Phone Conversations with Alex,

1:39:39

I think that's the longest ever on the phone with you baby!

^___^

I love hearing all of your stories and getting to know more about you!

I'm so happy you like and want to talk to me on the phone~ *____* <3

When you told me you wanted to talk on the phone, I was like,

*O* *SHOCK*

<runs to phone charger to charge the phone so I can talk to you>

I LOVE YOU! <3

~DT

The Day Before Thanksgiving with Alex,

I raced the clock to Alex's house and I arrived at 1:01 (or was it 1:02..?)
I got to choose the movie as usual! Bulletproof Monk was the choice!
It's about some scroll and funny Tibetan kung fu fighting monk.
We ate candy right when I came over!
I'm usually paying more attention to Alex than the movie.
It hit Alex first. Most wonderful feeling ever he says.
Hit me second.

Feels good man.



I loved how Alex held onto me tightly.
I felt like he was my baby and I held onto him back tightly.
We cuddled and cuddled for the rest of the day.
We both opened up to each other.
I started by telling him how much of a total creeper I was.
Stalking his email and ex girlfriends. I swear! I can't help myself!
I'm so happy and glad that I got out everything.
I have no more secrets to hide from you anymore Alex.
We both cried, opened up, and cried.
I got to know a lot more about you.
And you told me things that I myself haven't even fully realized until you mentioned it to me.
I'm so grateful to have met you, for getting to know you, for getting to the point of Loving you.
And right when you agreed that you'd wait 4 years for me.
That just made my heart jump.
I hope after yesterday you have gotten a bit of a grasp on how much I Love You.
I'm sorry for making you feel neglected some times and having said some of those hurtful things towards you.

You know, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH~!!! <3

I'm glad we got a lot of things figured a sorted out.
I'm so glad I got to tell you about how much a creepy jealous person I am.

I really do believe we suit each other.
We balance each other out.
Being the almost complete opposite of each other while completely complementing each other in the bigger picture.
You really are the Ying to my Yang.

I believe in US.

I know this might sound all corny and what not.
But everything I say I mean it.

After awhile of having the Bulletproof Monk menu looping over and over due to our really long conversation, we decided to put in another movie. I got Alex to let me pick Aladin. Even though Alex complaines that he's a sand neeeeegar. But that's okay! Riiight?

We cuddled and had our deep conversations up until Alex's Mama came home to take us over to their Grandmama's house for an early Thanksgiving dinner.

Alex's Mama gave me some tips on U-Turning and what not while Alex was in the bathroom. 8D IT WAS A SUPER AWESOME BUT SHORT BONDING TIME. KEKEKEKE...

Then we went over to his Grandmama's house.

On the drive there I asked Alex's Mama if it was okay for me to come over.
And Alex shouted out, "OF COURSE YOU CAN. YOU'RE FAMILY!!"
That made me, ;;__________;; <3 <3 <3.

Alex and his little cousins are so wild and hyper! IT was so ADORABLE watching Alex play along with their games! They were all attacking him and gaining up on him. Alex would make a super great father. All the babies would like him instead of me.. ;__; NOOOO. I'M A GOOD MAMA TOOOOO. RIGHTTTTT?? I found it absolutely adorable of him to get along with children so well, especially when he stopped Yen Yen (sp?) from crying.

We played cards with Eve and Stacy and Alex would always be the winnar. NO FAIRS. But it's okay. Cuz he would help me out once he was done! TEHEHEHE! I HAS BIG ADVANTAGES KTHX!

Then we took camerawhored and got his little cousins to take pictures of us! :D
I shall post those pictures up soon! WE IS A BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!! <3

Now I want him to slap me playfuly more often.

Oh yeah! While we were eating dinner Yen Yen would do the cutest thing. She'd pick up one niblet of corn and she'd put it onto my plate slyly whenever I was looking in the other direction. And whenever I ate it, she'd start giggling like maaad!

Afer wards we went into Eve's room to sit and talk some more.
I love how we get to spend time and just cuddle and talk to each other.
Yesterday was the longest time we had ever spent conversing.
IT WAS MY DREAM COME TRUE! *_______*
It was definitely conversations full of life changing realizations.

Alex demonstrated me how CPR worked. It was the strangest feeling ever.
My cheeks felt like balloons being blown up! LOL!
Alex likes to slap my face playfully. He finally told me last night why he liked to do it! Alex's Mama would do the same thing! Playfully slapping his face until he'd get mad. And when he got mad she'd go,

"THUONG THUONG THUONG!! *MWAH MWAH MWAH*"

Alex demonstrated this act and it made me feel so.. *___*.
SO EFFING ADORABLE UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!

Then we camera-whored some more and I tied up cute piggy tails on Alex's hairs.
SO VERY CUTE AND ADORABLE!
Then we just chilled and I laid there next to Alex as everyone watched Glee.

Then it was time for me to go home~
Alex drove me home and walked me all the way up to the door.
How very gentlemanly! Then we huggled and kissie.

It was the most amazing and grateful night I had ever had with you Alex.
And we're going to continue having these days together.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALEX!

~DT

Pre-Thanksgiving Day,

I had the most amazing, magnificent, wonderful, (insert all of the great
adjectives here) day with Alex today.
I shall blog more about this tomorrow morning!

Here's just a small short blog for you to read a bit baby.

I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!! <3

~DT

Ate a Dog Treat,

I just bit a piece off of a dog treat that looked like graham cracker
bears.

I'm disappointed. It didn't have any flavor at all.

~DT

Russian Tortoise,

ADORABLE TURTLES!
Savagely eating their lettuce.

~DT

Badger badger badger,

This was truly the craziest and most life changing night.

My eyes open and damn. I don't even know how to explain it.

~DT

Fresh & Easy Wall,

I thought it looked pretty cool.

~DT

A Picture From Up the Stairs,

It was dark. Bad lighting for picture!

~DT

19th Month,

Today was our 19th month anniversary.
Alex proposed that we go out and have pho for dinner!
And what a great idea it was!

Alex picked me up from my house and once we arrived, his daddy said,
"You want me to teach you something else Alex?"
"Uh sure"
"Go and open the door for her"

And I was like, *______*. How GENTLEMANLY!

While we waited, Alex told me stories about undersea/scuba welding,
jew/woman convo with Abby story, and his improv about his wanderer
persona.

The jew one was my favorite. HAHAHAHA!
JEWORGE WANT BUSHELLS OF GOLD.
THAT'S AN INSTANT CLASSIC.

What I also noticed was that Alex would pull on each of my fingers while
he was doing his improve. And when he told me stories he would rub my
fingers and play around with them. You're so adorable baby!

I didn't get to finish all of my pho because I wasn't able to. So
bloated and what not. Alex wouldn't even eat my meat! He always loves
eating my extra meat!

We were soon done and Alex wanted to go and wait outside.
We went up half way of the flight of stairs and we huggles and kissies.
It was very cold. We needed warmth!

We went all the way up. and then we saw this chair on the balcony part
like thing. It was very strange.

A chair out of nowhere. LOL. It was a pretty looking chair also!

Then coffee beans and lolipops and diy finish.

It was really cold but we got all warmed up!

We went downstairs and then Alex started telling me about his super
secret experiments.

I LOVE HOW YOU OPENED UP TO ME!
FEEL FREE TO TELL ME ANYTHING BABY!
( ^________^ )

Then Alex gave me a piggyback ride!
He had to sidestep like a crab because we can't turn around or else
people will see my panties!! (I'm wearing a dressy/skirt thingy)
Then we made krabby noises, koh kee koh kee while Alex sidesteps.

Then we has to go back inside Thang Long and order food for his daddy.
And we sat in the back seats of the restaurant. Alex asked me to tell
him a story and I tell him how I slept that day at school and totally
blacked out and woke up confused as to where I was. Then Alex's daddy
came and we went into the car to wait and Alex opened the door for
meeeee. (Oh wait.. Atleast I think he did...YESH) Then when Alex's daddy
came him, he said to me,

"This is going to be your seat soon".

Me = *_____* YAAAAAYYYY *HIS DADDY LIKES ME AND I'M SLOWLY ASSIMILATING
MYSELF INTO ALEX'S LIFE*

Yeshhh..... yesh...... excellent...........

So THEN! Alex drops me off at home and his daddy cracks the joke "make
sure you don't drop her off at another girls house".

If that was true...
D:<<<
I WILLS KILLS YOU ALEX!!! IM THE ONLY GIRL!!!!

But yesh, Alex dropped me off at the RIGHT house and opened the door for
me and walked me all the way up to the door and gave me kissie and hug.
VERY GENTLEMANLY. <3 I LOVE IT!! *______*

I had a great night with you, Alex.

I Love You!

~DT

Caffeine,

Guess what guys?

Caffeine is the most accepted drug on the planet.

It rules and has integrated it's way into millions of peoples lives.

Caffeine is bad.

-DT

Alex's Sea Lion,

Alex went to the Aquarium today for his Oceanography!
From what I hear and saw, it sounded like a very fun experience!
I wish I was there to see all those cool critters!
We shall go to the aquarium together sometime, for sure! :D

I came into ceramics during 6th and Alex threw a brown bag at me! At
first I thought it was like food or something!
I opened it and I saw an ADORABLE SEA LION AWAITING MY HUGGLE. At first
I thought it was a seal but Alex corrected me. :D

ITS SO ADORABLE! Another item from Alex that I'm going to have an
obsession of petting. :D

You're so thoughtful and sweet. : )

THANK YOU SO MUCH ALEX!<3

Oh. And I made my mini Pachirisu sit on the sea lion's back.
I need to think of a name for this sea lion....

--

Today Alex gave me a piggyback ride after school.
And then Alex was ready to catch me as I slowly backed up and ran and
jump into him into koala style. :D Good reflexes and strength bebe. I
LOVE DOING THAT. AND I LOVE KNOWING THAT YOU HAD NEVER FAILED TO CATCH
ME.

Then we laid down, hand in hand on the cement in front of the school to
look at the clouds. Just like in the stereotypical romantical movies,
although..... it was an almost perfectly clear day. With just one pansy
cloud up in the sky. We interpreted it into an assortment of things
nonetheless.

I LOVE YOU ALEX! <3

~DT

Alex's Guavas,

ARE SO SWEET!!

YOU'RE SO SWEET!! <3>THANK YOU SO MUCH.<3

And, OMGAH. YOU SAW ME AT MY WORSE.

IN MAH PJS WITH MY HAIRS UPS REVEALING MY PIMPLES.

But I'm glad you don't mind........... RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?

LOL. My mama has to cut them into thin slices cuz my stupid braces
detain me from biting into big slices.

~DT

Neuro Bliss,

"Enhances mood"
"Improves Memory"
"Increases Ability to Handle Stress"
"Regulates Mood and Appetite"
"Improves Circulation"
"Antioxidant"

Sounds too good to be true.
Like a drug.

~DT

Meatball Hairs,

I seriously don't even know.
I was just messing with my hair instead of working on my essay and it
came out like this.
I really like it.

LOL.

~DT

In the Wild,

Music : Race Against Disaster - Jeff Loomis

I was sitting here in the car thinking.

In the wild, there are no rules.
No morals and no ethics.
No right or wrong.

The only thing that would be on our minds would be survival.
Our instincts would drive us to do whatever it takes to survive.

~DT

Alex's Dork,

I CAN'T STOP STROKING IT.
SO SMOOTH AND ADDICTING TO STROKE.

~DT

Happy Mood,

I'm not so sure why.

But I'm in a "OMG IM SO HAPPY. I LOVE LIFE" mood.

I'm very grateful for this wonderful life I'm blessed with.

I'm feeling very affectionate.

I just feel, so very very happy.

I love this feeling so much.

<3 AVN

~DT

Bavaria,

Neuschwanstein.
Meadows.
Alpines.

Exactly what I dreamt of as a child.
I didn't even know a place like this even existed in this realm.

I'm so going.

~DT

The Box,

So I watched "The Box".
I don't want to spoil it or anything.
But it captured almost exactly my bleak views of human nature.
It's so precise.
Our selfish inner desires.

Enlightening movie.
But it was pretty depressing.

I don't even feel like talking to the people I'm with at the moment.
I feel kind of angry and upset after the movie.

I'm able to empathize with the conclusion and I couldn't help but to cry
so hard from it. Don't want to spoil.
But it was the ending decision of the couple.

But I'd have to say, the afterlife view, was breathtakingly haunting. A
pure white void.

I can't even really explain how I feel from this movie.
I'm just awestruck.

It's definitely an eye opener.

So hm, two life appreciating events in one day.

I'm on a roll.

~DT

Alex's Mama Gave Me Guava,

DELICIOUS LARGE GUAVA!

THANK YOU ALEX'S MAMA!! <3

~DT

I Forgot to Blog About Alex's Spontaneous Visit Last Sunday,

The previous Sunday (November 1st) Alex spontaneously arrived at my
doorstep! It was quite a surprise! :O I LOVE SURPRISES!!!!<3

His initial plan was to just stop by for a quick visit to say hi! Or was
it your plan this whole time to stay at my house... till 6... :O

Well! My mama invited him in and asked if he wanted to watch a movie!
Silence of the Lambs. We only got 20 minutes into the movie and Alex
wanted to do something else! I guess the movie didn't really intrigue
him! D: iz one of mah fave muveeezzz.

So we decided to walk to the park near my neighborhood!
I made Alex push me on the swings.

"This is the only time when I'm allowed to actually push you." LOLOL <3

Then we went to the grass area near some teen messcans. I sat on Alex's
lap cuz the grass was so prickly on the skins of my legs! Alex kept on
questioning why there were 3 messcan boiz sitting on a bench together at
the park. LOL.

Alex kept on trying to find empty barren deserted hidden places. :O
Tsk tsk tsk!

I was paranoid of staying at the park too long cuz then my mama would be
all mad at me.

So we went back home, Alex was about to go to his g'mama's house but I
pulled him back to my house!

Then we watched some South Park and Malcolm in the Middle and our
signature couch roll sessions. We havn't sat in that couch together for
MONTHS!!!! Good 'ole memories.

:O It was real fun. Reeeeaaaaal fun. New teckz and trickz.

Then GH gave me 2 potato wedges and I shared the biggest wedge for Alex.
Alex got suspicious as to why I gave him the biggest piece!

I gave you the biggest piece because I remembered that you really liked
potato wedges! And that you'd go to Albertson's to buy them sometimes
during lunch!

Yesh. Then my mama accidentally burnt our eggrolls by adding sugar in
it. But that's okay! You still took some home with you! :D

Then it was time for you to goes homes~

Thanks so much for visiting me!
I really needed that.

I Love You Alex! <3

~DT

Finally Understanding Time Signatures,

This is a crucial part of my musical life.
THANK YOU SO MUCH SILVIA.

Silvia: ARE YOU SURE
DT: YESH
--------------------------------- 21:17
---------------------------------
DT: I GETS IT FINALLY
Silvia: 7/4 <-- HOW MANY QUARTER NOTES DO YOU NEED IN A MEASURE?
DT: OH SHIT.... HRMMMM...
DT: UM UM UM
DT: 7?
DT: D:
Silvia: YES
Silvia: IN THAT CASE.
DT: OH
DT: OMG
DT: HOLY CRAP WOW
Silvia: HOW MANY EIGHTH NOTES.
DT: 14!
DT: RIGHT?
DT: *________*
Silvia: YES!!
Silvia: GOOD JOB.
Silvia: ^___^
DT: OH MY GOD. I FINALLY GET IT ;____; YESSSSS.

~DT

Wheel-Throwing,

Today Alex made me throw on the wheel for his ceramics article picture.
I was very hesitant at first because I felt really lazy and I didn't
want to get down and dirty.

So then Alex got me to do it and oh my goodness gracious.

IT WAS SO FUN!! I NEVER KNEW IT WOULD BE THIS FUN! :O
I thought it was going to be super hard and everything but, wow! It's
not that hard for me at all! Or at least, so far it wasn't. I haven't
tried throwing a fresh batch of clay on top and starting from scratch
yet. I just continued what Stryker had made.

I think I shall be experimenting with this wheel throwing a lot more
often now.

Thanks so much Alex for urging me to do it! <3

~DT

We Have Made Great Progression,

Today we have made great progression Alex!
Admittance is the hardest step!
I'll help you along the way baby!
And don't worry! I don't hate you!
As long as the truth is said.

I'm so Happy.

~DT

Trust Game,

So today around the ending of lunch time.
Alex decided to make me do the fall back trust game.
He had to drag me across the ceramics room to find the perfect dangerous
place for me to fall onto!
I usually never participate in games such as these,
in fear that the person would trick me and wouldn't catch me.

I think that actually happened one time.......

Anyway,

It took a great load of convincing and a cheating pulled back fall to
get me to fall back volounteeringly!

I have to say, it's one of these things where it takes you forever to do
it and you wouldn't have been able to have done it under a load
pressure.

Alex was being pretty patient! *__* I like that the most!

I fell back once and it was like WOAH.
I fell down pretty far before he caught me!

And then Alex convinced me to do it once more!
It was still pretty hard to initiate the fall even though I've already
done it once!
But yes!

I DID IT AND ALEX CAUGHT ME!

I loved it when Alex told me "I had this image in my head where
afterwards you start to cry from all of this accomplishment and
everything." LOL baby! This ain't no Oprah!

But yes, it's definitely something I would've done.

I really do appreciate and love the effort you put into this!

I LOVE YOU!

CHU BABY! <3

~DT