Sunkissed,

: iLo

You got a nice sounding name like an old holiday
And if you share with me the old times
I'm sure that we could lie awake

There's a thousand year heatwave
Smoke in my head
And if the sun could kiss a new day
I'm sure that we would stay in bed

Don't stop breathing if you're caught down a well
There's a hole in the sky and you're stuck in a shell
But the ground that you're standing on belongs to you
Like a bubble or a bird, all things go up and down

Don't forget to look up at the sky
At the stars and the trees and the moon and the night
Don't forget that tomorrow is a brand new day
Like a bubble or a bird all things go up and...

Don't stop breathing if you're caught down a well
There's a hole in the sky and you're stuck in a shell
But the ground that you're standing on belongs to you
Like a bubble or a bird, all things go up and down
All things go up and down...

(Hurrah for beautifully written optimistic realistic songs!)

~DT

Alex's House,

So today I walked for 1 hour to go visit
Alex!(Iamsuchadedicatedsuperawesomegirlfriend*nodsnods*)
To enter, I used my super awesome fence climbing skills to climb
over.*cough* *shiftyeyes* Since Alex didn't have keys to the huge
fence. Then he gave me a tour of his undone housey! So bigggg.... &&& I
got to see his FAMILY PICTURE!! It was of Alex, his daddy, his mommy,
and baby Catherine! ALEX LOOKS SO CUTE! THEN THEN! I saw a 7 year old
picture of Alex and HE'S SO ADORABLE!!!! UWAHHHH! *-* Oh and also! There
are many bathrooms inside his housey. Like 5!! Lykewoahmangz I only gots
3. Then then afterwards Alex shows me the back of his house and I saw
his bunnnies and doggies! And his potato plant! Grooww growww potatoes
groww!!! Then I saw the back house of Alex's and and Alex said the door
was probably locked and said I could peek in if it wasn't locked so I
opened it and guess what? IT WASN'T LOCKED! But then Alex was like
"NOOOO" *coverseyes* YOU CAN'T SEE IT! MY UNDERWEAR IS SCATTERED
EVERYWHERE!!" *still covering eyes* Kekekeke even with the eye covering
I could seee through your handddd babbby boooo! ^___^ Then we went to
the back and tried to find mama bunny and then I took a peek at the
window and saw Alex's bed!! Alex tried to do "surprise" on me, but
NEVER!!! Then oh yeah! Alex tried to lure me into the suspicious dark
pantry for me to "read" this certain box that had Vietnamese in it! But
I got lured in anyway! >_> Then Alex tried to lock me in there but it
wasn't that dark. So it's alllll gooood! ^^ Then afterwards I had to
climb up the fence but I couldn't go down so I be da damsel in distress
and Alex catched me and bringed me downn! *___* Then we took a stroll a
bit around his house neighborhood place and like supposedly the man that
lives across from Alex would tatttle on him so we can't do PDA. T___T So
we strollllled around for a bitttt. Then I had to go~ Alex's facial
expression was so cute I almost cried. ;____; So then we had to depart
and I walked backwards so I can watch as Alex's figure slowly become
smaller and smaller the farther I walk away~

ALEX LOOOKED SOOO CUTE IN HIS LITTLE WHITE TANKTOP AND JEANS~~

My cutiiiieeeee babbby booooo!! <3

*hugglehugglehuggle*

~DT

A Lovely Discussion,

I had with you today.

I am looking forward to more honest and deep discussions with you in the
future.

You should really open up to me more often. It makes me feel good and
brings me a few steps closer to you.

Lovely. Lovely. Good. Good.

~DT

LOVE HANDLESSSS,

GETTTING RID OF THEM!

~DT

Feeling Lucky,

While I was inside the gas station purchasing $20 of gasoline on station
#3 for Thu. So I ran back out to Thu and told her that I felt lucky
today and suggest that we should buy a lottery ticket.

We bought a Super Lotto Plus 5 ticket.

Now I wait for Novermber 5th to come to see if my feeling is correct.

Nice day today.

~DT

English Prep Class,

Today was extremely interesting.
We talked about interesting and somewhat controversial things. Subject
this week was "Online Dating". I had a thought about it at first but
then after our discussion I was absolutely confused.

I am not confused with my opinions about online relationships, but I was
confused with online identity and real life identity.
It gets really confusing and everything but yeah. Sure guys, it sounds
pretty simple and concrete and everything but once you really go into
it's depth it's confusing. Well atleast, to me it is confusing. I am not
really in the mood to really go into depth with it but maybe later if I
really feel like it.

Well anyway, in my english prep class Andrew (I think that's the
teacher's name?) but yeah, anyway, he made us free write nonstop,
literally nonstop about online dating for 10 minutes. It sounded really
easy but boy, was I wrong. I was confused in the begining a bit. But I
got the ball rolling (kinda) after the second half minute. My hand
started to get writer's cramp from all of the non stop writing it was
crazy. And I was afraid to stop writing because if I did Andrew would
add 5 more minutes to our free writing time. I was pretty surprised of
what I wrote especially in the beginning I was like huh??! Was that
really what I was thinking about subconciously? Or is it just how I
start out with everything. Well here's what I said "I think internet
dating is interesting but strange" or atleast some thing of the sort. I
don't mean interesting as in I would do that, but I mean as in like I
find the actual subject of it interesting. Well anyway, when we wrote
our freewrites we have to write exactly what we were thinking of. As in
no stopping whatsoever. so like if we find that we are stopping and
think "I don't know what to write." We have to literally put that down
on our paper.

I will type up my freewrite later on and post it for anyone who's
curious.

But as a warning I am not a very good writer and I realized that I say
"like" a lot. Like a lot. Like that. And like blah blah blah. And like
yeah. Yeah.... I said "like" so many times that it's crazy. A friend of
mine noticed that also, back when I was blogging like 3-4 years ago.
Because back when I first started to blog, I would rant non stop. So I
guess that was the same as freewriting. Because I actually put "I don't
know what to say." "I'm bored." Etcetera etcetera.

But yes, I guess I will post up a clipping of one of my past posts from
my old blogging site. Hilarious stuff. I sounded like an immature and
annoying little girl. ++ I would usually rant or blog when I was angry.
Hahaha. Crazy crazy stuff.

I am pretty sure my blogging nowadays has definately matured and evolved
from it's primative furious immaturity.

Anyways, todays class was extremely interesting. It made me think about
lots of things and has shone light on things that I never really noticed
or touched. I also found a good method to find good points to write my
essays.

I'm really liking this class. It improves not only my writing abiltiess
but also enlightens my mind about personal things and I learn about
economics too! All of this in a very entertaining and un-boring way.
Hurrah!

But seriously, I think I am the only one who talks in the class these
past 2 weeks because the other talkative people are absent. It was only
my sister and this other kid and they are BOTH quiet. =__= I'm telling
them to speak up and talk more and my sister actually attempts to talk
but the other kid does otherwise. Makes me mad and irritates me because
I want to hear about others opinions and get a good discussion going on
and NOT be the only one having to answer the teacher's questions. Sigh
sigh sigh.

Other than that, what good day today.

Learning new things! Hurrah!

~DT

Jawa,

JAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWAJAWA!

Short cute little humanoid natives of Tatooine. Reminds me of youngest sibling!

What a dark little spectacle she is!

~DT

Beach & Alex's Kitty,

I went to the beach with Alex for his friend Sam's bonfire party this past Saturday; 25th!

I saw Alex's compassionate side that day! I was in awe. *-*

& shock.

Here are some pictures! I wish I got to record and take more pictures of everything that happened.

I WILL NEXT TIME WE ARE TOGETHER!

( I forgot if this was mine or Alex's attempt drawing on the sand. But I remember Alex DESTROYING MY ATTEMPT. So this is probably his.)

(Alex just finished with his masterpiece.)

(Alex's finished masterpiece slightly washed away by the mischievous waves. Thanks to my masterful photography skills, that this photo looks so beautiful! :D )

(First shot at the beach after the sand drawings! I like this picture because I don't look so retarded. Alex doesn't like it because his eyes are closed. IT'S OKAY BABY!)

(CAN YOU NOT TELL HOW I AM SUCH A WONDERFUL INFLUENCE TOWARDS ALEX!?!?! ASIANFOBPEACESIGNSFTW!!! I look like a creepy molester in this picture. BUT THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE I REALLY AM NOT A CREEPY MOLESTER. )

(My feet are much more beautiful. We are walking in the sand, so I decided to take a picture of our feet! Alex thought I was weird for doing so. BUT IT'S OKAY!)

(Our shadows also caught my interest so I took a picture of it. It's so AWESOME-O RIGHT?! Right. We look like giants! I AM FINALLY TALL!)

(I took this picture of Alex with the camera flash on while we were waiting for my mum to come and pick us up! Alex looks like thang whiteeee boyyyyyyyyyyy! MY LITTLE WHITE AZN BOYFRAND!!<3)

--

Alex made made me a kitty! I love to rub my face on the shiny and smooth surface.

Thank you SugarHoneyBabyAlexBuns!

♥ DT

Future Career,

That I would pursue would be in the entertainment industry.

I don't really feel comfortable talking to people about it because a lot of people discourage it since it is an "unstable" career. But I don't need all of that negative crap. I KNOW that I am going to make it in this industry. No, if you people are wondering if I am going to strive to be an actress or singer etc. I am more of the behind the scenes extremely important person. Yes, that probably sounds arrogant and narcissistic but it's completely true. I LOVE controlling the pieces and elements of the production etc. The editors and producers are HUGE parts of the whole product be it film or music etc. Without those people the movie would just be of people standing in a blank background talking with crap quality and everything. You know? Like those extremely novice N00b13 McN00b N00b home videos that people make. Boring. Boring. Boring. Well atleast most of them. They are boring aesthetically. Some have some nice gut to it but the skin, ehhhh not appealing. It needs to be MORE APPEALING AND PLEASANT to ALL 5 human senses. Well, I don't really kow about taste and touch senses but you get what I mean. Perhaps it will effect somehow on your taste of certain things while you are watching and eating something? Or......... yeah. You get it.

But yes, I am extremely 100% confident.

I really do commend the people who actually pursue the careers that they WANT to pursue. And not the ones that give financial and materialistic stability and security.

Those people in my eyes, are the real successful people.

But you know what? Hey, if you want to go into some stable career go for it. It's your life.

There is no right or wrong answer.

Just how we are raised and the people we meet.

I grew up in a family of hardworkers who have financially stable careers and everything. I was raised to start seriously thinking about what kind of career I wanted to pursue starting my year in 5th/6th grade. I was really into the "business" category and I still am. But the passion does not equal to as much as my current one. Well anyway, after observing my parents and their jobs. It makes me not want to turn to such careers, because of all the stress and hate for their job. I mean the pros of it is the income you get but with money and no time for leisure what"s the point? Other than paying the bills. But hey, as what Schwab says "People buy things that that they don't need and that they don't have the money for."

It's nice to have materialistic goods but it's all for the show. If you really think about it, you buy expensive designer things to show off and bring attention. And I will have to admit, I like buying expensive things to show off. But I have learned that I don't need all of that.

As long as I am enjoying myself and living a life full of happiness and content it's all good. (Wow, do I sound like a hippie)

I want a job that I love and life that I will be extremely content and happy of.
Not a shitty hell hole of a job that I dread to come to every day and a life full of hate, worries and stress.

There WILL be obstacles into getting the things you want but it will all be worth it in the end.

In the end,both paths you'd have to work hard. (Unless you want to be a bum slumming away in the streets.)

But which path do you want to choose?

May the force be with you. (MMK. SORRY GUYS. I just really had to put that in somewhere. STAR WARS FTW)

Oh and f.y.i. I am going to get a bachelor's degree in "Business" as my premise because if you think about it, everything is built upon a business. Afterwards I'd enroll in a certain vocational school. And gain knowledge about certain things and then out I come into society!

Successful & Happy 100%!

You will all see.

~DT

Mmm Mmm Mmm,

For some strange reason.

I am feeling extremely giddy and aroused. I feel like I'm going to
freaking bounce off the walls or something.

I swear the chicken I ate at lunch was injected with some strange
hormones.

Eeeeek.

Too bad I'm in art class. I have to pent and bottle up all of my
energy.

NOOOOOOOOOO!

I MUST RELEASE THIS ENERGY.

NOWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Please.

~DT

And I wonder,

If you know.
What it means?
To find your dreams.

~DT

A Nice Swim,

At dusk with my blood/coach.

I feel healthy & was given good advice for swimming also!

Thank you.

I feel good.

~DT

Butterfly Effect,

All causes and all effects,
Don't call it shit.
Necessary to acknowledge it.

Some call it love and some call it sex. (opposites)
Call it what you want,
But with one touch and you're gone.
So call in sick,
Human politics.

From whispered hushes and distant crushes,
Mental fits.
Breaking pencil tips and ink and brushes.
Simple rushes.
God makes man and this is the devil's finishing touches.

From dukes to duchesses,
And kings and queens.
From dust to dust this is the sinful theme.
The scene for crack fiends and gun packing teens high on,
Vaccines, magazines, and saccharine.

From dukes to duchesses,
And kings and queens.
From dust to dust this is the sinful theme.
THe scene for crack fiends and gun packing teens high on,
Vaccines, magazines, and saccharine.

Lovescream.

:Epik High

--

The theory that the smallest things contribute to things much grander and complex than itself.

-

Every insignificant event is linked to the bigger and more profound event.

-

One petty and small decision changes everything.

--

I have always believed in this so called "theory", but I never knew there was a specific word for it till today. That is why I always say that I never regret any little or big thing I have done in the past no matter how bad it was because it has made it's contributions of how I came to be, this current day.

& I absolutely LOVE how I am today.

No regrets and everything.

~DT

Sungha Jung,

Check this 11 year old Korean talent out.

A little fountain of inspiration, the kiddo is.

10 years old in this video.

11 years old in this video.

Amazing, yeah?

Makes me really want to pick up the guitar again. I want to learn how to do fingerstyle guitar picking. I think that is what it's called? SOMEONE TEACH ME SOMETIME!

Or I'll just learn it by myself.

The only thing that is stopping me would be the pain I get from playing with steel strings acoustics. Goodness gracious MY FINGERS get like spliced and sliced every time I play for too long. I should get nylon strung classic instead... But then it doesn't sound as nice and crisp!

Oh well.

NO PAIN, NO GAIN!

Peace.

~DT

Sixth Month w/ Alex,

- went to movie rental store with Alex
- every bird Alex meet will pooopie on him!
- got pinched for saying that
- came home
- watched CJ7
- enjoyed watching Alex ROFLMFAO'ing at the bathroom scene
- Alex tried to see what I looked like when I cry
- watched 10,000BC
- spoon
- played with Creamie with Alex
- recorded Alex playing with Creamie
- went to eat at Kappo Honda
- recorded Alex while waiting at KH
- Alex doesn't like japanese food
- went home
- took peace sign pictures with Alex
- watched part of the simpsons and king of the hill
- chi Uyen and Francis took Alex and I to there house to see
- like a snakey
- dropped Alex home

Happy Sixth Month Baby!

I really needed today.
We have a very long ways to go~

Like what you said,

"FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!"

I Love You!

~DT

Waiting,

For a good song to come up.

I woke up to my head throbbing for a brief moment. Then my necks starts
aching.

I can't sleep.

If I wake up on my left side, I am going to slap myself, once gaining
concious of it.

~DT

6th Months,

Happy 6th Months Alex. It's been half a year. Funny how time flies by so
fast right?

Cheers for more months and years to come.

I Love You, Alex.<3

~DT

The Scarlet Letter Essay,

AFTER 2 LONG TORTOROUS HOURS, I AM DONE WITH IT. I can now continue on
with my life, care-free and stress-free and drug-free. (Just kidding
about the last part!)

MUHAHAHA! TAKE THAT SCARLET LETTER ESSAY. YOU CAN NO LONGER FLOAT AROUND
MY HEAD DURING ALL OF MY WAKING HOURS, TAUNTING ME TO NO END!

YOU CAN NO LONGER DO THAT! HA! HA!

I have conquered you.

--

I think this would be like the first time I ever finished my essay
early. In my previous schooling years I would always write my essays the
night before or in the worst cases the morning or period before it is
due. I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

I had tomorrow motivating and pressuring me to finish this essay tonight
because I would be busy all day tomorrow with no time to write an
essay.

Guess what tomorrow is? Just guess.

I'm so gosh darn happy.

Onwards towards reading the books I borrowed from the library! I
absolutely love the library. The library is like my inanimate best
friend. I was so giddy on Thursday when Kamei sent us to the library for
English. I was up and about; wandering and exploring the shelves all
period. My friend was complaining because I was exploring too long and
she wanted me to come back and sit with her at the table.

BUT I JUST CAN'T HELP IT!

SO. MUCH. INFORMATION. AND. KNOWLEDGE.

I MUST FEED MYSELF WITH MORE KNOWLEDGE.

*chompchompchomp*

Lock me in a library for a whole week or possibly month please. With
healthy good food provided also please!

Sexy.

~DT

Olivia,

"I'm not a stalker! Never!" "I just want to admire him, from afar,
secretly."

*ahem ahem*

I had to take an extremely brief super short break from my "Scarlet
Letter" essay to announce to all of the interwebz that Olivia is:
*breaks into the song of James Rick's Super Freak*

SHE'S A SUPAH FREAK. SUPAH FREAK. SHE'S SUPAH FREAKKKAAYYY!

You know you love it.

Like how you love your encounter with your destiny fated husband Flippy
John Boy.

OKAY. BACK TO MY ESSAY!

~DT

Makeup,

And so,

I am watching my little ngoppie have her makeup done over at MAC.
GOODNESS GRACIOUS. SHE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE A PROFESSIONAL MODEL.

LYKE DA SEXY UNDAWEAH MODELLLLL.

UWAHHHH~!!

SHE'S BLOSSOMING INTO A YOUNG SMEXY WOMAN!

CUTENESSSS!!

~DT