I just remembered them today! HERE!!
Lots of good memories flood into my mind when I looked at these pictures again!!
In chronological order ; No Photoshop!






OMG you go to a white school? Do you have any friends there? Said the 2
LQ kids.
LOLno dur I do. I ain't no lonely little girl.
Well I guess I won't be so lonely at that prep class. Yay! 2 new
friends! Yay for friendly people inviting me to play 13.
I lost, because I played my cards wrong. Lame. But oh well!
I think, the people in that class think I'm like, some lonely
anti-social little girl or something. Because all I do is stare and text
on my phone.
The only time I would talk is if I'm asking someone a question about
what number or what answer something was. Bleh.
Be more social Tammie!
~DT
I find it extremely awkward for the bathrooms to be placed within a few
yards from the tables. Bathrooms, in the same room as the classroom.
The kids all seem very acquainted with each other. Heh.
The English Instructor was overly nice. I think she finds it a bit
nervous or awkward whenever I stare at her. I mean, I can't really help
it. There is nothing to do except stare. Occasionally my head would be
slightly cocked in a 50 degree angle as I stare. If I was her, I'd find
it a bit creepy. But eh, oh well. As long as I'm paying attention.
The Math Instructor reminds me of this kid I knew. Freaking weird. I was
falling asleep from boredom. Nothing much to say except for the fact
that he freaking goes too fast. -__- I got to clarify that to him during
break and he asked if I wanted to ask him any questions. I just simply
brushed him off because I was annoyed.
I need to suck it up and just finish these classes.
6 weeks isn't too long.
I'm waiting for my super high SAT score.
~DT
I think it's the braces and my how my hair was fashioned. D:
But yeahhhhhhhhhhh. It's alll good.
I'm hungry. I hope I can eat normally by sunday.
I'm counting on it.
~DT
I am going to be practicing the art of Self-Loving!
I can't wait to go on dates with myself! It will be super fun!
Love, Love, Love!
~DT
I shall name you,
AVN II!
It fits you more.
Tall, Lean, & Lucky!
Brings me happiness too!<3
^__^
~DT
My daddy just bought you for me at the store next to PLT!
I hope we will be good friends! Don't die on me soon okay?
I will name you...
Bamboo II. In honor of my black doggie that I hardly remember from my
childhood.
I was about to name you after myself... But I decided against it. That
would make me too much of a narcissist! Though that wouldn't matter.
We will be great friends! Yes? You will also help me get an A+ on my
English report too right? Thank you!
You're beautiful!
I shall post more pictures of you soon!
~DT
I am currently watching it. It seems pretty good so far.
The main girl is cute. Good thing she isn't annoying.
Now, let's see what's all the hype for this Korean remake of Hana Yori
Dango.
~DT
I wanted to SCREAM AT HER. She's so lucky that I even pity and resisted
because she's old. Around 40's or something.
But God. Seriously. She needs to be replaced. She was not gentle at all.
Freaking ...... -__-
Go take a cheap course in sociology at a community college or some shit
and have some empathy. Damn.
What a day.
~DT
THE WIRES!! I am hoping you will feel a lot less painful than the
separators.
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO EAT MY DELICIOUS FOODS!!
~DT
~DT
I started out with $1. I lost it. Chau gave me $2 because she pitied me.
Afterwards, I was on a roll.
Note to self: Always trust my first feelings. NEVER GIVE INTO DOUBT!
I am glad I can stop myself in the midst of my streak winnings. Before I
drown into my glory and dig myself a whole of debt! D:
I won $13 in total. That's a lot.
I am freaking' balling.
~DT
Everyone, have a Happy Gook New Year!
~DT
Oh wait,
Nevermind it wasn't a dream. It was SILVIA YESTERDAY!
~DT
Perhaps it is the food.
I am going to learn how to make a grand variety of delicious soups! Soup
is going to my savior for the days I'm in pain.
Delicious soups.
I ordered a cup of Italian Wedding from Starbuck's @ Metro Point!
Mm Mmm Mmmm~
~DT
So like, I was TOTALLY OWNING THE GAME. I just broke 150 lines and I was
like NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THE TOP. I was around the middle row or lower and
all of a sudden right when I turn 150 lines. It said:
"GAME OVER"
WHAT THE HELL?!?! DON'T TELL ME THAT AFTER 150 LINES THE GAME IS DONE.
NEVER!!!!!!!! IT WAS ONLY LEVEL 15.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I WANT TO BUY TETRIS ON THE DS. OR GET A MOD CHIP AND DL A WHOLE LOAD OF
GAMES.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I WAS ANTICIPATING MY BREAKAGE OF 200 LINES. WHAT THE
HELL MAN.
WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!
~DT
So my mother decided to use my skateboard as a water carrying utensil
type thing. A ONE WAY DIRECTION CARRYING UTENSIL. LOLOL. My mother
thought that it can curve and go in different directions but she later
found out. THAT IT CANNOT.
AND BOY WAS IT A SIGHT TO SEE!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAAHA!!
Just imagine a middle aged woman lugging two big water things with a
string attached to my skateboard to my grandfather's apartment.
WOW. IT IS HILARIOUS.
Ngoc and I were laughing our stomachs out!
~DT
From 128 -> 144 lines.
THIS IS THE RESULTANT OF MY BOREDOM.
ME, BREAKING MY TETRIS RECORDS.
~DT
I AM EXTREMELY BORED.
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO BORING NOWADAYS?!
My fuse has cut short down to a few centimeters away from the bomb,
nowadays also.
AGH.
Is it really that time of year again?
Is there really an existant cycle?
IS THERE?!?!?!
I sure hope not. -____-
~DT
Sleeping makes the pain go away. I think I shall be sleeping and napping
a lot more.
I am watching South Park right now. IT'S HILARIOUS!
SOUTH PARK = LOVE
STICKY BRITCHES! STICKY BRITCHES!
~DT
After everything today. I start to realize to myself that I am a very
lucky girl. My whole life and everything. ^___^
Since I already wrote a whole long text about it to Ngoc I shall copy
and paste it in here to summarize.
"Most of the time we were talking about problems and stuff! And like we
had this whole therapy session where I would listen to Hannah and then
everything sparked from there where like I'd listen to Cherry. I am
convincing everyone to think positively and everything because change of
mind set changed my whole life. Oh! Before that we ate fooooods! Steffi
made this microwavable kungpao chicken chao mein thing LOL it was goood.
Then we went up and watched youtube videos and I showed cherry the black
man video that I WAS SUPPOSE TO SHOW YOU! D:< But like we always get
sidetracked or something for some reason. DD: Then I showed her TRAPPED
IN THE CLOSET. LOOOOL. THEN we had that therapy discussion session thing
going on. It was very very longgg~ then I suggested we play this brute
honest game thing. Where we all be brutally honest with each other and
take turns and it made me feel so good with myself. THEN afterwards it
became 9 already so we go to Cherry's house and took pictures and then
Cherry talks to me some more and stufff~~ then my mother came to take me
home."
Well, Hannah was having a lot of things going throughout her life and
she seemed very sad. So I decided to talk to her and she opened up very
fast. Afterwards in the end, she told me "I feel so much better now!
Thanks to you! I barely know you but you made me feel so much better!"
That made me feel all warm and fuzzy! That is what I love most. Making
people happy! I don't like it when people are sad~
I then tried to convince everyone to think more positively because they
asked me how I was so happy all the time. I told them that having a
positive mind set would change everything about your life. There are
always good things in every single thing. You just have to find it.
I don't know how many times I have to repeat. But I will repeat it over
and over until I brainwash people into positivity. It will catch on like
wild fire!
WILD FIRE!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I feel good about myself. I am glad I am able to help people!
Happiness to everyone!
Oh what made me feel really good was that I am able to change people's
views of me. People usually think I am extremely weird or creepy or like
ew wtf, in the beginning before they get to know me. But after they get
their time with me they absolutely love me! :D
I be the super nice girl yo.
But yes very good, girl bonding time today.
I haven't had one of those in a very veryyy long time!
Oh yeah. We also took like a whole load of pictures.
Of which I looked sweaty in because it was so so SO hot in Steffi's
room. D: WHY DON'T YOU HAVE ANY FANS OR A/C IN YOUR ROOOOOOOOOM?!?!
GOOOOOD DAY!
(This is my OMGISOCOOL&SMEXY&EVERYDAYISEARTHDAYFORME Pose.)
*narcissist*
~DT
With the breeze from the window tickling my hair follicles!
I wish this was my room. I want my room located where the sun's rays
would wake me up in the mornings! Those type of mornings are the most
beautiful!
My current room is located where the sun shines into it in the
afternoon. Not really my preference. I'm usually outside in the nice sun
in the afternoons. Sigh.
I WANT MY MORNING DOSES OF SUN SHINE!
~DT
MY PIMPLES ARE PRACTICALLY ALMOST GONE.
I am SO SO SO HAPPY.
I am not sure what has sparked such a magnificent event, but I am
thinking that perhaps I don't have much stress anymore. I am feeling so
carefree nowadays.
My days have been easier and easier.
I am at quite the high point! Everything seems so easy.
I feel as if I am able to accomplish anything!
Even PHYSICS! My Brain! My Body! My Self! ILoveYou!
Oh yes. Oh yes. Oh yes.
Life is Good. Good is Life.
The sun peers from out the clouds.
Dissolving the bundles of opaque moisture.
Bringing light to every speck and inch of land.
Lighting up every dim and dark area.
Lighting up, the people.
Cool breezes flow.
Refreshing and balancing out the heat of the sun's rays.
The people are going about their day, happy.
All at once, the population is happy and satisfied with them selves.
They find the best out of everything.
It is a good day, today, that day, every day.
~DT
I picked him up at around 3'ish. Then we ate some Mi Xao. Well, not we.
Alex mostly ate because I wasn't hungry.
Afterwards, we went to Albertson's to buy ingredients for lasagna. The
first minute in the store, ALEX wandered away and I was like,
"O.O;; ALEX! ALEX! *looks around*"
Then I see him poking his out in the corner.
Tsk tsk! Wandering off like that!
We gots the ingredients and went home!
We were suppose to watch "Bruce Lee: The Way of the Dragon" but there
were no ENGLISH SUBTITLES. We CAN'T UNDERSTAND CHINESE! So then we
watched Death Race because Alex never got to the finish the movie!
We watched and watched and couch rolled and watch~
Then we go and make the lasagna! Alex did most of the work. But I
HELPED. I grated the MOZERELLA CHEESE! Delicious fresh mozerella
cheese..... I good at cutting off the edges of the extra lasagna
noodles! I goooooood. I goooooooood.
Boy, was it yumyum Lasagna!
Then this and that.
Yumwarmtonguez.
Slight Saltiness! Width width.
Cuddle cuddle.
Observations.
More cuddddles!
Then Alex had to go go home!
I am the comforables now! ^___^ <3
HURRAH! Nomerznomerz.
~DT
Clint Eastwood was my hero since the first time I laid my eyes on the
movie "The Good, The Bad, & The Ugly" back when I was in 5th grade or
6th grade (I forgot). I would like to add, it was an EXTREMELY FANTASTIC
MOVIE ALSO.
Anyway, I watched Gran Torino tonight. Beautiful, Beautiful, Beautiful,
Beautiful, Beautiful Movie. I cannot describe how beautiful and moved I
was watching this movie. This was the first movie that I ever started the applause for. I have never started an applause for a movie before because it wasn't good enough for me to not care if I was the only one applauding. But this, this was a masterpiece. I didn't care if I was going to be the only one clapping. I shouldn't even care at all. But anyways, people did agreed that this movie was good because they also joined in with the applause.
Eastwood's character "Walt Kowalski" somewhat reminded me of Alex, the
language he used and all.
Alex, we are so going to watch this movie together.
So, PROMISE ME YOU WON'T WATCH IT.
WE'RE GOING TO HAVE SUPER FANTASTIC BONDING TIME.
~DT
Not REALLY, IM JUST REALLY BORED SO I PLAYED WITH MY HAIR AND
CAMWHORED.
CHUUUUUUUUUBBY. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
It's okay. IT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A SMALLLLL INNNOCENT LITTTTLE
GIRLLLLLLLL! >__^ !
~DT
I broke 126 lines. I could've gone FURTHER if it weren't for "THE
BUTTON" sabotaging me.
HOW FIREY LAME IS THAT?!?!
Oh well. I beat Alex's score of 111 lines. :D!
That's all that matters.....
Now to break 150 lines.
~DT
( GARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! I AM LYKE TOTALLY COOLIO LOOK AT MY NON STRAIGHT
BOTTOM TEETHSSSS!!!!!)
Yes, that's right. I said TEETHS. TEEETHS!!!
ITS A PLURAL PLURAL WORD.
VERTIGO!!!!
My head hurts.
~DT
Steffi gave me this suspicious looking note and told me to open it a
certain way. So then I got super suspicious and I was all :
"...... *slowly & cautiously opens"
Steffi: "D:< OPEN IT!!! *evil grin*"
"..............*still slowly opening letter cautiously*"
"*opens* *sees billions of small little papers ripped into
confettie*........ >:D AHA! I KNEW IT! I KNEW YOU WERE TRYING TO TRICK
ME. *holds open letter proudly / showing confetti neatly placed inside*
Steffi: "NOOOOOOOO! *wacks*"
"WAHH?? *holds paper away*"
Failed attempt to trick me, AGAIN! >>:D
IM TOO SLY FOR YOUR TRICKS!
All the confetti hit the floor behind me and partially landed on some
girl behind me.
Steffi made me a BT coupon. But it was invalid towards Cheesecake
Factory. D:<< But then we made a compromise. I told her if I can not buy
something from a store and replace those credits into Cheese Cake
Factory. *_*
DELICIOUS CHICKEN CHIPOTLE PASTA FROM CHEESE CAKE FACTORY COME TO
MAMA!!!!
& NO ALEX! YOU CANNOT DRESS UP LIKE ME AND TAKE MY PLACE FOR MY
DELICIOUS CHEESECAKE FACTORY MEAL! D:<<
MINE!!!!
--
Alex sang to me Happy Birthday after school while rocking me back and
forth. I had to fill in the blanks to get him to start singing!
Me: Happy Birthday to -
Alex: D -- T -- ~
Me: Happy Birthday to -
Alex: D -- T -- ~
Me: Happy Birthday Dear ~
Alex: Tammie ~~~
Me: Happy Birthday to me!
*kiss kiss*
Then Alex thought he had to go home, but Catherine tricked him! :D! So
then Alex sang to me allll by himself without any extra assistance! ^__^
Make me so happy!
I CAN BOGGLE ... (WTFLUX?!?!) I turn around and talk on AIM and go back
to this window and BAM! I see the word "BOGGLE". WHAT IN THE WORLD IS
BOGGLE?!
DT, OUT!
~DT
Ngoc, Silvia, Alice, Cherry, Manami, Steffi & Hannah came! Of course
Alex came too! He "escorted" me to Chi Uyen's house. LOL"escorted". :D
It was quite a violent day. I wrestled and tried demolishing Ngoc. But
she won most of the time. T____T; I WILL GET YOU BACK! MARK MY WORDS!
PEOPLE ALWAYS GAIN ON ME! GRRRRR! D:<
Alex & I made deviled eggs. Or at least I helped out. *shifty eyed* I
only got to eat one because IT WAS A VERY DEADLY EGG. Literally, the
devil. ITS LIKE MINI HEART ATTACK BOMBS! So much cholesterol and fat
inside!!
While Alex & I were playing with Trinity's play house kitchen place.
Alex is the house daddy while I be the working mumsy. ONLY WHEN WE HAVE
BABIES THOUGH. So like, Alex was making me some food with the toy foods
and then he found those finger tech decks inside the cabinets then we
start playing around with it while Alex was telling me a story about
when he had a friend in his freshmen year with a tech deck. THEN, Cherry
comes and throws a pillow at us, TOTALLY RUINING THE MOMENT. ;____;
SHE'S JEALOUS OF OUR BONDING HAPPY TIME. D:<<<<< Then she started to
watch us like some kind of television show. Then Alice. Then Silvia.
THEN EVERYONE! Alex started frying babies. OOOOO: I WILL NEVER LET OUR
BABIES AROUND THE KITCHEN WITH YOU. NEVER! SO DANGEROUS.
Also, something funny. As I was walking around in the kitchen with Alex,
I turn around and see a cake with like PEANUTS on it. What kind of cake
has PEANUTS on it? I know right? The cake was extremely intriguing and
had a mysterious aura surrounding it. So I just HAD to walk over and
have a quick peek. The first thing that popped into my view was "Dan
Tam". OH DANG! It was a cake for me also! I was genuinely surprised
about the cake part! I felt like I took Trinity's spotlight away, it
make me sad... ;__; She was scared of the candles! So I blew them out
for her~ In the beginning when I blew out my candles I accidentally blew 2 of
hers out. >__<;; Wooopsie! I always get all shy and all
*hidehidecoversface* when people sing to me "Happy Birthday!". But it
really touches me~
I had a SUPER GREAT BIRTHDAY TODAY!
It would have to be the best one in my years so far!
Practically all of my loved ones, family, and friends were there.
Everyone was happy and fun! What a happy happy day!
Some were absent but, it's okay! I received your best wishes & love so
everything is all good!
Thank you everyone for the early surprise birthday party~ <3
I am so happy.
~DT
Darn Auto-Flash.
~DT
I am thinking of privating this blog, and making a new blog for the
public eyes. It feels awkward for people to read my super personal
thoughts and situations.
YAY! A new blog!
~DT
As I was on my ride towards my tutor's place and I passed by a wall that
is next to Alex's neighborhood. The wall, was a nice fading white
colored wall. It was flat and smooth all the way along and then there is
this RECTANGLE dent in it. Well, not a dent. More of like.... a indept
space? I have no idea how to explain it. But in my head, I was like:
"THAT GREEN BLOCK Z FIGURE BLOCK WOULD FIT INSIDE THAT DENT. IT'S THE
PERFECT SHAPE! *rants inside mind*"
Um, I don't think, thinking about what kind of block shape would into
something IN REAL LIFE is normal. ......Or is it? I don't even know. I
don't really care anymore.
LEAVE ME AND MY TETRIS ALONE!! ALONE!!!!!!!
I broke 108 lines today. Or was it...109? SOMEWHERE AROUND THERE! It got
too fast though. Lvl. 10. So Hard to the X Core, man.
As I was surfing through the channel guide and stumbled upon a show
called "Ugly Betty". For a show with that kind of name, it is quite
scandalous. SCANDALOUS!! I always though it'd be a dorky type so. But
guys, seriously. IT IS AN ACTUALLY GOOD SHOW! HURRAH! I have finally
found another show to fill up my lonely nights of no TV.
Yes, that's right. I'm like every other American couch potato who
watches TV all night. :D notreally. Only when my CPU is inaccessible.
SCREW TV, YOUTUBE FTW. Kind of. Well, there are it's pros and cons.
The lesson today is :
EVERYTHING HAS IT'S PROS AND CONS!
Haves a nices days, everyones!
~DT
96 LINES! HECK YES!
It was so freaking suspenseful.
~DT
Alex learned that I was a waddling chubby klepto spider drawing baby!
D:
I learned Alex was a Goose Befriending Mudfish Feeding Intelligent
little shit. LOL. Just kidding about the little shit part. I couldn't
get over that part when you told it to me.
I just love it when Alex shares to me his childhood stories. They're
always so freaking ADORABLE. Like like last night! You were on a
glorious story telling streak. It was like a STORY MARATHON. I was in
awe. It makes me so happy when you tell me stories!! Any stories in
general too. TELL ME MORE!
I want us to make more memories. So I can be like, "OH HEY ALEX!
REMEMBER THAT TIME WHEN (*insert super cool memory here*)" more often!
MOREMOREMORE!
Oh wow. You're SUPER SECRET THING just popped into my head. D:< GRR!!
Now, YAY! SHARING FANTASIES! 8D!
~DT
I need to buy a new cutie wallet now. SO SAD. That wallet was like
perfect. Grrrrr...... T__T; I want to go to the mall. But I am not sure
if I can today. I have a book report to do. EEPS!
~DT
Always, always, always!
((( ( ))) < ZzzZz...
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~DT
It's nice working at home with flexible hours + flexible boss.
It's good to have connections.
I just earned my first $18 today. To me, that is A LOT of money. NOW I
DON'T HAVE TO ASK MY MOTHER FOR MONEY WHEN I GO OUT! I feel really bad
for leaching off my mother all the time. But I no longer have to anymore
because I make my $$$ fair & square. Spending it however I'd like! Go
me! Go me!
+ Now, I will have a reference to put on my job applications.
Nice, nice, nice.
How exciting!!!
~DT
I'm awake. & I lied on my previous blog about being finished with my
book. I wrote that early because I thought I'd finish the book but, I
was so close to finishing but I fell asleep. But that post kept me
motivated to finish my book so it won't seem so much that I lied.
But yes, I finished. I want to read more. I haven't finished a book in a
long while. I always start and get to the middle but never actually
finish till the end. Sigh. Bad Bad. I need to finish more books. I want
to go to the library.
I think I'm going to educate myself now in the language of mandarin. I
swear, China is going to take over the world or at least most of it.
They have like half of the population of the world. Or at least.... I
think half? Well, if not half, they have A LOT Of the Earth's
population.
Tata for now!
~DT
~DT
Sometimes, I don't know if either the drugs fuck up my head and screw
with it or if it enhances my judgement and logic.
Either way. I'm glad I have an absolute positive mind set.
It keeps me healthy. Nice & healthy.
I am excited for my bright & happy future!
Sometimes, I wonder how people would judge of me once they take a small
sneaky peeky inside my mind.
I'm a good girl.
I just kind of you know, smite anyone who crosses me? :)
I Love Life!
I hope everyone is loving theirs!
Again, I would like to say, what a great start of this new year!
~DT
It better not be a permanent fuck up of my system caused by the
penicillin. Or else I'd be extremely mad if it was.
But it probably isn't. Right? Right. Yes. Reassuring myself.
The penicillin has also been screwing with my mind. Making me feel
delusional and spewing nonsense and rubbish.
I have also been feeling like there is a trapped air bubble or burp in
my lungs or something. I don't care if I am misusing anatomic and
medical terms or whatever. I'm just trying to explain myself through
this stupid rant.
Anyways, whilst reading some articles I decided to have a go at some
antacid. It is suppose to solve that trapped air & suffocating feeling
that I am having. If not, I am going to have to visit doctors. AGH.
At least I have accomplished in reading a whole lot. Not the whole book
yet. But I hope I can finish it by tonight.
~DT
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE! I also just realized when I first woke up,
that in exactly 2 more weeks I turn 1 year older! HURRAH! I'm getting so
old. But OH WELL! Atleast I look really young!
I am going to finish reading my book for my book report today. YAY!
Break ends in 4 days. So fast. So fast.
Well! I hope everyone is having a GREAT start of the year!
My New Year's Resolution:
1. Improve myself (hotbodyhereicome) & absolutely boost my self confidence and esteem.
2. Be a better, more responsible & helpful daughter.
3. No procrastinating on ANYTHING.
4. Be a super good cook.
5. Get a job.
6. Save over $10,000.
7. Obtain a ton of useful knowledge about photography and film.
8. Improve my skills and knowledge on those sound editing softwares.
9. Try new things.
10. Learn Chinese, French, German & Japanese.
I hope everyone will blog about their New Year's Resolutions. I wish you
all luck with them! Not that you guys need it anyway.
Again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
~DT