Hello,

I am tying up my bangs for these next few days so my pimples will go away~ Go away pimples! You will all be gone in 2 days. You will probably be gone by tomorrow! And you won't come back because I will be taking very good care of my skin and health! *stroke stroke* Oh wait, I'm not suppose to be stroking my face, THAT WOULD INFECT IT EVEN MORE! *wash wash* You pimples will all be gone very VERY SOON.

I am just a busy busy bee these days! My teachers have been assigning lots of homework!

I am also catching up on reading "The Scarlet Letter". I need to buy the spark note book for this novel! I found out the sole reason on why I read and do not remember what I have read! It's because the article I am supposedly reading is not interesting enough to catch my attention. So I am reading every single word but my mind is off floating on something WAY DIFFERENT. I think yesterday while I was trying to read The Scarlet Letter I was thinking about nail polish and clothes.

I mean like, WHAT EXACTLY DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING ABOUT A SINFUL PURITAN LADY WITH HER IMPISH DEVIL LIKE CHILD THAT WAS THE PRODUCT OF HER MISGUIDED ACTIONS?!?!!

Well in other news,

I have noticed a remarkable improvement in my self confidence this school year! I haven't really noticed till Kevin and Alice pointed it out. Kevin was the first to make a comment about it. I was no longer the quiet lonely girl that sat alone in the library. YAY! Then a few days ago Alice said that I was really outgoing! And she never thought I would ever act how I act in Spanish class. +++Spanish is the most hilarious class ever, I sit in the FUNNIEST CORNER. Our corner is the loudest and the most talkative.

Oh, and today, finally from all the jerking, fighting, and pulling controversies of the bar at the side of my desk, it finally broke off. If SOME people didn't have to keep on pestering and bothering me and kicking my desk all the time it WOULDN'T HAVE FALLEN OFF. I guess it was also my fault because I kept on bending it back and forth and having the strongest urge to bend it alllll the way back. (I used to break these kinds of things while I was a kid, and no one would ever trust me with anything. MY FAMILY STILL DOESN'T TRUST ME WITH ANYTHING. Kind of. I HAVE PROVEN THEM WRONG A COUPLE OF TIMES THESE PAST FEW YEARS! >__>)

Anyway, as I twisted around on my desk and lightly tapped the bar with my elbow, it abruptly fell off. And then everyone started to laugh hysterically. LOLOLOL @__@; The end product looked like those bars carried by those cliche thieves and robbers in the movies. The ones where they carry around to crank open doors, chains, or other protective shield against these types of people.

I drew a quick sketch of the bar that I am trying to describe for you! Feel special everyone!!

Yep, well anyway continuing on about my self esteem and confidence. May I say SKY-ROCKETED?! Hecka yes. *victory dances* I'll be maddddd ultraaaa confident by the end of this year. For sure. AND IT WILL CONTINUE TO GROW FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. OKAYTHANKSYOUVERYMUCH.

I am ultra happy to the max yo. & will be staying ultra happy to the max through thick and thin and every SINGLE LITTLE OR BIG thing!! YES YES YES!!!!!!

THERE IS A POSITIVE IN EVERY SITUATION. IF YOU CAN'T FIND IT. YOU AREN'T TRYING OR LOOKING HARD ENOUGH. Or you are just too stubborn to find or believe there is one because you are too pessssssimmisticcccccccccccccc! Pessssimistsss don't go anywhere in life yo!! And that gives me the right to laugh at you, because........ 'TIS A FREE COUNTRY HECK YES!

*anothervictorydanceformoi*

Watch this successful girl thrive in society and everything she aspires to do.
WATCH ME. WATCH ME NOW. LOOK LOOK LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!
*seeking attention* Oh wait, I don't need to seek attention because people give me enough attention. *narcisstic* Oh and also, high self esteem DT = narcisstic DT. I AM GIVING MYSELF THE CREDIT I DESERVE MMK. BECAUSE I LOVE MYSELF.

You have to love yourself before you can even love anybody else.
If you don't know how to love yourself, how would you be able to learn to love somebody else?

Give all of yourselves some love. You all deserve it!

~DT

Singing,

Myself to sleep.

"A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes" - Daniel Bedingfield

I absolutely love Disney songs.

Messages of Hope, Happiness, and Success.

Now That's Mega Ultra Sexy.

Positivity = Mega Ultra Sexiness

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The caffeine from the coke I drank from about 2 hours ago is keeping me up.

I'll be asleep in 10 minutes though.

And wake up extremely refreshed, happy, and positive. And my extremely good and positive mood will last all day long.

I am extremely excited and happy for life.

YES! YES! YES! GO ME!
~DT

Responsibility,

I am totally responsible this year.

Like extra extra responsible.

I am doing all my homework and cleaning after myself around the house!

Feels so good!

I am a good girl!
A very very good girl! ^___^

I am very satisfied with myself and new formed habits!!

Hurrah for self-improvement!

SUCCESS! SUCCESS!
MORE MORE SUCCESS!

*_____*

*happy happy*

I am going to be super successful.

Positive attitudes everyone!

V(^__^)b

~DT

Extra Positivity,

I'm feeling this.

I feel so good, giddy, and positive!

I feel like I can accomplish anything I put my mind to! It feels nice, oh so very nice. I wonder what sparked this?

Well, I went to B&N to buy "The Scarlet Letter" and I went to the self help section. (Yes, I absolutely adore that section. It has lots of interesting books in it actually.)
To find some confidence/self esteem boosting book. I found two good ones! I was debating on which one to get, they both seemed really entertaining... In the end, I chose the sarcastic funny one!

Did I ever mention that I love sarcastic and funny things/people.

They're very entertaining, I have to say.

Anyway, the book I got was, "How to be a complete and utter FAILURE in LIFE, WORK, & EVERYTHING" by Steve McDermott.

I read some of it and wow, I like the style of it. EXCELLENTÉ! It will keep me entertained and not bored and sleepy. Lyke Srsly.

I'll probably report back with a review of the book once I finish it. Well, I'd only post a review if it was REALLY good.
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A random thought, I always wondered who is behind the dramatic narrator voice in those dramatic movie trailers.

IT'S SO COOL.
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Which also reminds me, I want to try out for voice acting. I would absolutely ace at that. Totally. 100%. Pho Sho Fizzle Dee Doo.
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Which ALSO REMINDS ME, I think
And also,
Family Guy & American Dad has the best jokes ever. But most people don't really get them...
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I think that I have my college major down. Psychology? Perhaps. My minds still open. And of course, I will also have other things on the side of course. THIS IS EXCITING!!!
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In other good news,

Gas prices are decreasing guys!
Perhaps our currency value is increasing? Or was it supposedly because of some new rule for not overpricing? (Heard that from my mother.) It's currently in the late $3.00's.

~DT

School School,

This school year is going to be extremely easy and very fast.

I am going to ace everything and be extra productive.

THIS IS EXCITING!
I am in an extremely happy and giddy mood. I finished my Algebra II homework early!

Now, I am sitting in class waiting for our next lesson to start.

GO ME!!!

~DT

First day of school,

Was very GOOD!

Like what a good friend of mine told me "your interpretation of how bad something is is only as bad as how bad you describe it".

I told myself I would have a great day today. Even though I was clinging onto Alex's arm and whining and complaining when the morning bell rang for class.

But I told myself class wouldn't be bad.

I have friends in all of my classes. Except algebra II and Art. But I have aquaintances in those classes. I'll just have to get to know them better.

There was this girl in my Alg.II class that was in my Geometry class last year and I was debating whether to say hi or not to her. So I was like hrmm.. OH WELL TAMMIE. JUST DO IT. JUST DO IT. SAY SOMETHING. MAKE A FRIEND. So I turned around and *smiled* YOU WERE IN MY GEOMETRY CLASS LAST YEAR!! She smiled and then I turned around. It went well. Yes, excellent. Self-Confidence Boost +1 POINT!

I shall become closer with some people. Since I am NO LONGER AFRAID!!

FIGHT!!!! *pumps fist into air* Hecka yes.

I will slowly climb the ladder of SELF-CONFIDENCE.

I was sitting there in first period wondering how exactly people could have so much self-confidence. Was it all of the positive influences they had when they were small kids? Their really high self-esteem?

Something that happened that made them gain this high self-esteem?

It makes me wonder... I read in a magazine article a few years ago.
About how kids grow to have such high self-esteem and self-confidence. It was because as a child their parents were their positive and encouraging influences as they were growing. And their parents played and interacted with them often.

When I was a kid I never really had any of those because my parents were always busy working. They weren't much of encouraging and positive people either... But it's okay. I guess I can understand why. Now it's just up to me to change my self and way of thinking. SELF-IMPROVEMENT! YAY!

I was at Barnes and Noble today.
I went around to search for this self-help optimism positivity book thing that my friend had bought a few months ago. But I couldn't find it. So after awhile of searching around for other books I couldn't find any. So, I went downstairs and looked at the little mini book rack while waiting for my sister to pay for her book. Then I saw a little book that caught my eye,

"Ever tried. Ever failed.
No matter. TRY AGAIN.
FAIL AGAIN. FAIL BETTER."
a silver linings book

I was like OOOOH, this book looks very umm.. inspirational and motivating.
So I grabbed it and bought it. I just took a quick look inside of it just now and wow. Very VERY interesting stuff. Too bad it's a small tiny little book. It was filled with really interesting quotes from the successful people of this century and past century. I am not sure if it's just me or not, but I really do enjoy reading little quotes and absorbing them and apply them to my life. The positive ones of course. But seriously, a sentence can really have a HUGE IMPACT on me. Is that normal? Or am I just too sensitive and get influenced too easily?
Well, any way, at least I am easily influenced by GOOD AND BENEFICIAL things and not harmful things. So I guess it's a good thing!

Here are some quotes that I found VERY INTERESTING:

"You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you." - Walt Disney.

Walt Disney went bankrupt. Several times.

"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." - Thomas Edison

Thomas Edison experimented with over 6,000 materials to use as a filament in a light bulb before he found the one that worked.

"Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly."
- Robert F. Kennedy

"Always do what you are afraid to do." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Simple but meaningful quotes like these are like most of the positive influences in my life!
Thanks to all of the people who have struggled but continued on persevering and gaining themselves and their name enough success to have their quotes memorized and written down into books. (Did I even word that correctly? Well, you all get what I mean.)

I am going to continue building myself up. One step at a time.

Cheers to a new year of school.

I am having a feeling that this school year will go by EXTREMELY FAST.
And so will the next year but even faster.

Soon, we will all be in college and soon after wards pursuing our careers and accomplishing our dreams.

Everything will come by sooner than we'd all think.

~DT

School Tomarrow,

Hello everyone!

I start school tomorrow.

I don't really want to go....

I want to stay home on the computer all day everyday.

And also take walks in the morning.

Stressful days here I come.

Actually I SHALL MAKE IT A SUPER AWESOME SPECIAL SCHOOL YEAR.

FOR THE REST OF MY SCHOOLING YEARS.

I must not be negative!

~DT

Contradictions,

Sure, we are human and sometimes contradict ourselves but seriously,
there is a limit on the amount of how much you can ridiculously contradict yourself.

< -pissed-off-rant- >

I find it funny and I laugh at it, really hard.

I am probably one of those really contradictory people too.

BUT AT LEAST I AM ADMITTING IT.
I AM NOT ALL SUPERIOR I AM THE BEST I KNOW MORE THAN YOU TYPE OF PERSON.
I ADMIT AND ACKNOWLEDGE TO MY MISTAKES AND STUPIDITY.

I absolutely despise bigots who think they know everything and are so 1337.
Oh please, you are going to get your asses kicked and you are not going to thrive in this world.
You should be more open-minded.

People say they always want to meet more open-minded people, but they themselves are not open minded. But maybe we seek for people who have our ideal characteristics? We wish to be closer to the people who we admire or idolize because we wish to be like them.

OR YOU GUYS ARE ALL LOSERS WHO LIKE TO HATE FOR NO REASON BECAUSE IT'S THE COOL AND BR00T4L THING TO DO. IT'S NOT COOL TO BE ALL ANGSTY AND SHITTY. IT VAMPS THE ENERGY OUT OF EVERYBODY. AND MAKES EVERYBODY HATE YOU. BUT THEN YOU LIKE THAT DON'T YOU? YOU LIKE HATE. THAT'S WHY YOU SPREAD IT. OR MAYBE IT'S JUST LOOKING FOR ATTENTION, NEGATIVE ATTENTION AT THAT. NO ONE PITIES THOSE KINDS OF PEOPLE.

Or atleast I DON'T and THAT IS COMING A LOT FROM ME.

I don't think I know enough positive people. I NEED MORE POSITIVITE INFLUENCES IN MY LIFE. I AM TRYING TO GET RID OF MY NEGATIVITY and it's really improving.

A LIFETIME thanks to the certain individuals that I had met, that had helped and saved me from my negativity and pessimism. I will not let anybody destroy my hard work and progress, with their negativity.

Now, it just really pisses the hell out of me when people are OVERLY negative and pessimistic.
Like seriously, get the hell over it. I'm so sick of all of these negative vibes I am getting from all these peoples.

It's totally vamping my energy and happiness levels.

So please, stop spreading your GOD DAMNED NEGATIVITY.
GO CRAWL INTO A HOLE AND SHRIVEL TO YOUR LITTLE HEARTS CONTENT AND LEAVE THE HAPPY PEOPLE ALONE.

JUST STOP IT. OKAY?!

Can't ANYBODY THESE DAYS tell when someone is really irked and annoyed?

Too oblivious and over your head to notice any of this?

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I really do hope for you certain individuals will change for the BETTER.

If you keep on telling yourself that you CANNOT change, all you are doing is asking for that.
Don't tell yourself that you CAN'T do it, tell yourself that you CAN.
Stop asking for yourself to fail. Because when you do, you WILL fail.
You don't see the successful and happy people telling of their success stories of how they thought that "Oh, I will never make it. I am going to fail in everything I do."

No, they didn't think of that.

They thought TOLD THEMSELVES and BELIEVED that they WILL DO BETTER and they WILL SUCCEED in whatever they are trying to accomplish.

So please, stop telling yourself you are going to fail.
How would YOU know if you never took the shot and tried?

I used to be like that, I am going to fail fail fail, I am going to be rejected and hated and ridiculed for asking questions, help, and etc.

But guess what? I grew up and got over it. I am not afraid to ask questions anymore.
Yes I know. It was ridiculous. =___= I was afraid of asking people questions or asking for help.

But of course as you all know, things AREN'T GOING TO BE JUST AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
Of course you are going to face hardships and obstacles in your life, you SHOULDN'T let that stop you and discourage you.

You have to STRIVE ON AND FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU WANT.

Not give up when you come by one of the most little of all obstacles.

This should sound familiar to a certain individual I have talked to.

Again, I really do hope for you certain individuals will change for the BETTER.

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I have the utmost respect and admiration towards all of the positive influences in my life.

Thank you so very much, I owe it to you all for my life being so much more wonderful and enjoyable.

~DT