Nerding It Up At the Public Library,

I brought myself to the library today so I can get rid of all the
distractions I have at home and get a lot of work done.

I am so proud of myself.

I did all of my homework for the weekend.

I got to finish about 85% of my Transcendentalist project.
All I have to do now is meditate in the park with my plant, the "Friend
Letter", two more current events, and type it all up.

GOOD JOB DT!

Now I am waiting for my father to come and pick me up.

Sigh. The inconveniences of not being able to drive or have a car.

I asked Alex to use his beep powers to make it not rain tomorrow, so I
can go to the park and meditate.

But I have to wait for Kamei on Monday to give us directions on what to
do for the "Friend Letter". Seriously, why the heck don't you just give
us ALL of the directions in the beginning so we can finish it up early
and not have anything to worry about? Seriously. That ticks me off.

I am debating on when I should type it all up.
I guess it all depends if I go to boiling crab or not.

I think I should type what I have so far today.
To get it all over with!

WHATEVER I DO FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.

I know one thing for sure.

I AM VERY VERY PROUD OF MYSELF.

~DT

Public Library Bathroom Stalls,

So I walk into one and the first thing I see on the left side wall is
this.

Nice message there, lady.

~DT

Sweaty Face,

My sweat formed beads that fell on the floor.
SWEATY!

But iz güt 4 me!

~DT

At the End of Food Bank,

I just got out of the Food Bank.

Damn. I had a SERIOUS work out.

KeyClub was there too. There were ASIANS EVERYWHERE.
I was working like crazy. Going from box to box to section to section. I
was everywhere.

I made friends with this one kid's father. It was pretty cool. He felt
like a second father! Giving me tips on how to do things and helping me
out.

I'm glad I am Asian.

ASIANS STICK TOGETHER AND HELP EACH OTHER OUT!

Now Allie's taking me home! I'll make her drop me off at the supermarket
and I'm going to walk home from there. I want to walk out side in this
beautiful weather.

I am feeling a WHOLE LOT better.
I am sure I will be fully healed by Monday morning.

~DT

Food Bank,

Well! I am up and early today!
Volounteering at my county's food bank!

I woke up around 6:20 but I fell back to sleep til 6:40.
The sun was already up and shining!

I'm so happy! Spring is almost here.

I love the bright sun shine on an early cool morning.

~DT

XSi Anticipation,

*golem impersonation*

My precious.

You will shipped to my house and be mine by next Friday.

Your cheaper slut younger sister came to my house today.
But no worries.
I'm returning her to the warehouse on Sunday.

Then I will sit patiently in my room.

Anticipating.
Awaiting.

For your arrival.

HAY GUISESSSESESESE.

STOP LAUGHING AT ME.
STOP MAKING FUN OF ME.
YOU'RE JUDGING ME!!!!!!!!!!

~DT

Rich Dad Poor Dad & SDHC Card,

YAY! The stuff I ordered online last week came today!

I love the feeling I get whenever the things I order online come in!

It feels like Christmas all over again!
Except I spent my own money to buy my self stuff.

~DT

Acing It,

I had the biggest burst of ambition these past few days. Well, it
actually started yesterday after some kid told me the Transcendentalist
project was worth 500 points. Which is about 1/3 or our whole grade this
semester. Yeah I know. DANG.

That was a total mental slap in the face. I was slacking off that
project. But now I am going to get myself all caught up this weekend.
Tomorrow, I will go to the library and work on the Transcendentalist
project and Cold War Project.

I shall get a huge amount done. Perhaps maybe all of it done. Or at
least 95%. It shouldn't be easy to get distracted and sidetracked inside
a library.

I'm excited!

Oh! I actually studied for Physics yesterday. I read part of the
chapters and I got a lot down. It was my first time actually studying
for Physics.

I would have to say I absolutely ACED that test. I was one of the small
percentage of people who knew how to do the last problem on the test.
Everyone else skipped it after people complained about not knowing how
to do it and forcing the teacher to make it an extra credit problem.

Reading the book actually REALLY helps with the multiple choice. It was
my first time where I actually knew what answers to bubble in. It was no
longer a game of "eenie minie mo" or "intelligent guessing". HURRAH!

I am excited.

STUDIOUS NERDY DT ATTACK!

~DT

After I Graduate College,

I am going to travel around the world for a year or two.

I had a very fulfilling conversation with Francis today about college,
jobs, and life. I was surprised he wanted to travel around the world and
take pictures.

I'm glad he didn't shoot me down when I told him about what I wanted to
major in. He told me not to let anybody shoot me down or discourage me
on doing what I love. As long as I love it.

I always thought Francis hated me. But after this conversation, I guess
not! It's good. I don't want any family members of mine to hate me, like
how some already do.

I have my life made! My whole family is backing me up on my passion. I
have two homes I can stay at if I ever needed a place to stay. Francis
offered that I could stay over his and Chi Uyen's house if I ever needed
it. I could also stay at my parent's house too.

I would have to say I am a very lucky person.

I am going to take advantage of my situation.
Not many people has it as easy as this. Seriously.

I will work hard, get good grades, get my prestigious degrees, then
travel and have fun for a year or two.

Then the serious business starts. I have to have my fun before I have to
start my official adult life full of responsibilities and obligations.

I'm excited.

Look out world! Here I come!

~DT

Helping People,

Fuck. Sometimes I don't even want to help people because it's really
bringing me down. Borrowing my work and papers etc. Shit.

I got to be more selfish and less passive and selfless.

Gotta survive out there. Like everybody else out there.

It's a dog eat dog world.
If only it wasn't.

But we have vegetarians here and there.

We eat vegetables ourselves at times and are vegetarians towards certain
people also.

W0000t. Viva la Vida.

~DT

No More Slacking,

What's wrong with me?

I am going to get atleast 5 A's this semester.
ONLY 1 B. Nothing lower.
Perhaps maybe not even 1 B. But STRAIGHT A'S.

Wake up.

STOP SLACKING. STOP PROCRASTINATING.

DO WORK EARLY. DO GOOD WORK. FINISH ALL WORK.

STARTING....

NOW.

~DT

Something's With Me,

I don't know what's going on.
But things seems so .......

Meh nowadays.

We'll see what happens.

Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

Spring Come Soon.
This weather makes me dreary.

~DT

Alex Calls,

R lyke, alllllwaaayyyys the most randomest!

KEEEEP ON TEEEELLLLING ME ABOUT YOUR STORIES!

MR. LEAN MEAN FARTING MACHINE!!

TELLL MEEE YOURRR EVERYTHINGGGGGG!!!

~DT

Homework Homework,

I have like the strongest urge to finish all of my homework and
projects! :O

I must finish all of it today! Especially the transcendentalist
project.

~DT

Beautiful Words,

I had a dream. It was complicated and had a whole huge plot to it all.
The beginning was completely unrealistic but the ending half felt so
real.

I had kind of like an epiphany.

I was a nurse at a hospital that were many stories high. Almost like a
skyscraper.

Here is where the unrealistic plot comes in. We ( a certain
organization, I don't quite remember ) had angered this woman by lying
to her. So she had cursed all of the elevators to constantly drop at the
hospitals.

Many people died, I don't know people kept on using the elevator either.
Why couldn't anyone think of using the fire escape route (?) Then me and
a nurse went inside the elevator. I do not know her, she was a stranger
but I felt a connection to her. The elevator was rolling down smoothly
for a few seconds. Then it stopped. It creaked.

The floor opened and we both started to fall. We weren't scared or
anything. Or at least, she wasn't scared. I looked at the other girl not
knowing what to do. Everything went so fast. She looked back and said "I
love you." I was a bit confused but I echoed back with a "I love you
too."

It felt reassuring. Like everything would be alright.
Her presence was very pure, of those like an angel.
It was like she was there falling with me solely to send me that
message. I think she was an angel.

( Yes, I know people, it sounds weird.
No, it is not a lesbian moment. Grow up, guys.
You're ruining the moment. )

I realized that those words were the best last words to say and to
hear.
No one wants their last spoken words to be an ugly one.
No one wants the last sounds they hear to be an nasty one.
No one wants their minds to be thinking bad thoughts.

They all must be beautiful. They are, the last things you would have
done on Earth, inside that body. Make it a beautiful one.

I then landed on my left side facing towards streets. I saw my father
walking across the parking lot. Things became blurry. There was this
paper with my name on it. It faded and disappeared from sight. I
wondered where I was going to go. I then wondered why I am still able to
think of wondering about where I was going to go. I can still see. But I
am not of a body. It was like I was invisible.

I walked back to the hospital to see how things were going. I talked to
a man who was their technical computer electrician man. I asked how he
was, what he did, & if he was scared. The man said it was scary in the
dark, but it was his job. ( Yes I know, weird. How can a man be talking
to someone that is no longer physically alive. I don't know either. It
was a dream. ) As I wander around I had already made up the thought
that,

We do not just rot in the ground and turn into dust after we die.

I asked the man where I was suppose to be because I didn't know where to
go anymore. He told me I was suppose to go to a temple ( ??? I didn't
understood what he said because it was a foreign Vietnamese ) He was
guiding me until,

I saw my mother and I quickly walked over to her. I started talking to
her. "Mě?(I will use this symbol ě to make the word mother in
Vietnamese.)Mě co nghe con duoc khong?" ( mum are you able to hear me?
)

I was extremely startled as she quickly turned her head in my direction
with a puzzled look on her face. ( She was crying until I had
interrupted her. ) I then with a louder voice repeated "Mě, Mě co nghe
con duoc khong??" ( mum, mum can you hear me?? ) Then she answered,
"YES." "I can hear you, you don't need to talk so loud!" ( all of that
was said in Vietnamese ) Then we all bursted into laughter. A very good
happy moment.

These next parts are a blur to me because I quickly woke up afterwards.

But I was finding everyone that I love and hold dear to me, to say "I
Love You" to them. If they were inaccessible at the moment, I would text
it to them. Even though texts cannot truly convey my feelings. There
were many family and friends to look for. And oh yes, I cannot forget my
significant other. <3

Then I woke up. This dream is the most absolute trippiest one I had ever
had in my life. I actually learned something beautiful in it.

A cliché saying, but remember, don't take anything in life for granted,
you never know what could happen. Let all the people in your life that
you love, know that you love them.

It is always good and best to end things on a good note.
Do not hold onto anger, hate, or sadness.
Be happy, glad, & grateful.

~DT

Zoning Out,

I am thankful that I have a tutor for physics. It gives me the freedom
and luxury to just zone out in class and not worry. Since my tutor could
teach me everything and I'd learn it all under 20 minutes instead of the
2 hours it would take in a regular school class.

It's nice to listen to some relaxing music in class.

"Winter Lane (Nujabes Remix)" : DSK

~DT

81st Academy Awards,

I always thought that it'd be boring.

I tuned in for about the last 30 minutes of the award ceremony.

And, BY GOSH! It is actually VERY VERY GOOD.

It makes me so jittery & excited!!

It also looks like there are going to be a lot of good films this year.

Steven Spielberg presented the 2008 film of the year this year &
congratulations to "The Slumdog Millionaire" for winning that award this
year!

It really is very inspirational. The filming of the movie in the
beginning didn't go as well as because they didn't have a lot of money
and were lacking actors but they all pulled through and persevered
onwards! Earning them the film of the year award.

Wow. I am just awe-struck. Bravo to the whole crew & cast!

~DT

Inspiration,

I was extremely inspired after seeing a set of photos from this certain
photographer and then BAM. I stumble onto some other photos by other and
people and the inspiration just kind of trickled away. It was
so.....ugly........

( no offense )

( I have extreme distaste for ...... not so good quality photos. )

( not saying mine is the best or anything. Never said I was the best.
But I am just saying! )

I didn't know that, that is possible. To have so much inspiration
quickly dissolve away so easily.

Eh! I will find more pictures to be absorb inspiration from!

ONWARDS!!

~DT

XSi,

This one feature on the XS totally was not present in my mind when I was
reviewing it. I just remembered right now!

Ai Ya~

I ordered the XS friday night so once it's shipped to me, I'm going to
take it back to get a full refund and save up $200 more for the XSi. I
really really need this one specific feature that Canon didn't not build
into the XS. Talk about inconvenience.

I am not going to just accept the XS and save more money to buy another
camera. I would've done that if I was still my passive self. Sigh. Good
thing I changed!

I'm excited! It shouldn't take me too long to get $200 more dollars. :D

~DT

There's Nothing Like,

A super feel good song.
There's something in this song that makes me happy.

I think it's the super happy tone of it all. It's contagious!

"Shawty Is a 10 (Remix) feat. Fabolous & J.D. : The Dream"

~DT

Integrity,

Is it there?

~DT

A Twist,

A twist?!

This sucks.

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!

I don't want it to be like this.
I wish my mother never told me what the teller told her.

Why are things so hard to do?
I always thought things would be easy.

What the fuck. Lies.

I'm tired of it.

I'm sick of myself.
I've became someone I thought I'd never become.
What should I do?

--

My sister is listening to the most vulgar songs ever.
Making me even more irritated.

~DT

How Horrible,

I have never felt so lonely before.

The distractions are only temporary.

~DT

La La La,

How are you feeling today?

Blah.

I don't even know anymore.

4 more minutes til the 21st of February.
I just thought I'd mention that.
I don't know why I would mention that though.
By the end of this post it will be the 21st of February.
Unless this is a very short rant that'd end in less than 2 minutes.

Whatever.

Give me a sign.
Give me a sign.
Give me a sign.

I am growing very impatient.

Oh and I need to mention this.

Some people are just so fucking disgusting.
Once a whore, always a whore.
Fucking fairy tales and stupid la la land bed time stories brainwash
people into thinking that everyone can change.

Rule #1: They're all the same. Old habits die hard.

There are only a few rare select few who are an exception to this rule.

I have observed some things over the past months & years.

I will maybe post my observations, I am still debating it.
But I have been observing certain individuals and people.
It's quite interesting.

~DT

The Fennec Fox,

I want a kit of my own.

~DT

Restrained,

I stopped myself before I got to press the "send" button.
Who knows would of seen it?
I have to confront it.

--

On another note. I don't know if a certain switch flipped in me or
something. I guess it comes in handy but I really don't need it right
now. I don't want it right now.

Drama Drama Drama.

I am grateful for everyone who has my back. Thank you.

Has anybody noticed all of the damage going on towards a lot of people?
I say, some deserve it. Some don't. But then again, those type of people
are not able to speak up. They would rather take it like a bitch.

I sure as hell am not going to take it like a bitch.
The pushover is gone. The pusher is present now.
Thank you. It's kind of funny really.

For all of them giggles and shit. Yeah know?

~DT

Disappointment,

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

It wasn't paranoia.

~DT

Zehnter Monat,

Glücklich? Jawohl.

Zehn Zehn Zehn Zehn Zehn Zehn Zehn Zehn Zehn Zehn.

Glücklich Zehn Monate. Ja?

Ja.

Wird alles gut.

~DT

Alex In the Morning At School,

Alice sent me this picture today.

~DT

Another Late Night Rant,

Sigh.

I blame my procrastination on doing my current events for
Transcendentalism. I will finish the last three by the end of this
week.

Well, I was about to order my XS today, but my mother became mad at me
because I stayed over at my aunt's office passed the time I told her I
would go home. The plan was for me to get into the office, pick up my
drink and have Nghia drive me home. But I had to sit my bottom on the
computer and 30 minutes became 1 hour which merged into 3 hours. I was 3
hours over my limit. My mumsy called me and was extremely angered.

She came and picked me up and I arrived home and received the stick.
Thank God for the creation of jeans. Well, without jeans I wouldn't have
felt much either. I'm already used to it. I had to apologize
afterwards.

Goodness gracious, I am so old and I still get sticked.
But I don't hate my mother for it. I would've been out of control if it
weren't for her good motherly discipline.

I really do believe in the quote, "Spare the rod and spoil the child,
rotten."

K, so I added "rotten" but it's true. They'd rot before they even got to
die.

Then I went to go do my homework in my room. A few minutes later my
mumsy comes into my room and I guess she felt bad or something but she
went and asked if I wanted this nice bag and pretty charm that she
bought for me. I wanted to hug her. Not for the material objects, but
for her concern for me. I will give her a nice big hug tomorrow morning.
I Love Her! My one and only mumsy~~! &hearts;

Oh. And I'm grounded for 2 weeks. Eeps.

Anyways, I need to dress more warmly! I think I got sick again. My
throat is itching. I shall heal soon though. Everything will be okay!

I shall now sleep now.

I am going to wake up early to do my homework.

Goooooood Earling Morning Everyone!

~DT

A 15 Texts Text Response,

To Alex. I must also archive this too. 8D

12:09 -

When I saw this text I was like, OMG NO WAY.
I GOT A 10 TEXTS TEXT FROM ALEX?! OMG LYKE NO WAY!
IT'S SO CRAZY!! & YESH. I owe you a 20 texts text on your birthday! IT'S
GOING TO BE SUPER EASY! I can just rant on and on without repeating
myself! ^__^

YOU TYPED OUT MY 15 PAGED LETTER? :O WAI? Which reminds me.... where is
my letter? HMMMM? My page handwritten letter from you? WHERE~~~? *so
sad*

I get it tomorrow k? It will be in your hand tomorrow morning getting
ready to be handed to me right? Right. <3

OH! I think I know why you don't want me looking at your hand written
stuffs! Was it because of that one time when we were signing in for that
Black April vietnamese thing that you took me with you thingy and I said
that you're hand writing looked a bit sloppy? LOL awww... if it is
because of that... DON'T WORRY~ I like your hand writing.

I like how you write certain numbers and letters. *_* iz unique. DON'T
BE AFRAID TO SHOW ME YOUR HANDWRITING. I LOVE IT! ;__; It makes me sad
that you don't want me to see your handwriting~ Show me! KK!

I find it super coolio how I am comfortable enough to cry in front of
you. :O I have never been comfortable with crying in front of anybody.
*shock* It's so... EMBARRASSING! But yous a different. You special
special boy! Oh wait... iono if it's too good of a thing to see me cry
all the time. If I was in your position, I would feel all frantic and
panicky and stuff! :O

Ohhhh! Loookie here! I am already at 10 texts and I still have a lots to
say!

Oh! & what I meant by "without pearls" = I don't want any boba pearls in
my drink. Since Nghia is gonna buy me and Ngoc boba and give it to us
after school since his school is right next to the best boba place
ever.

OH MY GOD. I WENT OVER 10. BY 2 TEXTS. YOU NOW HAVE 12 TEXTS!

10 months tomorrow baby. I getting alll tearrrry eyed now. *sniffles*
OMG. Must. Not. Cry. In. Class. *holds in*

I got teary in physics because I was thinking about the lecture. D:
HORRIBLE!

AHHHHHHH. I CRYING TOO MUCH. @_@;

I know you arn't like other guys. Right? Righttt? Right. <3

I am on 14 texts now. I want technology to be advance enough to make us
clones. Then, we can do whatever we likeee. Whatteverr weee wannnt. *_*

It is at 15 texts almost 16 now, like my letter to you!<3

~DT

A 10 TEXTS LONG TEXT,

FROM ALEX! HOW EXCITINGLY SEXY! <3

I must archive it here for safe-keeping.

11:42 -

HAI DT, I'M GONNA TYPE YOU A 20 TEXT, TEXT!
I'm bored in US History, and I've got nothing better to do; and I doubt
I'll finish this text in this class, maybe I'll finish it in 6th
period!

18 more text's left to go, this is harder than I thought it'd be.
There's not much to squeeze into 20 texts. SO I SHALL RAMBLE ABOUT MAH
MEMORIES!

Remember that one time, when you like, wrote me a 15 page letter on
teeny stationary? I typed it all out, with your "Enter" spaces; it's not
even a page long. :O

So, I'm talking about 1000 DT's with you right now. You don't want me to
have 1000 DT's! I'd say 1000's too much anyways, maybe; 10 max.
And 30 AVN's. Srsly; 3 AVN's for 1 DT. Talk about catering hand and
foot, amirite?

I'm almost done with the gummi eggs! They're oh so good. *____*
I'mma watching WWII HITLER! My past life is freaken awesome.
I like, bombed Leningrad for 2 months straight and totally wrecked it.
:O

BLAH.

Why the hell is 20 text's so hard?! This is not fun. OMG, you're gonna
write me a 20 page long text for my birthday, GOOD LUCK!
AND NO REPEATING YOURSELF! AND NO SPAMMING ALL 20 TEXTS WITH RUBBISH!
YOU MUST TALK :O

KSANKSJU = LIKE A JAPANESE WAY OF SAYING THANKS. :D

LOLOL PEARL NECKLACE! I give you one. SOON!
Tomorrow's our anniversary! Yes meloveyoulongtime.

Ok, I'm at 9 texts. This is gonna take forever, I ran out of things to
say. :x

10 TEXTS! A-OK! <3

~DT

PVC Pipe,

In Physics we are learning about positive & negative charges. Check out
this PVC Pipe that Mr. Kittrell drew.

~DT

Less Than a Year,

More.

I am excited! Almost there.

I want to make sweet music.
Write, write, write, more words.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

They be hearding my srs voice.
Being the shocks.
Mine face looking not like it.

The World is somewhat competitive.
I can't wait to beat you all.
A routine it will be, repetitive.
Most people think of it, real small.

The Society has fast winding pace.
Follow it, get lost, with a compass,
Wandering through the spiral maze.
If you're lost, stay calm, don't bust it.

The Path, don't erase your muddy tracks.
Let people come and follow you.
Go earn yourself some shiny plaques.
No worries of the future, new.

Ksanksju.

~DT

Less Than a Year,

More.

I am excited! Almost there.

I want to make sweet music.
Write, write, write, more words.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

They be hearding my srs voice.
Being the shocks.
Mine face looking not like it.

The World is somewhat competitive.
I can't wait to beat you all.
A routine it will be, repetitive.
Most people think of it, real small.

The Society has fast winding pace.
Follow it, get lost, with a compass,
Wandering through the spiral maze.
If you're lost, stay calm, don't bust it.

The Path, don't erase your muddy tracks.
Let people come and follow you.
Go earn yourself some shiny plaques.
No worries of the future, new.

Ksanksju.

~DT

Alex Sent Me This Text,

12:26 -

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~DT

Moon Pie,

I has a Moon Pie.

Cory(sp?), my friend who was from Mississippi just came back from
Mississippi from our 3 day weekend! She got me a Moon Pie!

IT'S SO COOL!

I LOVE SOUVENIRS FROM OTHER STATES & COUNTRIES!

I am going to microwave it for an out of this world experience!!

It looks so delicious. I am fighting the temptation to eat it right now
in English class.

I WANT IT NOW!!!!!

~DT

Dressing Up, Objects, & Writing,

I feel like dressing up again. I've been looking very "blah" these past
few months. But seriously, the con about winter seasons are that, I
don't have much winter clothes.
Thus, I cannot dress up.

Sigh... I have let myself a bit loose.

A close friend gave me important advice as to never let myself go. No
matter how comfortable I get.

Tsk tsk tsk!

I can't wait till the spring season's warm weather arrive.

--

Aish. I didn't get to finish my current events for Transcendentalism.

I will finish all 10 of them by this Thursday.

GO DT!

--
Since I did not get to leave the house for very long today, I didn't get
to go and buy my precious.

I shall buy you tomorrow, after school.
I can't wait for your secure presence around my neck.
Dragging you along with me everywhere I go.
You would never reject to go on trips with me.
Even if you would reject me,
You have no right or say in it.
I bought you. I am your owner.
But don't worry, I will keep you safe,
Away from grubby hands,
And other dangerous hazards.
A person can never be too careful,
Or protective with your kind.

My precious XS. First DSLR of mine.

--

I have obtained great joy in writing nowadays.
Which will pave, lead, and open me to immense amounts of new pathways.
An exciting adventure this will be!

Let's see where this will lead me too.

--

I worked on invoices for mumsy today. I only got to accomplish an hour
though. There was none left to work on.

I am going to save up for the "EF-S 55-250mm Lens".

Or should I save up more money & invest in the "EF 70-300mm Lens"?

Hmm. I shall do my research tomorrow to review the specs. and decide. I
still have a lot of time.

Grr.. My pants keeps on sliding off at the slightest movements.
DHSJYUWSEIWWIWW STUPID PAJAMA PANTS.

I am going to change into different ones. You have frustrated me today
for the last time!!! I will not let you hassle me for the rest of this
night!

I shall now initiate my late not-so-late night slumber.

Good night everyone!

~DT

Third Eye Ball,

The third eye sees the whole picture.

It notices & speculates every detail.

Try to understand it from that direction.

~DT

New Music,

Zoh My Gosh.

I am sooooo thrilled to finally finding some new music!
I have been dreading the current songs on my iPod.

I need to buy another MP3 this one is tearing itself apart.
Self destruction to the xtremes yo.
A month or two at a friend's house & BAM. Wow.

I need new earbuds too. Hint hint.
(Anyone have any spare earbuds they'd like to give me?)
I'd be very thankful if you do decide to give them to me as a super
early Christmas present!)

~DT

Valentine's Day Pictures,

The Pictures I promised to post for Alex~
Now that I review the pictures.
You look kind of sweaty! 8D!
But it's okie.
I like your sweat.
YOU SMELL DELICIOUS~!! ♥

(You loooooking downnnnn!! WHY?)

(LOLEW. I LOOK LIKE I'M HIDING. I LOOK ALL CHUBBY TOO. D:)

(Awwww~~ You alll smilingggg. SO CUTE!)

(OMG I LOOK ALL SWEATY! But it's okie cuz you giving me a kissie!!)

(LOL chu look lyke dis, :o! OMGZ CAMERA!)

(LOL @ YOUR DERP DERP DERP FACE! :D)

(LOL@mytryingnottoshowmyteethsmile&youruhhhhOMGPOUTINGface)

(ILOVEYOURSMILE!!!)

(<3URSMILE!!Ilookretardedandomgscaredofthecamera.)

(HAHAHAHA YOU LOOK LIKE A CREEPER!
&I LOOK LIKE I WANT TO BE MOLESTED
BY THE CREEPER YOU ARE!<3)

(Sneaking pictures @ you in the car! OMGflash=dangerousincaratnight.)

(Youaret3hfixingyourhairz.)

(Our unfinished puzzle. D: I took this picture yesterday before I cleaned it up!)

(Unfinishedddddd puzzzzleee pieces everywhereeeee!)

(This is what we had so far!)

(& a bit more over here!!)

(The box.)

(& THE RIPPED SIDE THAT YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSE TO RIP! D:<)

~DT

My Secret to Learning a New Language,

Or at least my secret to learning how to verbally speak & pronounce
words is to listen to their music.

I'm obsessing over Deutsch right now.

Currently obsessed with the Tech Remix of "Durch Den Monsun". I have
grown a strange attachment to the song for some reason. Some kind of
nostalgic attachment to it. I first heard it over last summer but
hmmm... I can't remember anything relating to this song. Or what I was
doing while I was listening to it.

I usually incorporate every song I listen to with a certain memory with
it. Every single song has a memory of it's own.

You can point to me any song that is on my iTunes or iPod or Iclix and I
will tell you at least one memory I have of it.

--

I MUST HAVE PERFECT DEUTSCH PRONUNCIATION!

I am debating on whether to take Français or Deutsch over the summer.

They are both pretty languages. Well supposedly, Français is more of a
romantic language while Deutsch is a scientific one.

So many languages. So little time. I WILL CONQUER YOU ALL!

~DT

Lessons in a Dream,

So I just had the most terrible dream where I am crying like crazy. I
was crying in real life also. Eeps.

But one good thing about the dream was the lessons I learned in it. I am
not going to take people for granted, especially my mumsy.

Another lesson was to take that risk and chance because you never know
unless you try. Always grasp the opportunity. Who cares if it doesn't
work out as anticipated? There will always be more chances.

That dream was extremely intense. It felt so real.
Thank God it wasn't real.

~DT

Life & College,

I had a little talk about college and school with a friend today. She
seems a bit clueless about the future. But that's okay she still had a
year more.

I can't wait till I get to college.
I can't wait till I learn new things.
I can't wait till I get my job.
I can't wait till I get to drive.
I can't wait till I buy new gadgets with my well earned money.
I can't wait till I get that sexy body.
I can't wait till I get my apartment.
I can't wait till I get my house.

Well, actually now that I think about it.
I can't wait should be converted to, I am anticipating.

Well, I shall be sleeping now.

I shall upload pictures of Valentine's Day in the morning.
I shall order prints my pictures also. I'm excited.
So so so so excited.

Billions of pictures here I come. *excitement*

Note to self: Buy XS w/ zoom lens today. Hurry.

I keep on putting it off & spending my money that I solely saved up for
it. *fumes*

It's okay. I will be buying my precious today.

~DT

TEXT TEXT TEXT,

OMG OMG OMG.

WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!

~DT

Valentine's Day With Alex,

For our Valentine's Day, we spent it over at my house!
After my SAT tutor session I came home and waited till around 1 to pick
up Alex.

I picked up Alex and we went home and we started doing a puzzle! A
penguin puzzle! Alex was figuring out how to open the box since there
was no opening thing. So he took the key and sliced open one of the
sides. And then he thought he was oh so smart and ripped open one side.
LOL! *huggles* You're so adorable! ^__^ I tolllddd you that you wernt
suppose to tear the side up and that it's not that type of lid! But you
just hadddd to rip rip rip it up! D: Ish okie though. I keep the box
foreverz. Just like the Twix & Almond Joy wrappers that you threw into
the trash. LOLJK.ididnttakeitoutofthetrash. I swearz!

Then it was Pho time! You said the Pho was too bland so then my mother
offered to put nuoc mam in it! ZOMG! The only seafood thing you'd ever
eat! O: YAY! I refused to have nuoc mam in it. It's GROSE!

Afterwards we continued to do our sexy puzzle thang. While watching
hilarious episodes of South Park. :D ALEX KEPT ON STEALING MY PIECES
THAT I GOT TOGETHER! D: CHEATERRRRRRR!!! After awhile Alex got tired of
doing the puzzzle. T__T;

He gave me SUPER FEEL GOOD MASSAGE because my back hurted from period cramps. THANKYOUBEBE!!<3

Oh yeah! In the middle of it Ngoc & Thu came over! Thu (cousin) got to
meet Alex for the first time! W00t! Oh yeah! && Shii called me to ask if
I knew about WHS I didn't know much about the school, except for, it's
not a bad school unless you hang around the wrong crowd. So other than
that I didn't know much! So I told Shii that Alex knew more and gave the
phone to him!

Don't go to WHS Shii! You should go to HBHS if you ever decide not to go
to LQ! :D We have CRAD~~~ Commercial Recording Arts Department~ *wink
wink*

Anyways.

We haz a couch time. Then we haz a snugglez.
Then I had to take Alex home early because my parents were going to a
music show. T_T;

Before we left the house, I made Alex camerawhore with me! I needed a
new myspace picture thannnng. :D

Then Alex go home and give me kiss kiss before he went out of the car.

He dropped his Twix and I got it for him. But I TRICKED HIM! :D I was
like *about to give twix* then I pull my hands away! BWAHAHAH! I did
that about 2 times! Then I finally gave it to him for realz. ^___^ <3

~DT

He's Just Not That Into You,

Wonderful Wonderful Movie.

IT WAS SO GOOD~

~DT

Cannibalism,

Eating your babies?!

BABIESSSS!! BABIESSSSSSSSS!! BABIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

Which means I is a cannibalism?! NEVER CANNIBALISM!!

You're a cannibalism! CannibalismCannibalismCannibalism.

I didn't get anything today.
Except a nasty almond from an almond joy. D:<

IT'S TAMMIE!!(*alex'stimmyvoice*)BITCH.

GIMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEE GIMMMMMMMEEEEE MORE. GIMME MORE. GIMME GIMME
MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Raspy voice. O:

~DT

Business,

So, after this tutor session.
I just realized how stupid people are.

Or maybe they are too young and inexperience.

Or maybe I just surround myself with the right people that think how I
think and these are just people don't know a thang about anythang.

I was frustrated. But the class was pretty fun.
Social status, Business, & etc.

We're reading a book that I read back in 7th grade. Or 8th grade. A
grade in middle school! But yes. It was a awesome book. I never got to
finish it though. I probably will this time around.

~DT

Happy Early Valentine's Day,

To: AVN
Fr: DTNP

I found this while browsing for Kirby pictures.

(Anyone who is a fan of Nintendo or Super Smash Bros. fan should get this.)
GET IT?! GET IT?!

~DT

So I Just Realized,

-How small the freaking world is.
-Build up more confidence.
-That I need to expand in society.
-I need to speak up for myself.
-I shouldn't be afraid of people.
-Don't fear.
-Rejection is nothing to be afraid.
-Just ask and say what's on my mine.
-So many white washed Asians these days.
-I need to take a shower now.
-Start working out that shit.
-Need to ace physics this semester.
-Alex slept very early today.
-OhwaitLOLjkheonnowwwww!:D

~DT

In Allie's Car,

We're having a very hard time trying to figure out what to eat. So I
consulted Olivia for food advice! :D

Afterwards we go to the library for community service.

~DT

A Female with One Leg,

What the heck is this?!
A restroom for AMPUTATED ONE LEGGED WOMAN only?!
(Don't want to offend any of you one legged women, but srsly.)

Well, I think Ima break the rules just this one time.

NATURE IS CALLING ME!

~DT

A Poem,

For my sweetest and only,
Alex Sugar, so lonely.
Today I stayed home,
Leaving you all alone.

But don't you even worry,
I'll come back in a hurry.
Right back to your side,
Just like ocean tides.

~DT

A Poem,

For my sweetest and only,
Alex Sugar, so lonely.
Today I stayed home,
Leaving you all alone.

But don't you even worry,
I'll come back in a hurry.
Right back to your side,
Just like ocean tides.

~DT

Sick On a School Morning,

I woke up somewhere around 4 with the most excruciating stomach cramps.
I was punching walls, clawing at my skin, pulling my hair, & groaning
extremely loudly. Needs an exorcist much? @_@

At first I thought this was a test some higher being was putting me to.
Yes yes, it might sound weird but for some reason, every time something
bad happens, I think that I am being tested. Paranoid much?

Well, I think it was a test on independence. I hate asking for help from
anybody and only ask as a very last resort. EEPS!
But yeah, then I had my mumsy help me. (After like 10-15 minutes of
pain & torture) >___>

She was about to "cut out the snake"(literally translation) on one of my
arms. But I guess not. I would've never had even CONSIDERED such acts if
I was sane and not as sick and desperate. She then cao gio'd me whole
back it felt good in some areas and hurt like a mother beep in some
areas.

I feel all better now after 4 hours of more sleep.

I really absolutely hate missing school though.

~DT

Job,

I am in need of money and I am going to get myself an official job after
I finish taking the SAT. I have to concentrate on my SAT studies!

I can't wait till I get some cash flowing. I want to open up a bank
account, and deposit a dollar into it every single day.

--
I just had a long conversation about finances and business.
Goooood stuff. I'm going to read some of my daddy's books.
THIS IS EXCITING!

~DT

Rap Battling,

All this rhyming is making me think!
I'm getting better at making you sink.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

~DT

Complaining & Whining,

& putting me down all day and night.

I'm never good enough to your freaking standards.

You're intuition is almost always wrong when it comes to people.

Keep on complaining, it's the fuel for my motivation to succeed.

Then I gain the rights to rub it in afterwards.

I've lived under the same roof as you for 17 years.
And you still don't even know me.

Everyone under this roof underestimates me.
Except for my father.

He never says anything and we barely even talk, but I know that he has
perfect confidence in me. Thank you.

Mother, thank you, for having all your doubts in me.
Criticizing and Complaining about me all day.
It gets on my nerves. It pisses me off.
But I guess it is for the best.
That's my brain works.It doesn't put me down.
It keeps me going and my confidence high.

Are you ready to watch me counter all of your doubts and discouraging
thoughts about me?

Wow, this rant has taken an unexpecting turn.
From pissed off to thankful.

Funny.

~DT

Math Portion,

I have indeed, after 2 hours of tutor, improved greatly in my math
practice for the SAT. I'm so proud of myself!

By this rate, I will have the math section right down pat. Perhaps I
will even get a 100% on the math section of the SAT. Atleast 95%.

I'm going to practicing the reading and writing diligently at home.
Gotta get 100% on those too. Atleast 95%.

YAY FOR STUDYING THE SAT. I'll prove my mother wrong.

I'LL SHOW YOU LAZY.

Always complaining about my grades. I have improved SIGNIFICANTLY on my
grades this year. Only 2 B's and the rest A's; 1st semester. But all you
do is complain complain complain.

PSH. You don't know anything.

I'm going to graduate Junior College at the top of my class and then
move onto a prestigious University and also graduate at the top of my
classes and prove you and everyone that had doubt in me, wrong.

Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.

You don't even know how wrong all of you guys are.

If I set my mind to something and I actually believe in what I do, I
will succeed.

The only reason I didn't do well in school was because I didn't try
because I didn't really care. Even with that I AM DOING QUITE WELL.
Think of what I could accomplish if I actually CARED.

I'm going to counter your stupid and blasphemous philosophies/theories
about:

"If you can't do things well in the beginning, you can't do things well
at all. You can't start over and get rid of your habits."

Oh ho ho. How wrong that is.
I'll prove to you how wrong you are.

~DT

Passive Nature,

I think I have changed a lot in nature and personality wise.
I care more for myself than others. (To a certain level.)

I think it's a great improvement. I certainly do not want to be so
passive as to have people stomp upon me.

Gotta fight for right. Yeah? It is rightfully mine, anyway.

--
In other news. I am currently at my tutor's house and I am studying real
hard. I haven't studied so hard before.

Gotta get my money's worth yo.

I will get over 2000 on the SAT.
For sure.

~DT

Photoshop ,

and the amazing things it can do.

I WANT TO BE THIS SKILLFUL AT PHOTOSHOP ONE DAY.

This, I would have to say is PHOTO-MANIPULATION to the max.

Remember kiddies, DO NOT TRUST THE PICTURES YOU SEE ON THE INTERNET.
You never know if it's real or not.

I've met a SHIZZZZ load of people who look way better in pictures.
Vice versa, too.
People who look ugly in pictures but pretty in real life.
IT'S FREAKING CRAZY.

IT'S ALL A LIE! A funny lie.



~DT

Gee Madness Views,

I NEVER THOUGHT I'D GET THIS MUCH VIEWS IN 2 WEEKS!

:O I'm so proud of myself.

~DT

Feeeeel,

I FEEEL SO FREEEEE!

FREEEEEEE! FREEEEEEE! FREEEEEEEEEEE!

Like a little kid. Like myselfffffffff!

~DT

These are engines,

"And this is the piston of the engines.
And this makes the crank shaft turn.
And the exhaust valve is closed.
And the intake valve opens.
Again, the turning crank shaft of the pistons.
Explodes again.

You have one power stroke.

Now, focus on this for just a second."

Girl : I can't even look at it anymore.

OMG. I LOVE PHYSICS.

+ MY DIRTY MIND.

HAHAAHAHAHAHA!

~DT

Physics Class Picture,

I was bored. So I felt like taking a picture of myself in physics class.
It's raining outside, but it I feel so hot! So I tied my hair up in a
ponytail!

Papa Penguin would definitely love that. Then he wouldn't have to wait
for me to grow older! *_*

I couldn't stop laughing after you said that. :D
CREEEEEEPER!

Look at my Marilyn Monroe pimple!

~DT

I Notice,

That my posts these past few days have been super short posts.
Consisting of 1-3 sentences. Right?

That's so strange. I need more filling posts.

~T

Boredom Leads To,

Me being a lot more sociable.
I'm like talk talk talk talk talking.

IT'S SO BORING! BORING! BORING!

Sigh~

~DT

Snip Snip,

Since 2 years ago.

~DT

Tecktonik,

Is the shit.

~DT

Brushing Teeth in School Bathrooms,

As I was brushing my teeth in the bathroom, I was just standing there,
brushing away! Wondering if anyone would come in while I was brushing my
teeth. A few moments later, a girl came in and she just stared a bit and
slowly looked away. I giggled and said "I'm brushing my teeth!! Because
I have braces! :D!" She laughed, and before she left the bathroom she
said, "Good Hygiene!".

It's not a normal sight seeing a person brushing their teeth during
school. But, it's okay! :D

I gots to do, what I gots to do!

I feel so squeeeeeaaky clean!

~DT

Judging People,

I really should stop judging too harshly.
Indeeeeeeeeeeed.

~DT

Eating Rant,

If anyone was reading my blog these past 2 weeks, they would know that I
am not happy about not having the ability to eat food normally.

I am certainly NOT TRYING to eat as less as I can. I AM FREAKING TRYING
MY HARDEST TO FIND THINGS THAT I CAN EAT WITHOUT IT HURTING.

It's not like I DON'T WANT to eat.

This is absolutely frustrating. Infuriating. It's pissing me off.

Stop assuming that I'm trying to eat as little as I can and that I'm
trying to be an anorexic.

That just proves that you don't pay attention to me.

I freaking love food. Why the HELL would I PURPOSEFULLY TRY TO STOP
MYSELF FROM EATING?!?!

It HURTS to eat normally still. The pain is simply not ignorable. I
can't tolerate it. Believe me, if I was able to tolerate it I would be
eating everything.

But I can't. Go figure.

Ugh. I cannot tolerate such annoying assumptions.

~DT

Window,

I woke up to find that my window was slightly open.

No wonder it was extremely cold last night.

WHO OPENED THE FREAKING WINDOW?!?!

~DT

Google,

So I googled my typical username and stumbled upon some anime thread.

You probably saw it. I'm sure you did. But let me tell you, that was
some freaking obsessed poser bitch person supposedly from San Diego's
server or some shit, that signed up at that forum and registered as my
trademark username "mindofx----" (I put the "-" there so certain people
wont be able to accidentally stumble upon my blog) Hmm.. I'm sure you've
seen me rant about this before. But yes, if I didn't tell you then, well
now you know.

No way in hell would I flaunt my pictures on a freaking anime forum.
That's freaking nasty. (Picture flaunting is the reason why I have a
myspace. :D)

But I befriended a couple admins and moderators at the forum and got
them to rename that account into "fakerblahblahblah"(I forgot) and
delete all of those false posts. =___=

But yeah, just putting it out there.
Just in case you were offended by some of the posts.

--

Oh dear, okay so I think I should probably check up on my username once
a month or something because I found another person with my username. On
a freaking gambling blog. O___O Speaking in Card Gaming jargon. Weird.

This is actually interesting.

A lot of youtube and deviantart showed up in the search crap. Rubbish.

Yep. Weird.

~DT

Aish,

I've offered all I possibly could offer at the moment.
But I guess, it's never enough.

I don't even know what to do.
Fail.

~DT

Flossing,

I am frustrated that I cannot floss without experiencing excrutiating
pain.

I NEED TO FLOSS. GOSH DARN BRACES ARE IN THE WAY.

~DT

Taste,

A bitter introduction,
Becoming sweet after it enters.

~DT

Boa,

On KIIS FM right now.
Really weird. She speaks great English.

New single with Flo-Rida?

The song sounds retarded re-mastered and remixed. It sucks. Sucks Sucks
Sucks.

I like the original. Please.

~DT

Your Conscious says,

"You can only have one.
Do not blindly choose."

~DT

It's Like Running into the Rain,

It's like running into the rain.
You know you're going to get cold.
But you like the feeling of it.
The water tap, tapping you, on your skin.
Trick, Trickling, about your skin.
Drip, dripping, down your skin.

The adrenaline rush keeps the coldness hidden for a bit.
Rush towards a warm fiery but comfortable source.
Dry yourself off.

You go back outside.
You love it.

All for your love and enjoyment.
It feels nice, doesn't it?
As long as you're happy.

But what time is it? Is it time?
Will there be a designated time?
Time is ticking? Ticking for how long?
No? Don't question it? Time is Forever?

No need for the battery replacements.
It runs on it's own, without external power sources.
Forever.

You're still dripping wet.
For the second time, dry off.
And do it again.

The sun's rays will peek through and dry you off.
Soon, you'll be warm and happy.
As if you're not already warm & happy, in the rain.

Smile on. Always.
Feel the effects as the optimism vibrates in you.

Choose Happy.
Be Happy.
Feel Happy.
Am Happy.

~DT