my essays the
night before or in the worst cases the morning or period before it is
due. I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

I had tomorrow motivating and pressuring me to finish this essay tonight
because I would be busy all day tomorrow with no time to write an
essay.

Guess what tomorrow is? Just guess.

I'm so gosh darn happy.

Onwards towards reading the books I borrowed from the library! I
absolutely love the library. The library is like my inanimate best
friend. I was so giddy on Thursday when Kamei sent us to the library for
English. I was up and about; wandering and exploring the shelves all
period. My friend was complaining because I was exploring too long and
she wanted me to come back and sit with her at the table.

BUT I JUST CAN'T HELP IT!

SO. MUCH. INFORMATION. AND. KNOWLEDGE.

I MUST FEED MYSELF WITH MORE KNOWLEDGE.

*chompchompchomp*

Lock me in a library for a whole week or possibly month please. With
healthy good food provided also please!

Sexy.

~DT

Olivia,

"I'm not a stalker! Never!" "I just want to admire him, from afar,
secretly."

*ahem ahem*

I had to take an extremely brief super short break from my "Scarlet
Letter" essay to announce to all of the interwebz that Olivia is:
*breaks into the song of James Rick's Super Freak*

SHE'S A SUPAH FREAK. SUPAH FREAK. SHE'S SUPAH FREAKKKAAYYY!

You know you love it.

Like how you love your encounter with your destiny fated husband Flippy
John Boy.

OKAY. BACK TO MY ESSAY!

~DT

Makeup,

And so,

I am watching my little ngoppie have her makeup done over at MAC.
GOODNESS GRACIOUS. SHE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE A PROFESSIONAL MODEL.

LYKE DA SEXY UNDAWEAH MODELLLLL.

UWAHHHH~!!

SHE'S BLOSSOMING INTO A YOUNG SMEXY WOMAN!

CUTENESSSS!!

~DT