Alex Sickie + Checkers,

Picked up Alex from his house and revealed to him that I got a haircut!
He didn't believe it at first and thought I had a trick up my sleeve
where I still had long hair at the back! But bwahaahaha I DIDN'T!

I cut my hair just for you baby boo~! <3

And I definitely look a LOT better with this style.

We went to Thang Long cuz Alex was really hungry.
Had our usual. Ate and left. Then we went over to Tea Zone and loitered
around in it. It was too cold to be waiting outside.

Then I decided to take pictures of Alex outside!
For my photo assignment. My sexy sexy baby.
Oh yeah, Alex looked handsome in his new shirt today!

So we go to my house. And I give my present to him.
He thinks the shirt I got him was gay. D:< ITS NOT GAY!
IT'S SUPER SEXY! I will be sad if you no wear it to school. ;_;

Then we watched Paper Hearts. It was a pretty lame movie.
Although, they have some interesting points in it. But still, overall..
It wasn't to good. Pretty boring. Perhaps I should re-watch because I
wasn't paying attention to it 100%.

Sidetracked.
Alex make me do the signal!
It's so embarrassing and awkwardd!!
Makes me feel like some kind of animal!! LOL
But I will get used to it! Kekeke..
And do it all da tiems for you.

Found out Alex's ear is sensitive spot. <3

I be falling asleep and Alex would wrestle me and make me wake up!
Because supposedly if I fall asleeep, I will get infected by Alex's
coughing sickness! And Alex didn't want me getting sick! So caring!<3

Alex and I made food because he was hungry! We didn't have much to cook
with at home... So we made egg omellete spam thingy with soy sauce and
rice.

We played checkers twice! The first time, I totally failed.
But the second time. Was amazing. I WON FOR THE FIRST TIME! (But only
because he helped me win by giving me lots of tips and pointers) BUT
STILL! It's a start! I shall become CHECKERZZZZ MASTARR! 8D

It was sexy watching and listening to Alex as he taught me how to play!
I love it whenever you teach me things. And when you turn onto : serious
mode. *______* <3 I has gained great checkers knowledge from you today!
Reigning checkerz master! One day, the grasshopper will surpass you....

Then we watched the telly and then Shrek and I lay on top of Alex's
side/tummy. So so comfy. <3 I want to snuggle and cuddle some more!!
Delicious body warmth.. *____*

Then Alex had to go home!
We take him home!

My mama got lost'ish in his gmama's neighborhood cuz we didn't know
where his gmama's house was! I can't believe you can navigate through
that place Alex! Everythinggg loooks the sammmme! Dx

But yesh, SUPER GREAT DAY TODAY WITH YOU ALEX!

I'm happy I got to spend so much time with you during this break.

I LOVE YOU BABY! <3

~DT

Alex + Avatar + Etc,

On December 22nd, Tuesday.
I went to go see Avatar with Alex!

The movie was absolutely amazing.
Although the plot line was of the typical indian vs cowboy/civil
society. The other factors and variables of the movie made it amazing.

The world Pandora, that they created was the most beautiful thing ever.
I wish to live in the Navi's type of lifestyle. I Love it!

I wish I got to watch this in 3D.

I think I will actually. IMAX 3-D. Yes.............

Anyways, yes. Alex and I enjoyed the movie very much.
WE TOTALLY SHOULD'VE SNUCK INTO 3D!!!
But no..... darn you Alex's glasses!!

We held hands almost
Anyways, after that. We went to Chipotle.
Alex had his first Chipotle burrito today.
And he LOVED IT! NOW HE KNOWS WHY I FIND IT SO DELICIOUS AND APPETIZING
AND I WOULD RISK GETTING SOME FLAB FROM EATING IT FOR A WHOLE WEEK IN A
ROW.
Then we bused it onwards towards Jordan's house.

I told Alex to hold onto the railing or rope thing but Alex was too
stubborn and too much of a cool kid to do so. So he stood up the whole
time without holding anything to prove me wrong.

In the end, he didn't fall.... BUT STILL, ITS DANGEROUS!!!

Then we went to 7-11 to get some coke slushier.
I TOLD YOU THERE WAS A 7-11 THERE!!

Then we walk walk walk to Jordan's. Finally got there and see Abby and
Jordan peering out from the window like timid little children. It was a
hilarious site.

We came in and sat down on the couch. Got silleh.
Played mario kart double dash. I failed at rainbow road. Ffffff that.
Haven't played that shit for like YEARS. I used to be pro at that. Well
not pro, but I wasn't as shitty at it as I am now.

Then we discovered that we could watch YOUTUBE on the Wii. It was SO
COOL. We watched kitties flush the toilets. And "goosh goosh". I forgot
what I video I showed them..... but yeah.

I had the hardest time trying to type with the damn thing. But yeah. It
was pretty funny.

Then it was time to go back. So we said our goodbyes.

Went to bus stop and it took FOREVER for the bus to come.
The OCTA lady LIED TO ME!!!!! 10+ MINUTES LATE SRSLY.

Then we bussed back and went to Barnes and Nobles.
I went to Starbucks to buy a white chocolate mocha.
Alex loves it and drank most of it! But that's okay.

IM SO HAPPY YOU'RE TRYING NEW THINGS!!! <3

Then my mama came. And we take you home!

~DT

Jogging with Alex,

Well, today we were suppose to jog together.
But I just ran/walked over to Alex's house.
We decided to meet halfway.
And when I finally saw Alex in the distance, it was a feeling like when
we first met. A kind of shy feeling.
It was strange feeling because we've been in a relationship for 20
months and 2 days!

We walked into the neighborhood and I kept on pestering Alex and telling
him that we went the wrong way. But little did I know, we really did go
in the right way and that we didn't have to walk more than we should.

We got to Alex's house and Alex was being very gentlemanly and let me go
through the gate first! <3
So Cute! Then we went inside and Alex remembered that I was thirsty and
got me a cup so I can drink some water!

Alex already had Unleashed up and playing on the telly!
The movie was really interesting.
Too bad I didn't pay attention for the first quarter of it.

Snake burrowing.

We cuddle and watch the movie.
I rested my head on Alex's tummy.
Moar sexy sex abs!<3
I SERIOUSLY thought the weapons were for cutting the dead contestants!!
I didn't know they were allowed to throw weapons down into the pit!

The movie ended and Brendan called up Alex to go hang out with him and
Bijan!

We got ready and went outside to wait for Bijan.
Turns out Brendan was suppose to pick us up.
It was really cold so Alex warmed me up by holding me and swaying back
and forth. I LOVED IT! *___*

Alex Warmth!! <3 I can't get enough of it!!

Went over to Brendan's house and watched some Pulp Fiction.

I would totally run away with you Alex! <3

It was really freaky, weird, and wrong watching a black mob boss be butt
raped by some freak white cop.

Brendan's mother made delicious popcorn.
I want more of it.
I never liked popcorn this much before.

Then we left.
Drove around because we didn't know what to do.
Watched Bijan buy a pack of cigs.
Went to pee.
Pumped gas.

Decided to go to Central Park.
Hung around the playground for a bit.
Brendan takes pictures of Alex and Bijan on swings.
I want those pictures.
Went up big ass hill.
It was dark and scary.
Has flashlights.
Stare at millipede and cannibal snail.
Saw the city lights from the big hills.

Decide to go back home.
Saw licorice plants.

Alex got Bijan silly for his birthday present.

Home!

I had a great day with you Alex!
Everytime, I Love You more! <3

~DT

Peppy the Hummingbird,

I noticed him on the sidewalk while walking to beach blvd.
It was so sad. So we decided to pay our respects and put him on a piece
of cardboard and flowers around him. To show our respect. Since we
couldn't bury him or anything.

Poor thing.
I never saw a hummingbird that was ever still till today.

~DT

Oh Yeah and ChaCha says,

DT : Is Alexander Vaughn Nguyen and Dan Tam Pham going to last forever?
ChaCha Crystal Ball says: No matter which way I look, all signs point to
yes!

~DT

Day with Alex + Friends & Chacha Answers,

Alex plays darts with Brenan.
Brendan's doggies nudge attack Alex and I.
Watched funny weed comedian & flapjack.
Went to SeaGate for a failed and close to ending fight sparring thingy.
Bijan black man's house was super clean and neat and cool. Watched
FlapJack and King of the Hill.
Had chicken and waffles over at Roscoes for the first time.
Alex and I takes da pix for bijan's mama with the old school disposable
camera.
90mph on PCH.
Good musics.
Shisha fun time.
First time accomplishing rings. Alex too!<3
Go homes.

Fuuuun night with Alex and made new frandz!

~DT

ChaCha Says,

This morning during Journalism Alex asked ChaCha two important
questions.

AVN: Does Dan Tam Nguyen Pham love Alexander Vaughn Nguyen?
ChaCha: My magic 8 ball says YES Dan Tam Nguyen Pham loves Alexander
Vaughn Nguyen!!
AVN: Does Alexander Vaughn Nguyen love Dan Tam Nguyen Pham?
ChaCha Crystal Ball says: Totally, Dude. That is so gonna happen. Hope
you picked the right wave, cause this one is coming in..

ITS DESTINY!!

~DT

What Alex Does in Geometry,

He peels and eats a clementine and then tapes it back together.

~DT

Monkey Edit,

I did a little editing to this here monkey.

~DT

Drug Free,

Is the way to be!

I support.

~DT

Fuck Ups,

So I was just sitting here surfing the net, looking at all the people
who I thought were fuck ups.

As I was sitting their looking down on them, I thought to myself:

Hmmm.. Hey, you're not a fuck up unless you regret the things you've
done.

Everyone has their own standard system.
Everyone has their own definition of happiness and success.
Life is what you make of it.

Who are we to judge if they fucked up or not?

~DT

The Rings Picture,

~DT

I Also Forgot to Add,

Over at KFC Alex "secretly" went to the toy machine to get a certain
item.

Then over at Spires, Alex took it out and put it on my finger
dramatically with added sound effect and everything. <3

Too bad both of the rings were way too big. LOL.

YOU'RE SO CUTE AND THOUGHTFUL BABY!
I LOVE YOU ALEX. <3

~DT

Hitting the Town with Alex + Party Last Friday,

We finally get to walk around the city today! I absolutely loved it!
Except for the part about the weather being so cold and gloomy. But its
okay because Alex's hands kept my hands warm. <3

First I was dropped off at Alex's house. Alex chose "Little Nicky" to
watch this time. It had ADAM SANDLER in it. HURRAH!

Adam Sandler had a weird speech impediment in it.
It was hilarious.

New thing.
Discovered that Alex liked how the doggies roll.

Took a real nice and relaxing kitty nap while Alex finished the movie. I
want to take more kitty naps with you. <3 Woke up and didn't want to go
out. But Alex threatened me with his Shaolin sword. So sad... it was too
warm and comfy to leave!! So I just lay there for a bit. LOL.

Then we went outside. Heads in the clouds. Alex's neighbor a scary big
dog. That would run away whenever Alex barked back at it. BWAHAHA IT WAS
A BIG PUSSAY.

So then we exit. I found a way to enter the gates without climbing it. I
go THROUGH IT like the skinny little bitch I am. HURRAH FOR BEING
PETITE!

Hand in hand we go on our journey.
On the way, we both started craving for some fried chicken.
Our goal then was to walk across the city to obtain the great KFC.

It was a long walk. We decided to bus 2/3 of the way.
Since it was way too cold and long to go by foot.
As we were walking, we shared earphones listening to Alex's tunes
blasting from the iPod that Catherine "found".

I now want to lurk the floors of the girl's locker room in search of
iPods that fall into the cracks and crevices. Although I'd feel kind of
bad....to not return them. But I guess, shit happens.

Well anyway, we finally get to KFC and order the Popcorn Chicken combo +
the KFC Snacker + Honey Mustard + Ranch. I would have to say, it was the
most delicious thing ever. Alex found out I liked to dip and mix sauces
together. :D I hope you don't mind baby!

After the meal, we're STILL hungry. So we walk to Spires.
We had the Chicken Strips meal. It was way too breaded for me. I also
found out Alex liked Thousand Island dressing on his salads. I sit there
in disbelief. THOUSAND ISLAND IS YUCKY! THERE'S RELISH IN IT! I think...
iono. But I gotta side with Mr. Ranch on this one!

We were completely bloated afterwards.
I had my mama pick us up and take us home.

--

Last Friday, December 4th. I went over to Alex's house right after
school. To go wait for Brendan to give us a ride to his party that
night.

We do our thang.

Sit and wait around.
Watch TV with Alex's mama and papa.

Went into the bigger house to watch Alex and his daddy go out it in ping
pong. I saw the most intense rallies evar.

Then Alex's daddy asked me to play too.
I was too embarrassed and shy to at first.
But Alex pushed me on to it.
Oh God, did I fail.
But Alex's daddy was being real nice and patient about it.
It was the coolest bonding experience ever. *_____*

Then afterwards Alex's daddy left.
Alex and I went at it in Ping pong.
Alex taught me the righteous techniques of holding and hitting the ball
with the paddle.
It was the most fun thing ever.
I loved it whenever we would loudly cheer and taunt each other whenever
we scored a point.
I LOVE IT SO MUCH WHENEVER WE DO ACTIVITIES AND GET TO BOND TOGETHER.
We played a match where if Alex won, we'd stop playing ping pong and
where if I won, we'd get to play another game.

I lost. But THAT'S OKAY.
I will PRACTICE AND PRACTICE.
Till I RECEIVE MY VICTORIOUS GLORY.

Then we went back inside.
I sat and watched Alex play on Kong.
I like to watch him play games where it's so intense that I'd scream,
yell, and cheer for him.
I showed him the good songs off of Tiesto's new album.
Alex likes it. *___*
I get this warm fuzzy and accomplished feeling whenever I show Alex a
song that he likes.
I watched him grind (yay a new term I learned from him) the game as he
was listening to it.

Turns out, Cherry and Steffi had to pick us up for the Party. Brendan
was way too busy to give us a ride. I KNEW IT.

The party was pretty interesting.
I saw the whore there. It was gross.
Other than that, it was a pretty fun night.
Socializing and what not.
Although, it gave me this whole new view of my peers.
I was even more disappointed and looked down upon them.
No offense. But everyone's trying too hard to be cool.
Doing certain things thinking that it'd make them look cool.
I don't like it at all. It's embarrassing to even watch them.
But it's all understandable, I guess.

It's funny how people who don't usually talk to me at school, talk to me
over there while they're under some kind of influence. Everyone's nicer
and more friendly, I guess.
But eh. Oh well.

We just stuck around for an hour, going inside and outside back and
forth. Socialized. Then left before the party got rolled. Lucky us, we
left right before they came.

Funny night I'd have to say.

I love how Alex gets along with all my friends.
No awkwardness or anything and what not.
I'M SO SO SO HAPPY!!! *___*

~DT

Alex's Positive Trading Quote,

AVN THE DESTROYER: THINK POSITIVE
AVN THE DESTROYER: WE DON'T USE EACH OTHER
AVN THE DESTROYER: WE TRADE SERVICES!
DT: ^___^
DT: OKAY BABY!<3
AVN THE DESTROYER: Yesssss.

~DT

As I Was Looking For Nail Clippers Last Morning,

I figured out that,

we all use each other.

Kind of sad... but not really.

It's understandable.

~DT

Alex's Psychoanalyzation of Me,

He is a great psychoanalyzer.
He can see right through me.

He saw things that I didn't even notice.

Thank you for opening my eyes to some things.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

~DT

Phone Conversations with Alex,

1:39:39

I think that's the longest ever on the phone with you baby!

^___^

I love hearing all of your stories and getting to know more about you!

I'm so happy you like and want to talk to me on the phone~ *____* <3

When you told me you wanted to talk on the phone, I was like,

*O* *SHOCK*

<runs to phone charger to charge the phone so I can talk to you>

I LOVE YOU! <3

~DT

The Day Before Thanksgiving with Alex,

I raced the clock to Alex's house and I arrived at 1:01 (or was it 1:02..?)
I got to choose the movie as usual! Bulletproof Monk was the choice!
It's about some scroll and funny Tibetan kung fu fighting monk.
We ate candy right when I came over!
I'm usually paying more attention to Alex than the movie.
It hit Alex first. Most wonderful feeling ever he says.
Hit me second.

Feels good man.



I loved how Alex held onto me tightly.
I felt like he was my baby and I held onto him back tightly.
We cuddled and cuddled for the rest of the day.
We both opened up to each other.
I started by telling him how much of a total creeper I was.
Stalking his email and ex girlfriends. I swear! I can't help myself!
I'm so happy and glad that I got out everything.
I have no more secrets to hide from you anymore Alex.
We both cried, opened up, and cried.
I got to know a lot more about you.
And you told me things that I myself haven't even fully realized until you mentioned it to me.
I'm so grateful to have met you, for getting to know you, for getting to the point of Loving you.
And right when you agreed that you'd wait 4 years for me.
That just made my heart jump.
I hope after yesterday you have gotten a bit of a grasp on how much I Love You.
I'm sorry for making you feel neglected some times and having said some of those hurtful things towards you.

You know, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH~!!! <3

I'm glad we got a lot of things figured a sorted out.
I'm so glad I got to tell you about how much a creepy jealous person I am.

I really do believe we suit each other.
We balance each other out.
Being the almost complete opposite of each other while completely complementing each other in the bigger picture.
You really are the Ying to my Yang.

I believe in US.

I know this might sound all corny and what not.
But everything I say I mean it.

After awhile of having the Bulletproof Monk menu looping over and over due to our really long conversation, we decided to put in another movie. I got Alex to let me pick Aladin. Even though Alex complaines that he's a sand neeeeegar. But that's okay! Riiight?

We cuddled and had our deep conversations up until Alex's Mama came home to take us over to their Grandmama's house for an early Thanksgiving dinner.

Alex's Mama gave me some tips on U-Turning and what not while Alex was in the bathroom. 8D IT WAS A SUPER AWESOME BUT SHORT BONDING TIME. KEKEKEKE...

Then we went over to his Grandmama's house.

On the drive there I asked Alex's Mama if it was okay for me to come over.
And Alex shouted out, "OF COURSE YOU CAN. YOU'RE FAMILY!!"
That made me, ;;__________;; <3 <3 <3.

Alex and his little cousins are so wild and hyper! IT was so ADORABLE watching Alex play along with their games! They were all attacking him and gaining up on him. Alex would make a super great father. All the babies would like him instead of me.. ;__; NOOOO. I'M A GOOD MAMA TOOOOO. RIGHTTTTT?? I found it absolutely adorable of him to get along with children so well, especially when he stopped Yen Yen (sp?) from crying.

We played cards with Eve and Stacy and Alex would always be the winnar. NO FAIRS. But it's okay. Cuz he would help me out once he was done! TEHEHEHE! I HAS BIG ADVANTAGES KTHX!

Then we took camerawhored and got his little cousins to take pictures of us! :D
I shall post those pictures up soon! WE IS A BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!! <3

Now I want him to slap me playfuly more often.

Oh yeah! While we were eating dinner Yen Yen would do the cutest thing. She'd pick up one niblet of corn and she'd put it onto my plate slyly whenever I was looking in the other direction. And whenever I ate it, she'd start giggling like maaad!

Afer wards we went into Eve's room to sit and talk some more.
I love how we get to spend time and just cuddle and talk to each other.
Yesterday was the longest time we had ever spent conversing.
IT WAS MY DREAM COME TRUE! *_______*
It was definitely conversations full of life changing realizations.

Alex demonstrated me how CPR worked. It was the strangest feeling ever.
My cheeks felt like balloons being blown up! LOL!
Alex likes to slap my face playfully. He finally told me last night why he liked to do it! Alex's Mama would do the same thing! Playfully slapping his face until he'd get mad. And when he got mad she'd go,

"THUONG THUONG THUONG!! *MWAH MWAH MWAH*"

Alex demonstrated this act and it made me feel so.. *___*.
SO EFFING ADORABLE UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!

Then we camera-whored some more and I tied up cute piggy tails on Alex's hairs.
SO VERY CUTE AND ADORABLE!
Then we just chilled and I laid there next to Alex as everyone watched Glee.

Then it was time for me to go home~
Alex drove me home and walked me all the way up to the door.
How very gentlemanly! Then we huggled and kissie.

It was the most amazing and grateful night I had ever had with you Alex.
And we're going to continue having these days together.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALEX!

~DT

Pre-Thanksgiving Day,

I had the most amazing, magnificent, wonderful, (insert all of the great
adjectives here) day with Alex today.
I shall blog more about this tomorrow morning!

Here's just a small short blog for you to read a bit baby.

I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!! <3

~DT

Ate a Dog Treat,

I just bit a piece off of a dog treat that looked like graham cracker
bears.

I'm disappointed. It didn't have any flavor at all.

~DT

Russian Tortoise,

ADORABLE TURTLES!
Savagely eating their lettuce.

~DT

Badger badger badger,

This was truly the craziest and most life changing night.

My eyes open and damn. I don't even know how to explain it.

~DT

Fresh & Easy Wall,

I thought it looked pretty cool.

~DT

A Picture From Up the Stairs,

It was dark. Bad lighting for picture!

~DT

19th Month,

Today was our 19th month anniversary.
Alex proposed that we go out and have pho for dinner!
And what a great idea it was!

Alex picked me up from my house and once we arrived, his daddy said,
"You want me to teach you something else Alex?"
"Uh sure"
"Go and open the door for her"

And I was like, *______*. How GENTLEMANLY!

While we waited, Alex told me stories about undersea/scuba welding,
jew/woman convo with Abby story, and his improv about his wanderer
persona.

The jew one was my favorite. HAHAHAHA!
JEWORGE WANT BUSHELLS OF GOLD.
THAT'S AN INSTANT CLASSIC.

What I also noticed was that Alex would pull on each of my fingers while
he was doing his improve. And when he told me stories he would rub my
fingers and play around with them. You're so adorable baby!

I didn't get to finish all of my pho because I wasn't able to. So
bloated and what not. Alex wouldn't even eat my meat! He always loves
eating my extra meat!

We were soon done and Alex wanted to go and wait outside.
We went up half way of the flight of stairs and we huggles and kissies.
It was very cold. We needed warmth!

We went all the way up. and then we saw this chair on the balcony part
like thing. It was very strange.

A chair out of nowhere. LOL. It was a pretty looking chair also!

Then coffee beans and lolipops and diy finish.

It was really cold but we got all warmed up!

We went downstairs and then Alex started telling me about his super
secret experiments.

I LOVE HOW YOU OPENED UP TO ME!
FEEL FREE TO TELL ME ANYTHING BABY!
( ^________^ )

Then Alex gave me a piggyback ride!
He had to sidestep like a crab because we can't turn around or else
people will see my panties!! (I'm wearing a dressy/skirt thingy)
Then we made krabby noises, koh kee koh kee while Alex sidesteps.

Then we has to go back inside Thang Long and order food for his daddy.
And we sat in the back seats of the restaurant. Alex asked me to tell
him a story and I tell him how I slept that day at school and totally
blacked out and woke up confused as to where I was. Then Alex's daddy
came and we went into the car to wait and Alex opened the door for
meeeee. (Oh wait.. Atleast I think he did...YESH) Then when Alex's daddy
came him, he said to me,

"This is going to be your seat soon".

Me = *_____* YAAAAAYYYY *HIS DADDY LIKES ME AND I'M SLOWLY ASSIMILATING
MYSELF INTO ALEX'S LIFE*

Yeshhh..... yesh...... excellent...........

So THEN! Alex drops me off at home and his daddy cracks the joke "make
sure you don't drop her off at another girls house".

If that was true...
D:<<<
I WILLS KILLS YOU ALEX!!! IM THE ONLY GIRL!!!!

But yesh, Alex dropped me off at the RIGHT house and opened the door for
me and walked me all the way up to the door and gave me kissie and hug.
VERY GENTLEMANLY. <3 I LOVE IT!! *______*

I had a great night with you, Alex.

I Love You!

~DT

Caffeine,

Guess what guys?

Caffeine is the most accepted drug on the planet.

It rules and has integrated it's way into millions of peoples lives.

Caffeine is bad.

-DT

Alex's Sea Lion,

Alex went to the Aquarium today for his Oceanography!
From what I hear and saw, it sounded like a very fun experience!
I wish I was there to see all those cool critters!
We shall go to the aquarium together sometime, for sure! :D

I came into ceramics during 6th and Alex threw a brown bag at me! At
first I thought it was like food or something!
I opened it and I saw an ADORABLE SEA LION AWAITING MY HUGGLE. At first
I thought it was a seal but Alex corrected me. :D

ITS SO ADORABLE! Another item from Alex that I'm going to have an
obsession of petting. :D

You're so thoughtful and sweet. : )

THANK YOU SO MUCH ALEX!<3

Oh. And I made my mini Pachirisu sit on the sea lion's back.
I need to think of a name for this sea lion....

--

Today Alex gave me a piggyback ride after school.
And then Alex was ready to catch me as I slowly backed up and ran and
jump into him into koala style. :D Good reflexes and strength bebe. I
LOVE DOING THAT. AND I LOVE KNOWING THAT YOU HAD NEVER FAILED TO CATCH
ME.

Then we laid down, hand in hand on the cement in front of the school to
look at the clouds. Just like in the stereotypical romantical movies,
although..... it was an almost perfectly clear day. With just one pansy
cloud up in the sky. We interpreted it into an assortment of things
nonetheless.

I LOVE YOU ALEX! <3

~DT

Alex's Guavas,

ARE SO SWEET!!

YOU'RE SO SWEET!! <3>THANK YOU SO MUCH.<3

And, OMGAH. YOU SAW ME AT MY WORSE.

IN MAH PJS WITH MY HAIRS UPS REVEALING MY PIMPLES.

But I'm glad you don't mind........... RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?

LOL. My mama has to cut them into thin slices cuz my stupid braces
detain me from biting into big slices.

~DT

Neuro Bliss,

"Enhances mood"
"Improves Memory"
"Increases Ability to Handle Stress"
"Regulates Mood and Appetite"
"Improves Circulation"
"Antioxidant"

Sounds too good to be true.
Like a drug.

~DT

Meatball Hairs,

I seriously don't even know.
I was just messing with my hair instead of working on my essay and it
came out like this.
I really like it.

LOL.

~DT

In the Wild,

Music : Race Against Disaster - Jeff Loomis

I was sitting here in the car thinking.

In the wild, there are no rules.
No morals and no ethics.
No right or wrong.

The only thing that would be on our minds would be survival.
Our instincts would drive us to do whatever it takes to survive.

~DT

Alex's Dork,

I CAN'T STOP STROKING IT.
SO SMOOTH AND ADDICTING TO STROKE.

~DT

Happy Mood,

I'm not so sure why.

But I'm in a "OMG IM SO HAPPY. I LOVE LIFE" mood.

I'm very grateful for this wonderful life I'm blessed with.

I'm feeling very affectionate.

I just feel, so very very happy.

I love this feeling so much.

<3 AVN

~DT

Bavaria,

Neuschwanstein.
Meadows.
Alpines.

Exactly what I dreamt of as a child.
I didn't even know a place like this even existed in this realm.

I'm so going.

~DT

The Box,

So I watched "The Box".
I don't want to spoil it or anything.
But it captured almost exactly my bleak views of human nature.
It's so precise.
Our selfish inner desires.

Enlightening movie.
But it was pretty depressing.

I don't even feel like talking to the people I'm with at the moment.
I feel kind of angry and upset after the movie.

I'm able to empathize with the conclusion and I couldn't help but to cry
so hard from it. Don't want to spoil.
But it was the ending decision of the couple.

But I'd have to say, the afterlife view, was breathtakingly haunting. A
pure white void.

I can't even really explain how I feel from this movie.
I'm just awestruck.

It's definitely an eye opener.

So hm, two life appreciating events in one day.

I'm on a roll.

~DT

Alex's Mama Gave Me Guava,

DELICIOUS LARGE GUAVA!

THANK YOU ALEX'S MAMA!! <3

~DT

I Forgot to Blog About Alex's Spontaneous Visit Last Sunday,

The previous Sunday (November 1st) Alex spontaneously arrived at my
doorstep! It was quite a surprise! :O I LOVE SURPRISES!!!!<3

His initial plan was to just stop by for a quick visit to say hi! Or was
it your plan this whole time to stay at my house... till 6... :O

Well! My mama invited him in and asked if he wanted to watch a movie!
Silence of the Lambs. We only got 20 minutes into the movie and Alex
wanted to do something else! I guess the movie didn't really intrigue
him! D: iz one of mah fave muveeezzz.

So we decided to walk to the park near my neighborhood!
I made Alex push me on the swings.

"This is the only time when I'm allowed to actually push you." LOLOL <3

Then we went to the grass area near some teen messcans. I sat on Alex's
lap cuz the grass was so prickly on the skins of my legs! Alex kept on
questioning why there were 3 messcan boiz sitting on a bench together at
the park. LOL.

Alex kept on trying to find empty barren deserted hidden places. :O
Tsk tsk tsk!

I was paranoid of staying at the park too long cuz then my mama would be
all mad at me.

So we went back home, Alex was about to go to his g'mama's house but I
pulled him back to my house!

Then we watched some South Park and Malcolm in the Middle and our
signature couch roll sessions. We havn't sat in that couch together for
MONTHS!!!! Good 'ole memories.

:O It was real fun. Reeeeaaaaal fun. New teckz and trickz.

Then GH gave me 2 potato wedges and I shared the biggest wedge for Alex.
Alex got suspicious as to why I gave him the biggest piece!

I gave you the biggest piece because I remembered that you really liked
potato wedges! And that you'd go to Albertson's to buy them sometimes
during lunch!

Yesh. Then my mama accidentally burnt our eggrolls by adding sugar in
it. But that's okay! You still took some home with you! :D

Then it was time for you to goes homes~

Thanks so much for visiting me!
I really needed that.

I Love You Alex! <3

~DT

Finally Understanding Time Signatures,

This is a crucial part of my musical life.
THANK YOU SO MUCH SILVIA.

Silvia: ARE YOU SURE
DT: YESH
--------------------------------- 21:17
---------------------------------
DT: I GETS IT FINALLY
Silvia: 7/4 <-- HOW MANY QUARTER NOTES DO YOU NEED IN A MEASURE?
DT: OH SHIT.... HRMMMM...
DT: UM UM UM
DT: 7?
DT: D:
Silvia: YES
Silvia: IN THAT CASE.
DT: OH
DT: OMG
DT: HOLY CRAP WOW
Silvia: HOW MANY EIGHTH NOTES.
DT: 14!
DT: RIGHT?
DT: *________*
Silvia: YES!!
Silvia: GOOD JOB.
Silvia: ^___^
DT: OH MY GOD. I FINALLY GET IT ;____; YESSSSS.

~DT

Wheel-Throwing,

Today Alex made me throw on the wheel for his ceramics article picture.
I was very hesitant at first because I felt really lazy and I didn't
want to get down and dirty.

So then Alex got me to do it and oh my goodness gracious.

IT WAS SO FUN!! I NEVER KNEW IT WOULD BE THIS FUN! :O
I thought it was going to be super hard and everything but, wow! It's
not that hard for me at all! Or at least, so far it wasn't. I haven't
tried throwing a fresh batch of clay on top and starting from scratch
yet. I just continued what Stryker had made.

I think I shall be experimenting with this wheel throwing a lot more
often now.

Thanks so much Alex for urging me to do it! <3

~DT

We Have Made Great Progression,

Today we have made great progression Alex!
Admittance is the hardest step!
I'll help you along the way baby!
And don't worry! I don't hate you!
As long as the truth is said.

I'm so Happy.

~DT

Trust Game,

So today around the ending of lunch time.
Alex decided to make me do the fall back trust game.
He had to drag me across the ceramics room to find the perfect dangerous
place for me to fall onto!
I usually never participate in games such as these,
in fear that the person would trick me and wouldn't catch me.

I think that actually happened one time.......

Anyway,

It took a great load of convincing and a cheating pulled back fall to
get me to fall back volounteeringly!

I have to say, it's one of these things where it takes you forever to do
it and you wouldn't have been able to have done it under a load
pressure.

Alex was being pretty patient! *__* I like that the most!

I fell back once and it was like WOAH.
I fell down pretty far before he caught me!

And then Alex convinced me to do it once more!
It was still pretty hard to initiate the fall even though I've already
done it once!
But yes!

I DID IT AND ALEX CAUGHT ME!

I loved it when Alex told me "I had this image in my head where
afterwards you start to cry from all of this accomplishment and
everything." LOL baby! This ain't no Oprah!

But yes, it's definitely something I would've done.

I really do appreciate and love the effort you put into this!

I LOVE YOU!

CHU BABY! <3

~DT

Halloween Costumes at School,

Stryker had the best costume ever.
"Hannah Montana"

Alex was a PERFECT nerd.
Everyone thought I was cooking mama.
And Dutch thought I was a Hello Kitty girl.

~DT

Cute Korean Baby,

There was this cute little Korean Baby girl that was wandering around
calling for her mama!

"Omma?" "Omma?"

She would look at me from afar and I would smile at her and she'd give
me a shy grin and run away! And then she'd do it again!

Absoooolutellly adorabbble!
She makes me loves babies!

~DT

Calling Out My Government Teacher,

We had a test today in government and to aid us with our test, we had a
little review game where he asked each one of us down the row a question
pertaining to what we will be tested on.

When he got to me, he asked me "what are one of the principles of the
constitution and give me a brief description".

I had no idea what the answer was and I looked up at him and said
"You're asking me a hard question just because I'm Asian!"

And the whole class roared in laughter.
LOL talk about ego boost.
My teacher had the most shocked face I had ever seen and he was utterly
speechless.

So after I finished my test and got up to ask for permission to go to
the bathroom, he said,

"Yeah! Make it quick."
"And oh! I also have a question to ask you."
"What you said was a joke right? You didn't mean it right"
(He seemed worried)

"LOL!! Yeah it was a joke!! Sorrrry!" *swiftly exits*

I actually feel kind of bad. For making him feel bad that he's
discriminating me.

But yeah, although, it wasn't really a joke, well it was but it still
has it's merits of truth in it!

W00t! Confidence & Ego boost!

I normally wouldn't have made such a remark or said anything of that
nature because I'd be too pussy too.

But wow! I have definitely improved!

~DT

Feeling Alone,

Well about an hour ago, I realize how alone I really am.
Or at least, how mentally isolated I am from everyone.
Not a really great feeling.
I felt cornered, trapped, and alone for a couple few minutes.
But I got over it. I'm able to accept it.

It's a part of growing up.
People drift.
Off into their own paths that they pave along the way.

I think it's better for me to realize this now than later on.

--

Do you know what a great feeling is?

Listening to music through ear buds in the middle of the quiet night,
alone in your room in the pitch dark.
Depending on the type of song, tempo, echo and how high quality it is,
the notes vibrate so smoothly in the eardrums.
It gives me a feeling of great peacefullness.

It's one of my life's greatest pleasure.
Stimulating peace for my mind.

It's getting late, time for me to sleep!

~DT

Snakes & Holes,

DT: THE SNAKE NEEDS TO GO INTO THE HOLE
DT: AND ONLY A SNAKE CAN GO INTO THE HOLE
AVN MASTA MAN: A HOLE CAN'T GO INTO A HOLE
AVN MASTA MAN: AND A SNAKE CAN'T GO INTO A SNAKE
AVN MASTA MAN: IT'S ONLY LOGICAL THAT A SNAKE GOES INTO A HOLE
AVN MASTA MAN: NOW HUSH AND ALLOW ME ACCESS TO THE HOLE
DT: CAN HOLES CLOSE AND RESTRICT ACCESS?
AVN MASTA MAN: NO
AVN MASTA MAN: BECAUSE THE SNAKE DUG THE HOLE
AVN MASTA MAN: THE SNAKE IS SUPREME OVERLORD COMMANDER OF THAT SPECIFIC
HOLE
DT: SNAKES CAN DIG HOLES?
DT: AND CLAIM THEM?
AVN MASTA MAN: AND SNAKES DON'T GO INTO OTHER HOLES BECAUSE THEY MIGHT
GET A DISEASE
DT: OOOOOO:
DT: LOLOLOL HOW CUTE!!!!!!!!!!

~DT

Central Park with Alex + Company For a Bit,

I started out grumpy.
Ngoc picked me up.
Picked up Alex from 7-11.
Drank Alex's Coke Slurpee.
Went to Central Park.
Alex helped me cut Abby's dreads and hair off.
Abby has normal hair now.
Went into the shire. Got silly.
Walked across the field. Felt silly.
Video cam'd Alex. Alex video cam'd me.
Waited at bus stop, up front the library.
Tried to sketch Alex out.
Abby drew me sitting on one of Alex's leg on the bench.
Nghia came to pick Alex and me up.
Camwhored with Alex in the car.
Ate at Pho Thang Long.
They gave us onions in the beginning.
They had to redo it again because we ordered with no onions.
Went to buy boba at Tapioca Express.
Alex got Strawberry Icy & I got Milk Tea with baby bobas.
Too much baby bobas tastes and feels strange.
Waited over at Nghia's house for Nghia to burn program.
Alex asked me why I was grumpy. I stalled.
Nghia takes Alex home.
I went outside to tell Alex. Cried. Hugged.
Went home.
Alex IM'd me. Alex guessed it right.
Very Glad that Alex didn't deny.
Called Alex. Alex was in a roomful of people.
Alex called back while he walked on Beach st. towards Jordan's.
Alex explains to me why.
I finally understand.

Alex: I Love You.
Me: I Love You Too.

I'm really happy we're able to communicate with each other.

~DT

Dragon Movie Poster,

I thought the 3D Pop Up Card board Dragon poster was the COOLEST THING
EVER.

~DT

My Ceramics Pieces Up in the Front Office,

~DT

Holes,

Hrmz.

What I've been thinking during Government class today.

~DT