I am Happy. :)
~DT
I'm feeling really dehydrated. I want some pedialyte + 7up. My loves
when I am sick.
Well! My tooth feels super fine. It no longer feels uncomfortable.
God, I have been having really bad dreams. They anger me. Thank goodness
they are just nightmares!
I'm probably going to stay in bed all day. Sigh..
Oh & mumsy says its not a stomach flu. But a COLD(?!) What the heck....
I want to take a shower.
~DT
I have much to live for.
I have much to experience.
I have much to accomplish.
Anyway,
I woke up and I went to the restroom again. And it repeated several
times with me going to the restroom and back to my room. Then later this
time, I sat next to the toilet seat bent over, in a position ready to
vomit. I felt like vomiting but it didn't come out. So I just sat back
onto the tiled bathroom floor waiting.
I waited for awhile, but nothing came up. I was mad. Because I wanted it
out. It always feels good for everything to come out when it is upset.
I went back to my bed and I was really tired so I tried to go to sleep
again. I laid down with my stomach side facing down. A few minutes
later, I was running to the restroom ready to vomit.
The release felt extremely good. But at some points it was very
suffocating. It was all worth it though. My tummy is feeling much
better.
I hope I haven't caught the stomach flu.
Not that it mattered since I had my teeth extracted and I can't really
go out anywhere because of my very limited diet.
I will look at this all, very positively and take it as a bright sign
for me to finish my book report. I still have about 200 pages left.
Sigh. I'll finish the book by today.
I don't think I can sleep anymore. It's 5:03 and I splashed my face with
refreshing cool water. I am absolutely wide awake. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
Feel better tummy of mine.
I hope everyone is having a great winter holiday.
~DT
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BlahBlahBlahBlah.
Nuh uh. Don't even go there.
~DT
And now I shall break into song.
"AND I KNOW YOU KNOW, EVERYTHING"
Whattheheck? KNOW WHAT?! WHAT DO YOU KNOW?!
That line always stuck to me. I never knew why.
Where the hell is my Taking Back Sunday cd?! WHERE ARE ALL MY CDS BACK
FROM MY STEREOTYPICAL WANNABE GOTH/EMO DAYS?! They must have been
lost... it's been about...4 years. The good 'ole music nowadays.
I hate these feelings I get nowadays. It frustrates me.
I don't even know. I don't even know what to think or do.
Actually, I shall do nothing!
Absolutely,
nothing.
Nike rule, just do it.
Do nothing.
La La La. I will be having good days soon.
!@#$
~DT
The dentist was pretty & really nice. She kept on asking if I was okay
everytime I made a noise or whimper.
Do you know what's ironic? The anesthesia shot hurt more than the
actually teeth extraction. Well, yeah because the anesthesia numbed my
tooth but yeah.
This was extremely short compared to my last extraction. Last time I
remembered that I could feel them actually pulling out my teeth and that
I think I was squeezing some random nearby assistant's finger. O__O;
Wah.
I have to clamp onto these gauze pads for the next few days. I hope it
heals very soon.
~DT
It feels all stingy and extremely sensitive.
*nuzzlesfaceslowlyontopillow* Owwwwiee..
I really do need to finish reading my book report book. EEPS! It's due
like, after break! I shall start reading it after I finish this post.
Alex ran away from me to keep away from my squeezing his "great idea"
out of him! T_T;
I will get it out of you some other day.
I can't sleep! Why you go away?!
Uwah ~~
TaTa for now! *waves*
~DT
You have to give me $0.01 for the jacket.
Don't ask me! Trust me, don't ask.
I just need that penny from you!
You owe me a penny for it!
Okay? It's really important!
Please and Thank You Bebe~<3
~DT
You're part of my family!!
You so cute baby boo! Having this page up all ready to refresh and
everything! I hope you like my present to you~ Oh! I forgot to give you
something. T~T; Darn. I will give it to you as soon as possible! Remind
me k?
I hope the jacket is warm for you! I don't want my bebe to be cold and
freezing. I want you nice and warm~
Oh! && I hope you wear the "undergarments".
They won't ride up on you like how boxers do!
Wear them~! Wear them~!
Please?
Well! I hope you had a happy Christmas day today!
OhOh! It feels so nice to sleep next to you~ So warm and comfortable!
*snuggles* <3
~DT
Tsk Tsk Alex!
You try to get me to tell you what I got through bribing me?
THAT WILL NEVER WORK!
I SHALL NOT SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATION!
NEVER!!
(d ^__^)b
Chu jus has to waiteth around 10 moar hours. <3
~DT
I JUST OPENED MY PRESENT FROM ALEX!
& IT IS THE MOST ADORABLE LITTLE THING EVER. OMG.
*HUGGLESPANDA*
It is suppose to be panda bank! I believe. I SHALL FIND IT A PLUG FOR
THE BOTTOM AND THEN I PUT MONEY IN IT. MONEY THAT WILL NEVER EVER COME
BACK OUT. THE ONLY WAY FOR THE MONEY TO COME BACK OUT IS IF I SQUEEZE MY
FINGERS UP INTO IT'S HOLE OR I BREAK IT. I DON'T WANT TO DO ANY OF IT!
IT WILL HURT PANDA BEAR.
CAM ON ANH ALEX ~ <3
LOOK I KISSING THE PANDA!
If only you were here with me right now also.
(~ ^ 3^)~
~DT
In other news, rumor has it that Lotte is going to invest $5 billion on
30 department stores in VietNam. Yay, clothes. VietNam's economy is
slowly catching up and bettering themselves. Bettering. (?!?!) Is that
even a word?!
Blah. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHDHFHGKSJW.
Screw this shit. I'm fucking grumpy.
~DT
Well technically 3.
But the other 2 are dead accounts.
I WILL SLOWLY REACH FAME!!!
*cackles evily*
~DT
Alliance.
I have gained yet another high and powerful ally today.
Good for me. By the time I am an adult, I will be rolling with them
peeps of power. I don't want to sound conceited or anything but I
connect with them more.
You just gotta network with the right people. Yeah know?
Sure, I will listen to everyone no matter who or what they are. But I
never really connect with all of them. They are the ones who usually
connect with me. But it's a one sided thing. I don't mind. I am glad to
be of their assistance. I don't like it when people are sad. But yes.
I don't want to sound narcisstic or conceited or stuck up or anything
but, I don't roll with losers. No, I don't mean by losers as in the
people that society stereotypically defines and labels as losers. Those
people will be the people who fucking dominate society in the coming
nature.
Anyway, I am usually not close with anybody who arn't going to amount to
anything in the future. They ALL will amount to something of
significance. I can just feel it. If you are a close friend of mine or
at least most of you, you know that you are quite something because I
don't get close with quitters or lazy bums. I don't want them to infect
me with their bad energy.
Damn energy vampires. You could all go to hell and spread your
negativity and crap there. Even though doing so won't do you any good.
But hey! It's your choice.
It's funny when people I know stumble onto this blog. Gets kind of
awkward too. Because I talk about them all the time. I just don't use
names. I just rant rant rant. And it feels so good to do so. I'd hate
for anyone from school to read my stuff. They shall see my real self.
NEVER!
I will forever remain the goodie two shoe little girl that everyone
loves. RIGHT?! Right.
I GOOOOOOOD GIRL!
I like dancing to womanizer in the bathroom after a nice refreshing
shower.
I can't wait for morning. I'm going to hop on the computer and play for
a bit. Watch some you tube videos. Then probably get some exercise or
something. Shii might come over. Yes?
Fun fun. I shall be improving myself this winter break. I get to
practice on some skills I have been waiting to acquire!
Knowledge. Knowledge. Knowledge.
It's great to have a lot of skills during a time like this. Ima be
extremely flexible and ambiguous in the future. It opens up many doors
towards even more opportunity.
Success. Success. Success.
~DT
For those who can't read upside down, it says;
Human Sexuality
Health
Heckayes! Then after Mr. J gave it to me he told me to "Read with
Caution."
I'm sure I know all the stuff in this book, unless it has some Karma
Sutra stuff in it. I haven't fully read the Karma Sutra yet but yeah..
ANYWAY! I am pretty sure this book wouldn't have material like that in
it. IT'S A SCHOOL TEXTBOOK!!
Yes, yes. ONWARDS TO READING FRESHMEN HEALTH CLASS MATERIAL!
~DT
I wore extremely clashing socks with my outfit today.
I made Alex food. I woke up early to reheat the food in the stove and
the rice in the rice cooker.
ALEX! If you don't like my food I made for you,
You found a lover who can't cook!
It's okay though, I'm still learning.
~DT
I STEAL YOUR BEANIE! (Note: The absence of a question mark!) :D
I keep it forever and ever as a permanent physical memento. <3
I being serious.
~DT
Sly sly little boy.<3
It's so sweet though. TOO sweet.
But oh well, it's from YOU! So ish okiee!
~DT
Delicious pasta.
I think I shall go eat some pasta tomorrow morning! *excited*
Oh! &
Happy early Birthday Shii!
You turn 14 in 4 hours and 7 minutes!
~DT
-Acupressure
-Pressure points
-Palm reading
I want to buy the book, "The Juice Lady's Guide to Juicing for Health"
by Cherie Calbom. I was reading parts of it while I was browsing Barns
and Nobles one time. It was interesting.
~DT
THE.
FLUX?!?!
MY INTERNET IS BEING A STUPID LITTLE B-TARD.
AUJWHNSQWA|WJWJW
WHY WON'T THE FRANK SINATRA VIDEOS LOAD ON YOUTUBE. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT
THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL.
DAMN IT TO HELL. *tantrum*
SCREW THIS.
IM MOVING.
......TO ANOTHER CPU.
~DT
I found it extremely hilarious when we were waiting outside of the bus
because it was empty and then you like leaned on the door and it moved.
BWAHAHA! That made giggle. Then we got to take refuge inside the bus!
You baby so so sweet. Keep me warm when I extremely cold. <3
My legs are so so sore from the long long work though. I need to rest
them for like ever now~
I had fun today! Except for the part before we got into the bus for
refuge. T_T;
But you made it up! ^__^
YAY!
Oh and oh my goodness.
It feels like a HAND. A HAND I SAY!!!
"Oooh. It's so soft and squishy! What is it?"
"_ _ _ _ _ _ _ . *stares*"
"Umm.... Oh........ ;;>_> <_<;;"
I felt so aggressive and passionate today. Meowrrrr.
I NO FORCE MYSELF UPON YOU! NO NEVER.
"EAT THE GUMMY BEAR. EAT IT!!"
"NOOO. IT WENT UP YOUR NOSE!!"
"NO IT DIDN'T!!!! EAT IT!!!!!!! *traps*"
"STOP FORCING YOURSELF UPON ME!!"
Good times bebe boo. Good times!!! (^_^)
&& NO SUCH THING AS LOVE PIMPLES. T____T
NEVERRRRRRRR!!
~DT
My manlyy cooker loverrrr. <3
Alex fed me a bit in the morning with his fingers. It was still yummy
even if he made it yesterday. LOLOL! A bit dry but ITS OKAY! ^__^
&&hegotstofeedmeitatlunch.
Yumyum!
I put the box safely inside my pursey. WAHAHAHA! The rice is sweating in
t3h box!! But khong co sao! ^^ I still like it.
Alex said it was a box was originally a sushi box that California rolls
in it. Bwahahaha! Seeeey boi!
~DT
"Are you dating Alex?"
"Alex? Yes!!"
"Ohh *nods* How long have you guys been dating?"
"8 months!! Oh wait, it's 8 months next Friday! *grins*"
"Wow! *nodnod* You guys are practically married!"
":DD *laughs* BWAHAHA!! *turns to ngoc*You hear that Ngoc? WE'RE
PRACTICALLY MARRIED!! *stares* FOREVERRRR. *maniacal laughter* I'm sooo
going to tell Alex what Stryker said!!!"
~DT
Sometimes, I really want to get into people's head and peer into the
minds and lives. Other people's lives and experiences really do intrigue
me.
Everything seems like a movie.
~DT
Well, I'm trying to sleep. But I keep on having flashbacks.
It's pissing me off more and more. And I don't want to think about these
kinds of things or feel these kinds of emotions right before I sleep. It
isn't a good feeling at all.
AGHDWESIWSEYWJWSODHDZ.
Taunting me. Provoking me.
I really don't know what to do.
Everyday before I sleep (unless I am extremely sleepy) I review about
everything. It makes me so mad that I always think of the best things
AFTER it happens. It's a crazy angry buzzing feeling.
Well, in other news, I finished all my homework early today. Nice.
I need to finish my homework, earlier and earlier. Starting tomorrow. I
will finish my homework before 5PM or maximum 6PM. No computer
distractions.
I really need to really start working to gain $$$.
I need $$$.
Oh and also, it's almost Jennifer's birthday. Yay.
Can't wait yo. Haven't seen you in a long time.
Christmas songs non-stop. Yay. Let it snow.
I'm. Dreaming. Of a. White. Christmas.
Damn it. I need to let it out.
A few days ago. A switch inside me clicked on a bit.
It's been slowly clicking towards being fully on.
It's almost there.
It's scary.
I really don't know what to do.
Stay happy, kiddo. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy
thoughts. Happy thoughts.
I seriously despise myself every time this happens. I mean like, wow.
Slow reaction.
You have to,
Act fast. Act now. As advertised.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
~DT
I was like,
"Is it me? Or do I look even prettier today?"
Then I asked my mumsy and she said,
"It's because you're really happy today."
And I was like hrmm.. *thinks to self*
YES! I REALLY AM REALLY HAPPY TODAY! ^____^
Because of my SweetSweetPreciousAlexBuns! <3
I Love You!
~DT
K: High heels when wore, makes your body bend over a bit so you would
have to stand up straight.
DT: Wait, so like high heels were invented for posture?
K:Well, umm... How should we put this? *turns to Mr. Johnston*
K: It umm... accentuates certain parts of the women's body.
DT: ........OH. HAHAHAHAHAH. OMG. WOW.
J:Oh! Oh! I know! *raises hands* It was invented so that the women can't
run away from us!
DT:OHMYGOD. ASQWJKWHHAHAHAHA
Wow. Seriously. Times like these, make me actually love my duration in
Physics. HURRAH FOR ASKING QUESTIONS!
Sometimes, I ask too many questions and my classmates are like "Ughhhh,
not again." But seriously, I DON'T CARE. NOBODY CAN STOP ME FROM
SATISFYING MY CRAVING FOR KNOWLEDGE.
Okay, not nobody. But most people. Like, 99% of the people.
~DT
Comics Unlimited had a sale for .59 cents for a comic. 10 comics for 5
dollars. I was in heaven. So I bought 10 comics and Ngoc bought 4. And
we each bought a "Wacky Pack" sticker pack. Well, Ngoc bought it for me
because I didn't have an extra dollar. ^^; But yes, it was amazing. I
wanted a "The Spirit" comic. But I couldn't find one. The employees in
the store were very friendly. I'm going to come back some time soon
again.
Then we biked biked biked biked biked. I was biking on semi-flat tires
with 8 extra lbs. Wow. My legs are killing me.
I need a hobby to be obsessed with other than computer and psychology.
Some kind of material hobby.
In other news,
My social skill are definitely improving. Although today or was it
yesterday? Well anyway, either way, I realized that I never approve of
my current self. I need to be better. Better than the rest. Number 1.
You know? Yeah. I will get there. To that mind set. It's getting there.
Almost there.
I'm coming.
~DT
VERY STRANGE.
Like it really does taste like nothing now.
STRANGE!! STRANGE I SAY! STRANGE!!!
But it's okay, I'm going to get over it.
~DT
I have a long ways to go.
But I will get there.
100%
~DT