Newport Beach + Newport Bridge Jumping,

Steffi, Ngoc, Hannah, and I went to go boogie boarding.
The waves were fucking huge over at Newport. No joke.
The waves over at HB are pussy waves compared to this.
It was going good and everything until the biggest wave came and I
didn't dive deep enough into it and my arm bent the wrong way while I
tumbled and surrendered into it's violent embrace. And that wave isn't
as big as the ones they sometimes have.

After that wave I ran back to shore because my right arm aches.

Afterwards, we went over to the newport bridge to jump into the bay
where the yachts are anchored. There were other people that came around
the same time as we did also.

They were also hesitant of jumping but jumped in anyway.
Hannah and Ngoc jumped first. Then it was Steffi's and my turn. I was
being the baby and was extremely hesitant. I really didn't think I'd
jump. But Steffi was being very persistent and pressured me with her
countdown.

I jumped and screamed mid jump. It was an extreme rush of adrenaline.
The feeling of being in mid air for a couple seconds. My arms didn't
slap onto the surface this time.

Then we went back up for a second time. But this time Steffi was too
pusssay to jump even though she jumped a year ago. Hannah was the first
to jump and then Ngoc and I jumped at the same time. Hahaha, even
though I already jumped the first time I was still hesitant and scared.
But the support of everyone and everything ushered me to jump. This time
instead of screaming mid jump, I yelled out "HOLY FUCK". It's always
weird, yelling in mid air instead of when you're jumping right off the
bat.

The risk of jumping and getting fined $200 is also why people jump, I
think. The rush that you're doing something illegal. Hardiharhar.

All in all, it was fun. Although the water was really bad. Ugh. But
that's okay. It was a great experience. Bragging rights here I come.
W00000t..

~DT

Sunset Beach at Night,

It's empty at the beach once the sun starts setting and the night comes
creeping in.

So quiet.

Quiet enough to....... TAKE A PISS IN THE SAND SINCE THERE IS NO ONE TO
LOOK AT YOU.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

Thu stepped into the hole of DOOM. I feel so evil, I purposefully said
"WATCH OUT" when I already knew it was to late for her.

I kept making fun of her and her little strap on the head light thing.

It would be much better if I didn't have a pounding headache.

Ngoc and Thu roasts mini wieners on a mini propane fire thing. I want
one. It's so portable and so cool.

I be a loner and snuggle in felt blanket and try to sleep.

Go home at night. It was creepy and dark and empty.

Fun night.

~DT

Lollipop,

OH! I also forgot to add in this detail from yesterday.

While waiting at the bus stop over at central park, Alex mentioned the
word, "lollipop". And then I break out into catchy jingly song, and
sing out "Lolllipop! Lollipop! Ohhh loooliiii looliiii loooliii LOLIPOP!
*pop* ba bum bum bum."

Alex had the, o . o face. And thought I made that song up right then and
there.

I WIIIIIISSSSSSSSSH I was able to create such catchy jingles.

I'm glad you liked it Alex. <3

~DT

Safetying,

Oh yeah.
I safetyed a lot today Alex.

I AM THAT COMFORTABLE AROUND YOU!
TOTAL IMPROVEMENT! <3

I love being able to be myself around you.

~DT

Smot,

Went over to Alex's house, tried calling him, but he was asleep and
never picked up his phone.
Sat in random corner inside his neighborhood, so hot, terrible heat
wave.
Walked over to bargain store near stater bros. to obtain fire.
Jay walked about 4 times, so scary.
Walked back to Alex's neighborhood under direct heat. extremely sweaty.
Tried to coax stray dog to come towards me, but it ran away.
Saw Alex walking towards my direction.
As payback for making me wait outside for a long time in the heat, I
made Alex hold my purse and piggyback me all the way to the bus stop.
Alex nearing the end, finally got really tired from it.
I give Alex 1-2 minute break.
I hope back on again, because this is an azn sweatshop I be owning.
No vacations more than 2 minutes.
Finally got to bus stop. Snuggled Alex and showered him with kissies. He
did a great job!
I LOVE YOU FOR IT! <3

Bussed all the way to central park.
Wait inside library 4 liek evar for Abby down at the cafe.
Tried to do the "HNNNNNG" but I sound like a chipmunk having a heart
attack.
Got Alex to do it and he fell backward ded.
NO IRL HEART ATTACKS PLEASE. I BE SO SAD.
Alex go up to help guide Abby towards the cafe.
I cling onto Alex's leg and did not want to let go he said that if he
didn't come back in 30 seconds, I get to be mad at him.
Took Alex 151 seconds to come back and Abby is a lying WH0RZ.
Finally Abby came, we pretend to not acknowledge his presence.
Then made Abby do a HNNNNG.
Then it's time to wait for Ngoc.
Took a long while but that's okay, she is guest of honor.
Ngoc came on bike fashionably late.

Then smots smots forest time 2 hour forest adventure omgroflbbqsauce.
Alex and I spy spy from afar.

Then it was time to goes.
Everyone went their separate ways.
Alex and I went to bus to eat at Pho Thang Long.

On the way, an elderly viet woman did not understand English well, and
owed the bus man 25 cents more.
Alex being super gentleman manly man, paid it for her.

Get super good karma for helping others out.
You're my heroooooo Alex! Such a good boy! <3

The pho was absolutely delicious.
The waiter man knew what Alex was going to order.
I said I would have the same as Alex.
Before we ate, we washed our hands and I follow Alex to the men
bathroom.
Holy crap it smell like someone missed the urinals.
So terrible that I quickly scurried out of the bathroom.

I went to wash my hands and come out to see that Alex ditched me and
went back to the tables. Hmph!

We ate and Alex said eating the pho was better than sex.
DTNP > PHO (AHEMS AHEMS!!!)

I #1 TOP LIST OF ALL THINGS GOOD AND TRUE.

Then we finished and I WAS THE ONE WHO PAID.
Just you know, clarifying it.

Then we walk to bus stop.
Last bus ride for the day with Alex!
I got very teary eyed. I hate goodbyes.
I get to see you in 5 days Alex! School!!

But still, I be a cry baby and cry cry cry.
We hugged and kissies and then the bus stopped at Alex's destination.

Now it was my turn to bus back to Ngoc's house.
It is very lonesome, waiting over at the bus stops by one's self.

I am now over at 5 Points. Getting closer.
Probably going to be walking the rest by foot!
It is getting darker.
I hope I get there soon enough before it gets extremely dark.

Such a pity that I did not bring my camera.
I wanted to take lots of pictures and record videos.

Perhaps, another time!

~DT

More Sharpie Pictures,

The colorful bird next to the blue sun is Sang's.
The simple red bird head next to Sang's is mine.
The angry bird is Ngoc's.

~DT

Writing at Office Depot,

OMG. IM SO BAD ASS & REBELLIOUS, WRITING ON THE SHARPIE TABLETOPS. OMG.
IM SO COOL.

I AM ALSO A GOOD ASS FOR RE-ORGANIZING THEIR SHARPIES BACK TO THEIR
RIGHTFUL COLORS AND TIP TYPES.

FUCK YES. DOES THAT MAKE ME NEUTRAL?!?!

HOLY SHIT. EVEN BETTER. BALANCE.

--

Sang drew me this cute picture.

~DT

Suck My Toes,

Oh yeah. I totally forgot this most important part in my post about my day with Alex on the 24th.

*___________* Yes Alex, I LOVED IT. FEEEEELS SO GUT MANNNNG. <3

If only I am able to private this post.
Then I would go into all detail about it.

I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE FOR THIS~<3
I think they were clean when you committed this chivalrous act.

If only I got to record it.

~DT

A Picture of a Girl in the Meadow,

Right when I saw this picture, it immediately struck a chord in my heart.
If any of you knew me by now, you would have already known about my thing for meadows.

I am not sure why, but I had always, ever since I was a little girl have been captivated and attracted to empty, rural, rarely been touched meadow-like places.

It's so silently beautiful and magical.

I've been stumbling upon fashion blog after fashion blog this morning, and thank you Camille for posting up these pictures photographed by Erik Madigan Heck from Nomenus Quarterly.

~DT

Kayaking + Bridge Jumping,

Today, I went kayaking with ngoc.

It required lots of arm muscles. I remember the first time I went
kayaking. I was in 7th grade and it was with girl scouts, the girl I was
partnered up with frigging flipped the kayak over. Making me all wet
and grose.

Anyways,

In the beginning, I made Ngoc do all the work because I wanted to be a
total bish. BWAHAHAHAHA.

"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? GEORGE WASHINGTON??" "YES, ONWARDS MY
COMRADES!!!"
"COMRADES IS A MUTUAL TERM. YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BE ROWING TOO IF YOU WERE
A COMRADE TOO?"
"OH.. WELL THEN ONWARDS MY SLAVE!!!!!!"

And then we went along until we saw the bridge in around Trinidad
Island. We parked the kayak. Lolparked near the park playing area and it
took Ngoc forever to coax me out to jump off the bridge.

I got on the bridge and I just stayed at the edge for like a while. And
these other kids wanted to jump off the bridge too. It was fucking crazy
the little kid did a freaking back flip into the water. Sweeeet jesus.

Lol oh yeah. It's against the rules to jump off the bridge too. Tehheeh
so badass breaking the laws. Wheeee..

Anyways, it took me fucking forever to jump. I was extremely scared of
heights. And it was pretty high. But not super high. But high enough to
scare the shit out of me. But with some coaxing and persuasio n I finall
took the plunge into the water. It felt very.. Hrmm.. A lot of air a
kind of liberating feeling. And also the feeling that you have no where
else to go but down. It's a feeling where you are completely out of
control. I dunno. It was pretty cool.The rush into the water made my top
go up but I quickly fixed it under water. I jumped again. This time at
the same time as Ngoc. My upper arms kind of flopped onto the surface of
the water, because my arms were slightly bent in a 90 degree angle. It
stung for a bit but that's okay. The water was pretty deep. Deep enough
that you don't touch the bottom once you jump off.

Then we got back onto the kayaks.
The waters were extremely salty. Like super super salty.

We kayaked back pretty fast this time. Probably because I didn't take a
lot of rests and didn't make Ngoc do all of the work.

Ngoc wanted to go into the water so I let her go.
No way in the heck would I go into the water again.
It's cold and its salty and you don't know what these yachts illegally
dump into the waters. D: ewwieee. Waste. But whatever. Taking risks
mang. I paddled away and pretended to leave her behind. AHAHHAAHA it was
hilarious. Other people thought we needed help. It was very nice of them
to ask us. But yeah, we didn't need any help. Ngoc was just screaming
her ass off. HAHAHAHA.

I made her push the kayak as I paddled.
She decided to go back up on the kayak and the whole process scared me
shitless because I didn't want the kayak to flip over. We ended up
drifting backwards a couple yards.

We paddled back prettttty fast.

Cool experiences and memories were made today.
Thx Ngoc! You and your dangerous shenanigans.

~DT

My Nephew Tristan,

He was born on August 20th, 2009!
I got to hold him for the first time today!
He was crying from hunger but then after a bit of rocking and cooing and
meowing, he stopped crying.

I am a lot nicer to babies now.
I'm definitely a lot better with kids!
I learn from the past and with observation.

I Love Tristan!

BWAHHAHAHAAHA.

I whispered to him, "I will make you into a pretty boy."

I wonder if that phrase will forever register inside his mind.
That'd be preeeeeeeetty awesome.

~DT

Alex, Front Doors, & More,

My mama dropped me off at Alex's house around 1:30PM; 2PM(???) since
Alex had to go to work a bit in the morning.

I come over and then I stood at the fence because I did not have a clue
onto how to open it.. Oh wait, well, I DID have a clue, but it was a
wrong and retarded clue. In the end, Alex ended up opening the fence for
me BECAUSE I AM HIS EMPRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then we proceed towards his cozy little garage mini house
compartmentmabobber. I picked the movie "Shall we dance?" and Alex said
no because HE SAID HE ALREADY WATCHED THAT MOVIE A FEW DAYS AGO. Ahems
ahems. I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT ALLL ALONGGG DAT WUZNT TR00 AND DAT U WERE
LYING TO MEEEE SO THAT WE DON'T HAVE TO WATCH IT. But then we ended up
watching it anyways. Thanks to my pleeeeeaaaaading azn persuasion
skillz.

I barely got to watch the movie. I was too distracted because of Alex. I
was just laying around on his chest and staring at him and making weird
faces at him and poke at him and sprawl around like a little baby. So
whenever I did watch it and had my glimpse of it I was asking Alex all
these questions about "why he do dat?" "what's going on?" "who is she?"
"what da heo he doing?" "omgah srsly???" etc etc.

Rolling, rolling, & some more rolling.

Then I tried to lock Alex out the door. But he kept on pounding on it
trying to get in. It was soft little knocks at first slowly trying to
coax me to open the door. And then after awhile the pound on the door
got harder and louder. And then I finally let him inside and he catched
me and gived me comforting huggles all throughout the whole time.
I LOVE YOUR COMFORTING HUGS ALEX! He asked me 2 times if I was okay. Of
course I'm okay. Just for you, Alex~<3

Rusty door things need oil or something of the like, or else it'd be
squeaking uncomfortably all day. Such an annoying thing that would be.

Then movie was over.

Alex wanted to throw a "waterballoon" thingy over at his messcan
neighbor's house because they kept on throwing things over to his
house.

But then Alex decided to blow up the ballooon instead.
IT WAS FREAKING HUUUUUUUGE ONCE HE BLEW IT UP. IT WAS CLOBBERIN' TIME,
so then I hugged it real hard till it finally blew up. Ewwwwie, balloon
remnants errywhur.

Then we takes a naaaaaps. I lurve Alex cuddle time.

Then Alex's mother came and brought home spaghetti! I'd have to say, it
was really delicious!

And then Alex's father came home for a bit. He came into the room to go
wash his hands.

When Alex went out, he asked Alex, if I was PANTSLESS. AAHHAHHAAHAAHA
that must've been real awkward for his father, thinking that the whole
time, I was pantsless sitting on Alex's bed. I WAS JUST WEARING SHORTS
THAT WERE COVERED BY MY REALLY LONG SHIRT. I SWEAR!!!!

Then we has more snuggles and cuddles and naps times.
I LOVE IT WHEN YOU SPOON ME.
Way back when, way before I knew what spooning even was, it always
sounded like something really dirty and baaaad and that only adults do
it. (Like some kind of sex position or some shiet.) BUT THEN RECENTLY,
OTHERS HAD TOLD ME IT WAS JUST A CUDDLING POSITION. LIKE SPOONS! Where
they fit perfectly with each other.

(((IS THAT TMI FOR OTHER READERS?!??????? GOD DAMN IT. I JUST WISH THAT
THERE WERE SUCH THINGS AS PRIVATE POSTS ON BLOGGER. BUT OH WELL, I
ALREADY WARNED ALL OF YOU PEOPLES ON MY ABOUT ME, ABOUT MY TMI TYPE OF
POSTS. SO EITHER DEAL WITH IT OR GET THE FUUUUUUUUUCK OUT.)))

Anyway, Alex's daddy says that mommy was lonely and to come keep her
company. So Alex went out to his mother and I followed behind and sat on
the farthest chair near the PC. Then Alex beckoned me to come over and I
was just staring back at him hesitantly. Then his mama starts doing the
same and then I am finally sure! So I slowly came towards the bed where
they were at and I sat at the edge. Alex is still beckoning for me to
lay down next to them, but I look back at him unsure, thinking if that
was too much?? Or like... invasion of private family times or
something... ;___; but then Alex's mama did the same! Lightly patting on
the pillow next to Alex. *____* I AM WELCOMED AND ACCEPTED INTO ALEX AND
HIS MOTHER'S CIRCLE. FINALLY THIS MOMENT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR. ;___;

ALEX, I LOVE YOU, AND YOUR MOTHER. <3!!!

TEEHHEHEHE I can finally tell people, I have been in bed with both Alex
and his mama. Wink wink wink. Owait. OMGAH. LOL. That's kind of
wrong.... But oh well. It is what it is. *_*

Afterwards, we go over towards the hamsters and I tell Alex to let out
Dirtbag so we cans play with him.

I got to hold Dirtbag and IT WAS THE MOST COOLEST BUT STRANGEST
EXPERIENCE EVER! A small shivering and vibrating life form standing on
the palms of my hands. It was a weird feeling at first but then, I
quickly got accustomed to it. Then we play around with Dirtbag and then
I ask Alex to put him on my lap. Oh boy, was that a wrong move. I WAS
BEING TICKLED TO DEATH, FROM EVERY STEP THAT DIRTBAG HAD TAKEN. IT WAS
THE ULTIMATE TORTURE DEVICE. I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING AND I WANTED IT TO
STOP TICKLING BUT I COULDN'T DO A THING. I can't just SMACK it off or
BRUSH it off or PUSH it off or do anything of that nature that'd hurt
poor Dirtbag.

I simply had to TAKE IT. Until finally Alex lifts him off of me.
But then to torture me again, ALEX PUT DIRTBAG BACK ON MY LAP. ;____; OH
THE TORTURE.....

OH! And also, we alternately made little flats out of our hands as
bridges so Dirtbag could crossover. It was cute, watching him quickly
skittered away from hand to hand.

And then Dirtbag grew tired or something because he didn't wanna move
much. So we had to put him back into the cage.

We went back into his room and watched some more tv. Messed around. OH
YEAH. I WRAPPED ALEX IN A BURRITO/COCOON/CHRYSALIS. I wanted to wrap him
up super tight so that he would be FOREVER TRAPPED and unable to move.
But in the end, he got freeeee. But, NEVER AGAIN!!!!

Then it was time for me to go go. Since Alex's mama was also going over
to Grandmother's.

They dropped me off at home and I give her my thanks and goodbye and I
give Alex a big hug.

LOL my father just came home from work and was watching the whole time.

I had a super great day on August 22nd, 2009.
I apologize for the 2 day late post!

I LOVE YOU ALEX!

P.S: & since, August 19th, 2009; HAPPY 16TH MONTH!
It's been 1 whole year + 4 months!

WE WILL MAKE IT ALL THE WAY THROUGH!

~DT

Trippy Dalmation Cup,

~DT

Where's Waldo?

~DT

Leopard Face Shirts,

I am having a thing for shirts with leopard/feline faces on it.

~DT

Rich Girls,

~DT

Lightning Strikes,

~DT

Movie Marathon with Alex,

On Saturday, the 16th, we arrived at Bella Terra quite early. Around 11:
30 in the morning.

On the ride there, I blasted up this one song that I really wanted Alex
to hear. It had a lady moaning in it. It usually made the males feel
awkward whenever they hear it. My cousin told Ngoc to turn it off and
that he couldn't take it.

Alex's reaction was trying not to react to it.
AM I RIGHT? OR AM I RIGHT?
Comeeee onnn baaaabbby.
You have to admit, it was a pretttty weirrrrrrd song.

And so, we finally arrive at Bella Terra, courtesy to the ride that Ngoc
gave for us. In exchange for some supplies.

We walk in there and then bought tickets for the first showing of, "The
Time Traveler's Wife". Alex bought me the ticket and gave me $3 more
dollars because.... yeah. He owes me $10 for yeah. :D

In the beginning of the movie, I realized that I had left my phone in
Ngoc's car. Oh well! it's just one day without my phone. I mainly use
that phone to talk to Alex. So I don't need my phone when I already have
my Alex Darlinnnnngggggggg.

The movie's overall plot was good. The acting was good.
But it was just too predictable. It was an okay movie.
I wish it was more full of twists and turns and thrill and love.
I thought their love was really cute too.
Such monogamous lovers.

We went out and Alex bought some nachos because he was getting real
hungry. (Or atleast.. I think you bought them after Time Traveler's
Wife....)

District 9 was the next movie.
I fell asleep on Alex's lap<3 for approximately the first 30 minutes of
the movie.
With me waking up occasionally for a few seconds to catch glimpses of
the movie.
I finally woke up at the part (OMGGUYSSPOILERSPOILER) when Vicus got
injected with the alien fluid as an experiment.

I had a lot of questions since I missed a lot and Alex being the super
nice lover he is, answered all of it.
If someone was asking me a load of questions during a good movie, I
would get all pissy and angry. ;___;
Thank you Alex! For having so much patience with me!<3

I thought the prawns were REALLY CUTE!
Especially the baby one.

The trailers make the movie look really corny and cheesy.
BUT, it was an EXTREMELY good thriller.
It's one of those unexpected movies that are really good.
I loved the movie! I can't wait for the sequel.

There HAS to be a sequel. It totally left us there, with
Vicus...as...a....yeah. (No more spoilers for y'all)

Next movie was Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
Again I fall to sleep on Alex's comfy lap as he strokes my hairs. It
feels nice when he strokes my hairs. <3 I'M SORRY IF I MAKE YOUR LEGS
FEEL ALL NUMB.

Alex says, I slept for about an hour. Holaaaaay mollaaaay.

The Harry Potter movie was okay since I had already seen, the sound
track was really good though.

Up next was G.I. Joe. Again I fall asleep on Alex's lap.
But I don't think I slept as much. I woke up to watch most of the
movie.

I thought the movie was a mediocre cliche'd predictable movie. The
action and graphics were pretty good, but it got repetitive. I don't
like the actors, they weren't very good at acting. THERE WERE A LOT OF
THINGS THAT WEREN'T APPROPRIATE FOR A PG AUDIENCE. Or atleast I think it
was rated PG. I think these days, they are really going easy on the
ratings. THEY'RE ALLL TAINTING THE YOUNG PURE MINDS OF THE YOUTH.
AAAHHHHHHH.

But anyway, that was the last movie!
Holy crap, it was the most movies I had ever hopped around in a theater.
4 MOVIES MANG. we watched since 11:30 all the way up to around
8:30(??).
We then ventured towards B&N and I called up my daddy so he could drop
us off over at Pho Thang Long.

The service was extremely slow.
I got really angry.
If I had a car, I would've busted outta that place.
But alas, I does not has a cars.
Atleast they gave us a lot of meat.
10 slices of beef for Alex, 8 slices of beef for me.

We were conversing before about Alex being right and then raves.
It was an interesting conversation.
COME ON ALEX~~~
APPROVE OF ME GOOOOOOOOOOOING~~~
I wanna take you to one someday.

Then we finished our delicious Pho which was really delicious.

And I hid the tip again.

And we went at the back couch waiting seating thing and sat in the far
right corner.

My daddy soon came and it was time to go go!
We dropped off Alex and he gave me a kissssssie and we hugged and off he
went into his house!

That day was a great day.
I had grown quite acquainted to Alex's lap.<3

I LOVE YOU!

~DT

Extreme Ponytails,

Extreme Ponytails
"Everyday is Earthday for Me" Brown Tshirt with Whales.
Shiny Onyx colored Fanny Pack

I look like a crazy demented young adult whose mind is stuck mentally at
5 years old.

SHOULD'VE SEEN ME IRL.

~DT

Meal with Alex's Mother + Alex,

So out of the blue Alex IM'd me and then called me and asked if I was
busy for the next hour because his MAMA wanted to treat me out with her
and him with some PHO!

I WAS EXTREMELY SHOCKED AT FIRST.
NERVOUS + PANICKY

(OMGOGMOGGM IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING?? OGMOGMGOGMG WHAT AM I TO DO??
OMGOGMGOGMMGMGM HOLLLLYY MOLLLY
OGGOGMOGMMGMGGMG)

So I quickly said yes, but ALEX didn't HEAR ME OR SOMETHING AND KEPT ON
YELLING ON THE PHONE IF I WANTED TO GO OR NOT. WHAT IS THIS? Y U DO DAT
2 ME????? D:< MEEEEANIE BUTT!

So then Alex told me to wash up my oily sweaty face so I look nice and
presentable for his Mama. I wash my face and had to put my phone down,
but after I pick up again Alex goes, "OKAIBAI". D: Y U DO DIS 2
MEEE?????

I quickly went outside to await for their arrival.
A few minutes later I see their red truck coming in from the corner. I
quickly hopped up to greet them.

Then we drive over to Pho Thang Long which is like...less than 5 minutes
from my house. HOW CONVENIENT! :D!!

Alex's Mama told Alex to order for me too.
BUT ALEX TOO LAZY TO ORDER FOR HIMSELF. HMPH!
So I ordered for myself, and Alex's mama had to order for HIIIIIIIIM. :P
Alexxxx you babbbby.

Food comes out. Nice and hot. Alex made me try a nasty white onion. And
I TRIED IT, but it still all nasty, but HEY, atleast I tried it. :D Alex
says he doesn't like his beef today because it's all hard and chewy. But
I thought it was delicious!

At first I was all self conscious about how Alex's mama would view of my
weird habit of pho twirling instead of eating it normally from the bowl.
But I quickly got over it. I MUST ACT LIKE MYSELF! I CANNOT PRETEND TO
BE WHO I AM NOT! Because then, it'd all be a lie....AND I DON'T WANNA
LIEEEEEE! ;____;

We got onto the subject of ROP & school. Alex's mama was talking about
how she had to take all 4 years of highschool crammed into 2 years. :O
ohmygoodnessgracious that's a lots of work!!!

Then we got onto subject about careeeeeer.
Alex had a lot of great ideas for business.
Too bad it doesn't interest him.
But I could always come to him and ask him for advice~~
WE WILL BE A TEAM!! INDESTRUCTABLE!!!!!!!

Then soon we all finish our delicious Pho.
Alex wanted to go to movies but Alex Mama said it was too late! :O

Don't worry Alex! We are going to the movies tomorrow!

OH! In the near future, we will have a HUGE library FULL of DVD's. A
great surround sound system & a nice tv screen.

Since we both love to watch movies. *____* <3

So then Alex and his mama was about to kidnap me home, but then I
couldn't ;_; since Ngoc was back over at home.

I HAD A REEEEALLLY GREAT TIME TODAY. OMG.

BONDING WITH ALEX AND HIS MAMA. Even though I didn't get to talk to her
much. BUT, it is time to get to know her by listening to her stories and
getting comfortable around her!

Also bonding with Alex too, getting to see how it truly is around his
mama~ I LOVE LISTENING ONTO YOUR GUYS' CONVERSATIONS!!! It's
interesting. :O!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MAMA, ALEX!!! <3

I HOPE TO DO MORE OF THIS IN THE NEAR FUTURE!!!!

~DT

Scene Experimentation,

Needs dark brown haired extensions to be complete.

This is really funny to me. Hardiharhar.

Late night experimentation.

~DT

Good Shot of Alex,

~DT

Bonding Time with Alex,

ANOTHER BONDING DAY WITH ALEX.

Arrived at around 2PM.
Had difficulty climbing over Alex's fence.
Alex had to help me down while I was trying to show Ngoc I could climb a
gosh darn fence.
I try pick a movie to watch but ALEX being alll pickkkky and errythang.
I finally picked War of the Worlds.
But then Alex chose Ratatouille.
We watch Ratatouille first, BECAUSE I REALLY WANTED TO SEE IT.
Lots of cuddles and snuggles. I LOVE IT. <3
Random rolling sessions.

For some reason, I had went to the bathroom to go pee like 3 or 4
times.

Found new poh zee shee ohn. Easy & comfy.
Tammy came into room with news of CUTE PUPPY THAT ALEX MAMA BROUGHT
HOME.
IT WAS THE CUTEST FLUFFIEST THING EVER.
Went back to continue watching Ratatoille.
IT WAS SUCH A CUTE MOVIE, I GOT TEARY WHILE WATCHING IT.
Alex's father came home.
Found out the reason why Alex didn't want to go to work.
I HOPE ALEX'S DADDY DOESN'T HATE ME.
Continued watching Kingdom of Heaven.
I actually didn't even watch that movie.
I was fully paying attention to Alex instead.
Snooozing and more cudddles.

DRIPPINGS & MORE DRIPPINGS.
ALEX BABY GREAT JOB.

10 seconds down. 5 leeks ; 7 nomz
NEW RECORD.
ALEX: "OH MY GOD .... OH MY GOD"

Sleep sleep cuddlez. So tire.

Then I watched Alex play on PC.
I screamed and cheered Alex on as he played "remove the red block
things" & "crunchball".

LOL @ DRUG ENHANCEMENTS
IT DOES THE TRICK REAL GOOD.
DONTCHA THINK??

Then Alex microwaved Vienna sausages.
And a whole big ass bowl of rice.
Alex ate his half and half of my half cuz I didn't eat much anyways.
LOL I WANT TO MAKE OMELETTE RICE FOR YOU ALEX.

LOLKETCHUPRICE.

Then Alex was all, zomg its 6:30.
IMPLYING I SHOULD GO HOME. ;_;
SO I GO HOMES. SO SAAAD.

Then I camera whored on Alex's bed.
LOLomg that sounds so wrong.
BUT ITS NOTHING SCANDALOUS, I SWEAR.
CAN'T YOU SEE??

As you can see. Many failed attempts of the shots.
Shitty quality too. But, PICTURES ARE PICTURES.
FOR THE MEMORIES.

I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH YOU TODAY ALEX.
BONDING TIME AND MORE BONDING TIME. <3

~DT

Hard Summer,

Last night I went to Hard over at the Forum.

It was pretty fucking crazy.
We arrived there at around 6:30PM.
1.5 hours early from door opening.
It was already pretty crowded.
We were standing behind these group of raver pplz.
I complimented on this one girls kandi bag.

Then I started comparing and contrasting and contributing my special
little commentary at all the assets that the very "open" people showed
off.
One of the people in front of us was all like, "LOL YOU GUYS ARE SO
MEAN".
And started doing what we did, "OH LOOK AT HER, IT LOOKS LIKE COTTAGE
CHEESE. LOLOL"

So apparently we were waiting in the WILL CALL line for about 1 hour. We
were pissed because security waited till forever to freaking tell us.

So we all migrated toward the real line and cut billions of people.
They were confused so its all good.
Waited for prolly another hour or so, to finally get to the side where
they check your ticket and bags.

Mini mob started and people started climbing over walls.
Security pushed and grabbed people that they caught climbing over the
wall.
It was fucking crazy br00t4l.

Finally got inside.
Decided meeting spot just in case we got separated.
#28 but then changed to #19.

Finally got into the stadium like area.
Extremely crowded. So it was perfect timing to practice the art of
parkouring.
Jumped and climbed down the seats.
And jumped down the balcony railing thing onto the general floor.
I'm surprised that I was brave and rebellious enough to do all of that.
I'd usually reject the idea, but whatevers.
It was a spontaneously great idea anyway.

We got into the crowd and started merging.
Got into the middle. Extremely crowded.
Body heat everywhere. Extremely hot and sweaty.

Crystal Castles opened the show.
Crowd went fucking crazy.
Started slowly going towards the front.
Finally reached the fucking front.
My feet were stepped on a whole lot..
But I also had my share of stepping on people while I was jumping in
there.
I was bouncy as fuck.
I feel sorry for the people I step on.
Kinda not really.
That's what is expected once you get into the pit.

Crystal Castles put up a great performance.
I can't believe I managed to get all the way up to the front.
Anna (?!? vocals) was pretty. She was really enthusiastic.
Her performance and the crowds reaction to it kind of inspired me.
I'd love to perform on stage, entertaining a crowd that loved me.
The feeling would be absolutely euphoric.

It was hard, fighting to be in front.
There is a LOT of pushing.
You have to really stand your ground or else you'd be pushed towards the
back.
Also, best time to merge is when everyones "dancing".
It's not really dancing. More like flailing your arms up and down and
jumping.
I did a lot of that.
And it pissed me off when people just stand there.
What the fuck are you doing in there.
Seriously. Gtfo of other peoples ways before you get knocked down.

I realized that I am an extremely aggressive person in the pit. LOL GIT
OUTTA MAH WAY BETCHXXXXXX!!!!!!!

Oh and also, there was this fucking dumbass who pretended to pass out
and pretend to feel really sick to get free water and to the get to the
front. I was like "Um, if you don't feel okay. Get out of the pit." The
idiot didn't respond. And then Cherry started to guilt trip him. "Hey,
you can do that man. We were actually nice enough to let you up here and
give up our spot because we thought you were sick. But we know that
you're faking it. How could you do this?" Dumbass finally got the fuck
out.

Made acquaintances with the two girls that were up front with us also.
Christina & Sam incoming seniors from Segerstromg. They were tough
chicks. Being able to remain in the front for a very long while with all
of that pushing.

After the Crystal Castles performance everything pretty went down hill.
People were jumping off of the balconies and getting hurt. Dumbass
tweakers too stuck up in their own world to move when security and fire
marshalls told them to move.

Whole event was postponed for over 1.5 hours.
We decided to leave after that 1.5 hours and get water since we were
extremely dehydrated.

Met one of the people that we lost in the beginning of the line
migration under one of those shelter like encavement things where people
rest that were under the seating. "Clover". Talked and let us have some
water.
Became friends. Asked to trade "kandis" with me (since I had the most
kandi on my arm) ((which wasn't even that much compared to all these
other people))
Clover gave Thu and Ngoc one. Already gave Cherry one in the very
beginning where we were in line. Since she broke one of hers.

We all quickly became friends. Except, I was still suspicious.
It's hard not to be because I can't trust people right off the bat.
Especially really nice out of nowhere strangers.

Swat and police team came in because dumbass people ruined the whole
show and fire marshalls deemed it was unsafe because they were being
uncooperative and ugh. The whole show ended at around 11:30ish. Fucking
4-5 hours early. Only one band played (Crystal Castles). So many good
bands were missed that night. Good thing we get a refund. Police kicked
all of us out.

At first before all of that. Some dude said they were gonna tear gas the
place so then everyone started leaving. I was confused and I asked a
security guard if that was true. He said it wasn't. So it was all a
rumor. So we went back.

But then police came and then we had to turn around again and get out of
the place.

We were outside Clover and Sockpuppet(??iforgot) wanted to make sure we
were safe (since Clover had very bad experiences in the beginning;
didn't want us to have it bad either) and helped us go around and find
the right street to wait for Nghia.

They were extremely helpful and nice.

Clover thought I was a lesbian because he thought I was "checking out
the girls" while I was doing my harsh criticism compare and contrast on
them and about how ugly or hideous they were and that they blinded
people by showing off to much of their junk.

"Are you a lesbian?"
"LOL WTF NO. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. DD:<"
"Because you were all checking out those girls in the beginning."
"NO. I JUST LIKE COMPARING AND CONTRASTING THEM."

LOLWTFSRSLY.

We all talked and conversed.
Learned a lot more about raves and etc.
It was coo'.

LOL one hilarious scene was when Sock Puppet offered us gum and I was
like,
"OMG GUYS. SHADY GUM FROM SHADY PEOPLE. LOLOLOL"
And he actually took it seriously. D:
I felt really bad. IT WAS ONLY A JOKE.

And after wandering around the big ass parking lots we finally found
90th street.

In the end friendship was made and some trust was earned.

It is always good to make and create connections.
This whole experience has made me a lot more confident.
And I discovered a whole 'nother side to me.
I always thought I was more of the passive pushover kind of character.
But this made me realize that I shouldn't be a pushover and should
"FIGHT, FOR MY RIGHT, TO PARTY." LOLJK.

But seriously, I had gained more confidence to stand up for myself.

+ points for me.

It was a great night.
Despite the whole disorganization of the whole show.
The whole experience was a great one.

More pictures later.

(Picture : First kandi; it's funny, a heineken star ma bob lulz)

~DT

A Picture of a Picture of Us,

I NEED TO PRINT OUT MORE.
THIS IS SO CUTE & COOL.

~DT

Cool Penny,

The elderly man from panda express gave me 3 pennies.
One of them looked SUPER CUTE AND COOL.

IT'S DESTINY.

~DT

Empathetic,

I am not outspokenly mature.
People who don't know me closely, will think that I am the most immature
kid they've ever met.
But inwardly I think I am quite mature for my age.

I was thinking about some things today.
Sometimes, I feel so selfish.
Wanting things all for myself and not sharing at all.

But I realized that I shouldn't be like that.
As hard as it is for me, I must always try to empathize and look at
things from all different points of view.

Sometimes, I wish I could just not do that.
Because I want to do whatever comes to mind without fully thinking about
it.
But that wouldn't be fair of me or to others at all.

I find that I really stand strongly by the phrase,
"Do to others what you would like to be done to you."

It gets frustrating some times though.
My feelings of selfishness really tug at me.
But, I must'nt fall to it.
It wouldn't be fair.
I wouldn't like the same be done to myself.

"The Ethic of Reciprocity"

Mmm...The Golden Rule.

Not many people follow it though.
I too fall guilt to times when I wish to just forget about it.

But it all really is for the best.
Empathizing and understanding is good for your soul.

I realized today, that I am really into "self-help" books.
I really do want to improve myself as a person.
In almost every aspect.

It's what makes me happy.

~DT

Another Goal of Mine,

Be the greatest offender and insulter ever.

Tucker Max is a god.

~DT

Mama's Ring,

I just got home and my mother randomly asked me if I wanted her ring.

"Your hand looks empty. This makes your hand look more charming."

LOL more charming....? Or I dunno how to translate into English but
yeah. It's a nice ring.

I SHALL NOT LOSE IT!

~DT

Beaded Bracelets,

7 made. 179263 more to go.

They're fun but frustrating.

~DT

Fanny Pak,

They are so freaking convenient.
LOVE IT! No arms no hands no holding no hassle.
Smoky black colored fanny pack mmm baby.

+ wearing Alex's tank top.

~DT

Gender Roles,

As I was getting ready to wash up for the night.
I was standing there thinking about my relationship with you.

You were right since the beginning.
This relationship doesn't run on the stereotypical gender roles.

It's mind boggling!

I dunno. Just a random thought!

~DT

Good Alex Time,

I spent the whole day with Alex today!
1100-2100
A new RECORD!

First we met up at Hall's Photo to take our Senior Portraits.
I was wearing smexy outfit and Alex wear smexy formal attire.
Alex's father drove us to Alex's house.
It was really interesting listening to the conversations Alex had with
his Daddy.
I should really take up on Alex's Father's Ping Pong Lessons.
I WOULD TOTALLY KICKKK YOUR ARSE AT PING PONG ALEX. >__^

Alex cooked me foods.
A whole half pot of rice, to make fried rice w/ egg & spam.
NEEDS MOAR SOYSAUCE.
But no more soysauce left. Wahh. WHAT KIND OF AZN DOESN'T HAVE A SPARE
BOTTLE OF SOY SAUCE LYING AROUND?
I recorded Alex making fried rice.
Alex picked "Kingdom of Heaven" and I picked "I,Robot" to watch.

Alex brought in cool fold-up mini table into the house and we ate
delicious but needs moar soysauce fried rice while watching the first
film I,Robot.
LOL@nekkidblackboobiemuscularwillsmithmanshowerscene
Rolling session ^ Alex room.
Meowmeowmeow I like to play with extra skinz.
STRETCH STRETCH STRETTTTCHHH :D
Such interesting texture.
Moar I,Robot.
It was a really good movie.

Start up Kingdom of Heaven.
I reminded Alex to show me his CREATIONS AND SING ME THE MOCKINGBIRD
SONG.
He brought out his creation.
HE TRICKED ME MANY TIMES, WHILE PRETENDING TO OPEN IT.
Then I finally get to see what was inside mystical metal box.
I got all ;___; teary eyed. ALEX SO SWEET AND THOUGHTFUL. <3<3<3 I LOVE
YOUUUU!!!!!!!
I tried to hide my face cause it's embarrassing to be all ";________;".
BUT ALEX FOUND ME OUT AND SAW'D RIGHT THROUGH MY ARMOR.

Continue with Kingdom of Heaven and Alex rewinded this NASTY SCENE WHERE
THE MAN GOT HIS HEAD SLICED WITH A SWORD IN HALF OR SOMETHING.
IONO BUT IT WAS SO GROSSSSSSS.

Alex's Daddy came home.
And sat near us watching Kingdom of Heaven for a few minutes.
It was kind of intimidating.
Alex was just sprawled on the floor in his comfortable position.
While I had to sit straight up.
NOT FAIR!!
At first I thought he was going to stay there for the whole movie, but
he left to go play somewhere!

Second roll session.

Alex is a persevering trooper.
Always try to make the drippings.
I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR EFFORTS!
It's the efforts and thought that counts.

ALEX ATTEMPTED RAPE.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPE.
It was pretty funny and fun.

U SCURY MOLESTAR MANG.
U CAN'T CATCH ME IM THE DT GINGERBREAD GIRL.

Alex's mama comes home to take us to his Aunt's BBQ thingy.
His Mumsy mentions about his baby pictures.
We go upstairs to look at Alex Baby Album.
ALEX WAS SUCH AN ADORABLE BABBBBYYYY.

I WANNA SEE YOUR KID PICTURES NOW. K?
WE GO SEE IT ALL NEXT TIME!

Alex's Aunt's house was really intimidating at first.
It's still intimidating but I know I will warm up and no longer have
fear.
HIS AUNTS AND UNCLES PROLLY THINK IM WEIRD OR RUDE OR SOMETHING BECAUSE
I FOLLOW ALEX AROUND LIKE A MAGNET AND WAS SUPER QUIET AND DIDN'T EAT
ANYTHING. ;________;

We go in and out and hang around the backyard a bit.
Alex chasing and messing around with his cute little cousins.
OH YAH. VEE IS SO CUTE.
According to Vee, we're now married and Alex is my husband and I his
wife. 8D HEEHEEEHHEHEEHEHEHE

I watch Alex play Mario Kart against David.
LOL. I was getting pretty into it while cheering Alex on.
Although, I never seen Catherine so mad before.
Since Alex stole the DS to race against David.
YAY. I <3 RAINBOW ROAD STAGE.

Alex fell asleep on the couch.
So I sit next to him and just stroke his hairs for a long time.
I stopped stroking because I guess the bangs tickling his face bothered
him.
ALEX, DO YOU KNOW YOUR BODY TWITCHED AT TIMES?
I seemed as though you were having a bad dream or something.
But I was sitting there for a long time and I got really sleepy and
almost fell asleep while sitting up.
FINALLY YOU WAKES UP.

We walk around a bit then you go back to couch to try to nap again. We
was suppose to take small nap together.
I actually got sleepy until the lights were turned on.
Then you thought it was awkward how I was awake and you were starting to
fall asleep, so you wake up! :D

Then my favorite part over at Alex's Aunt's house would have to be
playing the game "Signal" a.k.a (SIG-GUH-NUHL) with his sisters &
cousins.

As Vee said, "YOU CAN'T BEAT THE LOVE GAME!!".
WE WERE THE WINNNNING TEAM!
7 vs. 4 vs. 3
Of course, we were the team with 7 points.
ITS OUR AMAZING ABILITY TO COMMUNICATE WITH EACH OTHER.
&& I think our signal was the best.
AHEM. I IS SO GENIUS. FINGAHTAPPINGONCARDS.
WINK WINK.
LOL. But later on, we moved onto less SUBTLE signals.
You announcing to the whole world you were about to have all 4 of the
same faces.

After that Alex take us homes.
In the car, we were mouthing to each other silent words.
AND I ACTUALLY UNDERSTOOD IT.

I ATTEMPTED RAPAGE AND I WIN CUZ YOU RESISTED.
TEHEHEHEH WHO'S THE WINNER NAO? MEEEEEEEEEE!

I had the greatest day ever.
We need more bonding days like these.

I just realized that I am the type (with Alex), where I need to do
activities together to bond and connect.

(+ LOVE LEVEL)

(+ FUZZY LOVEY DOVEY CUTESY FEELING)

Our relationship is definitely going up.

I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY.

LIKE, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW.

OH MY BUDDHA, ALEX.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~DT

P.S: I shall post up the pictures I took today, tomorrow since I can't
go on PC to upload the pictures.