Showing posts with label change. Show all posts
Showing posts with label change. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Bracket Face & Coil Pots,

Not yet a braceface. Because I DON'T HAVE THE WIRES THAT ARE MANDATORY BRACES.
Only the brackets. TILL NEXT WEDNESDAY @ 2:30PM D:

Right after school I went to my Orthodontist to get my brackets in!
What hurt the most was when they squeezed the separators in between my teeth.

The first lady couldn't put it in, so then they got another guy to do it. D:

My bottom row is so tight and crowded. WHYYYY? Oh well.
My teeth aren't even THAT bad to begin with anyway.

The whole cementing of the brackets procedure lasted about 45 minutes - 1 hour.
I wasn't really keeping track of the exact time.

I'm excited for braces. Hurrrrrahhhh!! I like change. CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!
I am tired of the same image. Every single day of my life. Gotta spice things up yeah know?

Do you know what's odd? I am smiling a lot more often with these brackets on.
Like, A LOT of smiling. Braces are supposedly suppose to bring people's confidence down, but it's bringing mine up! I don't even know why. But Ima be ROCKIN' DEM BRACES LIKE A COOLIO COOL WANNABE BLACK KID PRETENDING THAT THEY ARE GRILLZ. :D!!

DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME! D:<<>:D

I shall post a picture tomorrow.

I made a video too! I made one last night and this afternoon! Before & After.

& Yes you will be lucky too, if you put the red on me.

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In other news,

I am so happy you actually took the coil pot out of the trash can and give it to me! :D

I don't know why you threw it away. I LOVE IT! I made a video about it too. Just for you!

Which is suppose to be uploading.... right now. I will post it up later when it's finished!



~DT

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Changed My Mind,

I am going to change my url for this blog.

I have grown great attachment for the original URL of my original blog.

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In other news, I am immensely proud of myself for finally finishing my paragraph on Romanticism for my Puritanism - Romanticism essay. I have to say that it is probably the best paragraph I had ever written. Or at least, I have had some pretty profound things revealed to me as I wrote my essay and reread the story "The Black Cat" by Poe.

It was an extremely disturbing and creepy read. Very well done though.

I have also read some other intensely morbid and dark stories. I have to say, they really set the mood for my paragraph just perfectly because I was writing about the dark side of human nature as my main topic. Some of the stories gave me the chills. Talking about the end, the curiousity, and that there was no turning back once you have accumulated such knowledge.

I mean wow. Talk about setting the mood to total seriousness. The stories did not affect my happy and optimistic mindset at all. But it really did spark curiosity and interest in me.

Although, I am thinking that everything they wrote is just a cruel little experiment to manipulate gullible people. It is kind of funny actually. I am betting it is just a group of people from 4chan messing and screwing around with other people's minds, as usual.

Har Har Har.

Creating more annoying teenybopper emo/goth kids who think that they're lives are:

OHHHH SOOOOOO HORRIBLE.

Oh please, shut up, get over it, and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

Stop co-ruminating about your petty problems to all of your little friends and random unfortunate strangers who happen to stumble upon such an energy leeching child.

Keep dwelling on it. The problem only stays with you if you keep on complaining about it and doing nothing to absolve from it.

NO. ONE. CARES.

Sad isn't it? But it's the truth.

Have a nice day!

:D!

I seriously, apologize for this indifferent turning into angry rant lacking of happiness post.

I promise for more happiness in my oncoming posts!

YAY!

HAPPINESS AND OPTIMISM.

Pure Bliss, I Love.

~DT

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Contradictions,

Sure, we are human and sometimes contradict ourselves but seriously,
there is a limit on the amount of how much you can ridiculously contradict yourself.

< -pissed-off-rant- >

I find it funny and I laugh at it, really hard.

I am probably one of those really contradictory people too.

BUT AT LEAST I AM ADMITTING IT.
I AM NOT ALL SUPERIOR I AM THE BEST I KNOW MORE THAN YOU TYPE OF PERSON.
I ADMIT AND ACKNOWLEDGE TO MY MISTAKES AND STUPIDITY.

I absolutely despise bigots who think they know everything and are so 1337.
Oh please, you are going to get your asses kicked and you are not going to thrive in this world.
You should be more open-minded.

People say they always want to meet more open-minded people, but they themselves are not open minded. But maybe we seek for people who have our ideal characteristics? We wish to be closer to the people who we admire or idolize because we wish to be like them.

OR YOU GUYS ARE ALL LOSERS WHO LIKE TO HATE FOR NO REASON BECAUSE IT'S THE COOL AND BR00T4L THING TO DO. IT'S NOT COOL TO BE ALL ANGSTY AND SHITTY. IT VAMPS THE ENERGY OUT OF EVERYBODY. AND MAKES EVERYBODY HATE YOU. BUT THEN YOU LIKE THAT DON'T YOU? YOU LIKE HATE. THAT'S WHY YOU SPREAD IT. OR MAYBE IT'S JUST LOOKING FOR ATTENTION, NEGATIVE ATTENTION AT THAT. NO ONE PITIES THOSE KINDS OF PEOPLE.

Or atleast I DON'T and THAT IS COMING A LOT FROM ME.

I don't think I know enough positive people. I NEED MORE POSITIVITE INFLUENCES IN MY LIFE. I AM TRYING TO GET RID OF MY NEGATIVITY and it's really improving.

A LIFETIME thanks to the
certain individuals that I had met, that had helped and saved me from my negativity and pessimism. I will not let anybody destroy my hard work and progress, with their negativity.

Now, it just really pisses the hell out of me when people are OVERLY negative and pessimistic.
Like seriously, get the hell over it. I'm so sick of all of these negative vibes I am getting from all these peoples.

It's totally vamping my energy and happiness levels.

So please, stop spreading your GOD DAMNED NEGATIVITY.
GO CRAWL INTO A HOLE AND SHRIVEL TO YOUR LITTLE HEARTS CONTENT AND LEAVE THE HAPPY PEOPLE ALONE.

JUST STOP IT. OKAY?!

Can't ANYBODY THESE DAYS tell when someone is really irked and annoyed?

Too oblivious and over your head to notice any of this?

< / -pissed-off-rant- >
I really do hope for you certain individuals will change for the BETTER.

If you keep on telling yourself that you CANNOT change, all you are doing is asking for that.
Don't tell yourself that you CAN'T do it, tell yourself that you CAN.
Stop asking for yourself to fail. Because when you do, you WILL fail.
You don't see the successful and happy people telling of their success stories of how they thought that "Oh, I will never make it. I am going to fail in everything I do."

No, they didn't think of that.

They thought TOLD THEMSELVES and BELIEVED that they WILL DO BETTER and they WILL SUCCEED in whatever they are trying to accomplish.

So please, stop telling yourself you are going to fail.
How would YOU know if you never took the shot and tried?

I used to be like that, I am going to fail fail fail, I am going to be rejected and hated and ridiculed for asking questions, help, and etc.

But guess what? I grew up and got over it. I am not afraid to ask questions anymore.
Yes I know. It was ridiculous. =___= I was afraid of asking people questions or asking for help.

But of course as you all know, things AREN'T GOING TO BE JUST AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
Of course you are going to face hardships and obstacles in your life, you SHOULDN'T let that stop you and discourage you.

You have to STRIVE ON AND FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU WANT.

Not give up when you come by one of the most little of all obstacles.

This should sound familiar to a certain individual I have talked to.

Again, I really do hope for you certain individuals will change for the BETTER.

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I have the utmost respect and admiration towards all of the positive influences in my life.

Thank you so very much, I owe it to you all for my life being so much more wonderful and enjoyable.

~DT